Mommy had this stupid leash on me again, and this time I refuse to use it, I'm not going to walk, I'm gonna stay in my place no matter what she do, no matter what Miss Dakota says, I don't like it, I like playing with the other pets, most of them have to be warned that I'm just a baby but they played with me, and I enjoy playing with Rila and Iris.

"Don't you want to play with Iris and Rila?" she asks me, but Iris would burn her daddies on the stake if they did this to her, and Rila's mommy only got to give her one look to have her frozen in place, that left me alone with my stupid pink leash to match my clothes of the day. A pink dress with high knee socks and my shoes, but I wasn't going anymore, no matter what, I'm not going.

"Nu," I answer her, I don't want to go, no matter what.

"I'll get you ice cream if you're good," she bribes me, but I shake my head no, not with this stupid thing on, never!

"Nu wanna," I say again, refusing to go, not caring, I want to stay home, I can play with my own toys here.

"Pup, how about I make you a deal?" she suggests, but I won't be making any deals with her, I don't like her anymore, I want my real mom, I want to go back home.

"You're that mad at me?" she asks, the only time I was this mad at her is when she dropped my milky, but then I found out another source of milky, one that's much warmer and only needs her to be near me to get some.

"Mhm," I say, I'm furious at her, I want to send her to the corner and leave her there.

"Sweetie, mommy has to do this, you know how much you like skipping ahead of me, what if I lose you?" she says, she can carry me, but I don't like being carried, I want to be able to walk and skip ahead.

"So mommy would keep this only until we get there, then you can go free and play with your friends," she offers me, it wasn't the worse offer ever, but I was too busy sniffling and fighting when I'm too mad or sad, I just cry.

"Come here, you need some mommy and little time?" she says pulling me over her lap, mommy and little time includes milky, storytelling, or just being cuddled and kissed until I giggle. We learned about that in class too, I like our classes, I'm learning important things, about my little puppy side, and about mommy.

This time, I only got cuddles, she held me real tight and petted my ear and tail, my tail and ears are very sensitive to touch, when she pet them, she could send me to sleep, make me pee, or simply make me supper happy and I'll purr like a cat.

"That's my good pup, no need to be mad," she assures me, she can make me do almost anything in this position, I'll sell her my favourite stuffy, but would demand it back later the same night.

I was s close to sleeping, all cause of her touch, but then I remembered being promised ice cream, I pulled off her chest, and pulled on her shirt getting her attention.

"We go, me get ice cream," I demand, ignoring the leash part, or at least trying to forget about it.

"Yes, if you are a good girl, you'll get ice cream, but if you give me hard time, you'll be getting a timeout," she says, I'm always a good girl and puppy, it's Rila who's the trouble maker, sometimes Iris and her daddies, everyone but me.

"Me goooodddddd," I say jumping out of her lap, ready to get to the park.

"Yes, wait for mommy," she says clipping the damn leash on, it goes on the middle of my back, it only limits my movement when I get too far away, but it's not the worse.

"I love you Rosabelle," she says, making me blush, I don't know how many days have went since I came here but my birthday was in the winter and it's starting to get warm outside now. And lately Emiliyah been telling me she loves me, and when I'm not mad at her or when she's not trying to push me into doing things, I like her back, well I might be a tad attached to her and her milky, and a tiny bit feel secure just when she's around, and I don't mind her dressing or taking care of me in all headspaces, and she knows when to allow me play with others and when I'm tired.

She knows me more than I know myself, and I won't lie, I'm still mad at papa, but she's the best mommy ever and I love her. My thoughts had me too busy while walking, I didn't even notice we made it to the park, time to get the leash off and to run off to play!