A glint of light shinned into the open window. The large full moon lit up the normally dark room, blanketing the walls in the reflection of the light.

I looked around the small room, taking in the scenery as much as possible. I was lying in a full sized bed, naked yet fearless of my current situation. Beside me was a small bedside table with a small lamp, which seemed to be the only decoration in the room. The room was empty, the walls were bare, and the plain hardwood floors were blotched with dust and dirt.

I was almost carless of the repeating dream and outcome until I realized something new. The light. Would I finally see my intruder? Will he finally be exposed to me?

The knob to the old wooden door across from me began to jiggle until the door creaked ajar. The tall figure remand in the shadows of the dark hall. His face, his body, all remand hidden in the night. Finally, he stepped into the light of the full moon, revealing himself to me for the first time.

Alpha Xavier?

I watched as he made his way to my bedside. In shock, I watched as his shirtless physique stood over my little frame. He looked down at my body; a devious yet lustful smirk appeared on his face, as if he was up to no good.

"Sexy." His deepened voice echoed around the hollow space.

He reached for me. Stupidly, I allowed it. He began using his fingers to draw circular motions around my nipples. I watched as his fingers created magic across my excited skin.

"Alpha." I took in a breath of fresh air when his lips and tongue touched my breast, sending a surge of pleasure spiraling through me.

He pulled away from me, allowing the cool air of the night to nip at my moist bud. I looked into his eyes. His darkened eyes had informed me of his true intentions with me.

This is madness!

I wanted to scream out, urge him to stop this insanity. However, my words became obsolete when his fingers touched my bare stomach, leaving behind the fire of his intimate touch. My body froze, unable to tell him to discontinue his touch.

Please. Don't. Do. That.

My doubts suddenly became scrambled in a sea of blissful thoughts and seductions when his fingers slipped between my clamped thighs.

"Alpha Xavier, please." I fought to hold back the temptation however it became too much to bare. Each touch, each exciting touch forced me to part my thighs a little more.

He leaned in over me. His examining eyes looked over me but his fingers never left my sensitive clit. I closed my eyes and exhaled, releasing an unplanned moan when his finders slid into my moist opening.

The air around me thinned out and the room's temperature began to rise. His fingers like magic, I could only imagine the ecstasy and high his fingers would bring me to.

This is just a dream.

I had to remind myself that this was all just a twisted dream. That this was all just my fucked up imagination.

Despite this all being a figment of my weak mind due to my body's reaction to my heat, I still could not fight my mind's devilish illusions nor fight the fire that soared through my insides.

"Please."

My fingers latched onto the thin material under my body as my heart forced itself against my chest repeatedly. My mind was begging for him to stop however my body was given a different demand. My body arched up, greeting his hand with my own thrust. In. Out. In.

"Alpha!"

"Cum for me." He ignored my plea and advised me to release myself.

"No-"

"Now!"

I rose from my bed. Heat left behind the struggle to inhale and perspiration that blanketed my body. A growl rumbled from the back of my throat as I stood to my feet. I began pacing across the hardwood flooring.

Saying these dreams were just mind's illusions would definitely be an understatement. I was waking up in the middle of the night with a sweaty forehead and moist underwear. This was more than a dream, it was a damn problem.

Then there was the damn demon who was performing these acts. Alpha Xavier? Really? Out of all of the males in this world; male actors, musicians, artist, hell even politicians would probably be more acceptable then the damn Alpha.

I get it. I'm cursed. The moon goddess has punished me with the dreams....or nightmares of sexual encounters with the self-absorbed, egotistical Alpha.

My mind was pushing for me to be upset however my body could only leave me flustered as I thought of the possibility of him actually finishing me in my dream.

I hate myself.

I walked into the bathroom. The white marble faucets creaked as I turned the water on. Right on cue, clear water sprinkled from the shower head, quickly fogging the bathroom window and mirrors.

After my rinsing, I dried my hair and body before I slipped into the sheet set and stared up at the moon lit ceiling.

"I need to fix this." Discouraged about me not actually finishing what was...started, I could not seem to put myself to rest until things were handled.

I reached under my bed. I gripped the sued straps of my duffle bag and pulled it from under the bed. Unzipping the small hidden pocket inside of the bag, I pulled the small gadget from the pocket.

I felt a little embarrassed for doing this. I did not know why, I was alone and in the privacy of my own room. It just seemed as though this heat was winning over me, leaving me under the spell of constant need and lust for sexual intimacy.

"What the fuck?" I flicked the switch to the toy but all it did was die out. I slapped it across my hand, my leg, the bed. No use.

This would seem weird to an outsider.

"Fucking great." I tossed it across the room, only to watch it come thrashing down on to dresser.

Clearly bothered, I leaned against the bed's headboard and stared up at the ceiling.

Times like this I began to wish I was a human. Heat? It would just be a thought rather than my actuality. The random sex cravings? A thing of the past. I would be that normal person living in the real world. A world without the thought of my kind.

I sighed out. My skin cringed when my mind began to replay my dream. Such vivid images played in my head. Each scene ignited a fire inside of me, leaving me warm and anxious.

"No." I leaped to my feet. In desperate need to clear my head of such foolery, I decided to get out of this room. Get out of this house.

I need to run.

I slipped on a graphic tee and a pair of pink shorts before I walked out of my room. The bare halls were quiet so the last thing I wanted was to disturb anyone.

Creeping as if I was walking on egg shells, I took to the back door of the house and slid on to the glass opening. Fresh air hit me like a whirl wind, sending my inner wolf in frenzy of excitement and anxiousness. Desperate to explore, I slipped off my shirt and shifted out of my shorts.

I began running, allowing the cool air of the night to dance against my thick fur. Stride after stride, my paws dug into the dirt for better grip as I took off into the darkness.

I adored this. The fresh air and freedom to run without the fear of being seen by a neighbor. The seclusion of the home made everything feel so much better.

My body became tired from such an intense run so I slowed my pace down to a walk as I enjoyed my surroundings.

I had to take this in.

I came to a stop at a large oak tree. Its large trunk held up thick tree branches and leaves that hung low. I flopped down next to it and listened to nature herself. She carried the wind in, leaving behind the scent of trees and fresh grass.

Something about this had me going. I rolled over to my back. Like an anxious pup, I began to roll around in a playful manner. Releasing light whimpers and growls, I was determined to ignore the anxious need to be satisfied.

Soon, the quiet night was awakened. Branches snapped and old fallen leaves crumbled under the weight of another. Fearful yet defensive, I leaped to stand my ground.

I released a few growls to warn the intruder however it did not seem to affect it. Shuffling continued until someone stepped forward. I expected the intruder to be in wolf form for his or her protection however this one was not. Then I noticed why once he stepped into the clearing.

Alpha?

"Shift."

He commanded me to return to human form however I was not really comfortable right now to do so.

"I will not say it again."

His voice was laced with danger and authority. My head lowered in submission before my inner wolf gave into our Alpha. Regretting my decision to actually come out here, I shifted back into human form.

I looked at him. His eyes remand fixated on my own before he tossed me something. My shirt. As quickly as possible, I unraveled the material from its ball before I slipped it over my head. Perfect time to wear an overlarge tee shirt.

"Why are you out here?" He ignored my desperation to cover myself as he questioned me.

"I needed air." I mumbled softly. I began walking past him in the direction of the pack house, which I soon regretted. A tight hold around my arm, he quickly pushed me back to where I had previously stood.

"I'm not done with you. Do not come out here in the middle of the night without someone with you. We have set rules about it. Why the hell would you even come out here this time of night?"

"Why do you hate me so much? I never did anything to you." The words had finally left my lips. A question that had lingered over my head since the first time I saw him.

"I never said I hated you." His eyes narrowed in on me.

"Okay." I could see a real answer was not certain here. I released a slight laugh before I walked passed him again. This time, he did not stop me.

"You need to get a handle on those dreams of yours by the way. Do you know you talk in your sleep?" He said under his breath but loud enough for me to hear.

"Excuse me?" I glanced over my shoulder. His words were clear. I just hoped my mind was deceiving me.

"You talk in your sleep at night. You know, like tonight." I cringed when the last word left his lips. I turned to get a better look at him. Emotionless eyes but the sly grin that appeared on his lips scared me.

He stepped toward me. Nervous, and completely embarrassed, I struggled to swallow the lump that formed in the back of my throat.

"No... I don't." Goddess please inform me that I don't talk. At Least not a lot.

"But if you didn't, would I know I co-starred in your dreams. By the way you were talking; I guess I play a key role." My eyes widened in astonishment and my mouth was left open in complete disbelief. Is he really saying this?

The world around me seemed to suck me in as I searched for breathable air to take in. But hell, that would not stop my pounding heart that was drumming against my body.

He....he heard me?

What the hell do I do? What the hell do I say to him? Hey? You feel me up in my dreams.

Hell no.

"I'm going to bed." I wanted out of this conversation and fast. Determined to leave him behind, I turned to walk toward the house. Ignoring each burning sensation in my weak legs, I stumbled away from him.

"Did you think this would help you?!" He asked me. I wanted to ignore him but I found myself answering him. Stupid idea too.

"What are you-" A slight glance over my shoulder, I wanted to see what he was referring too. An action I wish I did not.

My once beating heart? You know, the one that was pounding against my body like the drum that belonged to the little drummer boy? Well now it had stopped completely. That air that was hard to take in around me? Well now that air was completely gone.

He.....he wasn't. No. I blinked my eyes a few more times. Normally, that would wake me from a wicked nightmare but no; I was still standing a few yards away from my Alpha and my little pink toy.

But how? Not how, more like why. Enraged, embarrassed, and completely shaken, I stormed at him. My arm extended to snatch it away; however his swift speed put him another few feet away from me.

"Why were you in my room?" Privacy here? Gone. This moron had abused his power by invading my personal space.

"I'm allowed anywhere I please." By the tone of his voice, I was sure he actually believed it was acceptable.

"But that doesn't give you the right to be a damn creep."

Before I knew it, his hand was around my neck and I was pressed against a thick tree. The tree crackled on impact as I flinched from the sharp pain caused by the collision. I groaned out.

"Don't say that. Now, tell me about the dream." He loosened the grip on my neck to allow me to speak. However it was not loose enough for me to slip away.

"No thank you." I declined his offer for show and tell.

"Why not, I'm starring in it right? I mean, I should know." The devious glare he had over me left me nervous and helpless. "Tell.....me!"

I could not tell him. I just could not. Just reminiscing about the dream left me angry but worst of all, aroused.

I looked up at him, my brown eyes widened as I silently pleaded for him to let me go. Instead, he looked away. His head rose before he took in a huge whiff of the air around us like he did before.

I knew what he smelled. Grass. Trees. Sexual need?

I looked into his green eyes. Each passing moment of time, I watched as his eyes darkened with...lust? I knew my arousal was getting under his thick skin.

"So what happened?" the warmth of his breath tickled my face as he moved closer, closing the huge and wanted gap between us.

"You-you touched me a little, that's it." My nervousness had me babbling like a fool. I just hoped he believed what I had told him.

"Where?" His smooth lips swiped across my reddened cheeks, leaving me surprised and strangely flustered from his touch.

"Umm between my-" I huge lumped appeared in my throat, stopping me from releasing another stupid word that would only make things much more awkward.

"Where did I touch you?"

Seriously?

"Where did I touch you?" He repeated with a demand in his tone.

"Between my-" I quickly swallowed the lump that was stopping my voice. "Legs."

A smile seem to be painted across his face now. A smile I found weird and unlikely of him. Before I knew it, his hand was touching my stomach. I stiffened under him as I sucked in a lungful.

His fingers, a warm yet unorthodox touch that followed my skin. My stomach churned and my legs nearly collapsed when I realized what his fingers were perusing.

He released my neck before he clutched my hips and lifted me up and off of my feet. Pressed firmly against the tree, I looked at him with wide eyes.

What the hell?

I looked into his eyes, searching for the game here however there was nothing there. I was not afraid or scared to push him away from my body however my mind seemed to be going against what was right here. Instead, I allowed this heat to take the wheel. Temptation was the driver here.

"In your sleep...." He leaned in closer. His face hovering only inches away from my own, I felt my heart caving into the depths of my stomach before he began placing small kisses onto my neck and my jaw. My eyes closed, I tilted my head at an angle, allowing him to touch me. "I could hear you moan my name over and over again."

Reaching down in between my open thighs, he managed to find my soft wet spot. My hands clutching down onto his arms, I desperately held back the need to release a sign of enjoyment.

"Did I make you cum?" He whispered into my ear.

"N-No." I exhaled the lie.

He pinched my wet nub. I quivered in his grasp. What the fuck am I doing? I parted my lips to put an end to this madness before he flicked my wet clit once more, shutting me up before I could release a sound.

I closed my eyes and accepted the pleasure. Maybe if I did not looking at him, I would feel less guilty about allowing this.

"Do you want me to make you cum?" He growled in to my ear.

My folds now moist from his touch, it made his fingers access ten times more pleasurable.

"Yes." My pussy tight around his fingers, I relaxed into his touch as I anticipated the release. Deeper. Faster. He increased his speed and deepened this touch before I finally did was he anticipated this evening. I released for him. My back arched up, I exhaled the moan I had held since he first had touched me.

He lowered me to my feet. The tree as leverage, I stopped myself from falling.

I looked up at Alpha Xavier for some answers. By the look on his face, he had none to give. His face was unreadable. He looked into my eyes with an emotionless gaze.

"Get back to the house." Breaking the intense yet uncomfortable stare, he shifted his eyes toward the far trees, his finger rubbing the small stubble of on his chin.

I motioned passed him. I just could not stick around to figure out what just happened between him and me. I stumbled through the thick marsh and ran across the open plain toward the tall structured house.

I looked back toward the dark abyss. He did not follow me back to the house. I slid into the patio doors and disappeared back into my bedroom.

I felt... Bad.

After taking my shower, I slipped back into bed as if I never had left at all.

I let this happen? Really? I could not even begin to think what came over me. How could I even explain tonight's event.

I just allowed the guy who I saw as a complete asshole, get me off. I just allowed my bigheaded Alpha please me.

Bare walls surrounded me as the half-moon shinned into my open window. Its crocket smile taunting me, shaming me for my unforgettable actions. I closed my eyes. This was going to be a long stay.