I'm waiting for Jade to open the door after I've knocked. I hear footsteps coming to the door before it swings open and standing there is a surprised Jade. She gasps in shock as I take a step entering her house and making her step back as I close the door. I give her a charming grin before bringing my lips down to hers.

My hands go to her cheeks as I back her up heading to her bedroom as we continue to kiss. Deciding that it's taking to long my hands go to her waist as I lift her up. Her legs automatically go to around my waist as I kiss and carry her to her bedroom. I press her into her bedroom door as my hands go to her blouse unbuttoning her shirt.

Lifting her up she shreds her shirt leaving it at the door as I open it and carry her in to the bed. I lay her on the bed as I stand and take my own shirt and pants off. I look over at her sprawled out over her bed and grin to myself. She's gazing up at me with lust filled eyes in a bra and jeans. I bring my eyes to hers as I demand "Take your pants off."

She hurries as she starts to take it off and has it off in record time. I crawl over to her as she lays back down. My lips go back to hers as we kiss and she grabs at my hips. Moving my lips to her earlobe before sucking on it then pulling it with my teeth. I travel down her neck going to her spot as I beginning to suck on it as she arches her back off of the bed.

My hand slips under her back as I unstrap her bra and pull it off after. I move in between her legs as I stare at her hungrily then connect my lips to her nipple wanting it to stand at attention. She gasps and I know she's biting her lip to keep from screaming out. My hand goes down to the edge of her panties as I slip my hand in.

Her back comes off of the bed as my hand comes in contact with her lips feeling how wet for me she already is. Her hips start to rock against my hand trying to get friction. As I watch her getting off because of my hand my thoughts are far away thinking of Teddy. What did I do? Should I be doing this? I need to st-

I push my fingers abruptly into Jade and she cries out from pain and pleasure. Her hands go to my back as she scratches down as I continue to give her what she wants. Her eyes flutter close as she sinks her nails into my skin. I bring my mouth down as I grab a nipple in my mouth before biting down making sure to leave a mark.

She starts to tremble and her legs shake as she gets close of her climax. I move my lips to her neck as I suck on her skin there. I feel as she clamps down around my fingers before screaming out "Lo-Logan!"

She goes limp after and just lays there as I pull out of her. I wipe my fingers on her covers before getting up and putting my clothes back on. I look over at her and see she's looking up at me. She's smiling at me as I frown and say "This was a mistake. I shouldn't have done this."

Ash's POV:

As I sit in the kitchen eating a sandwich and texting people I hear footsteps coming towards the kitchen. I look up just in time to see my ma coming in with groceries. I set my sandwich down as I get up and head to the car getting the rest of the bags then bringing them in to my ma. She smiles up at me then says "How's your mate?"

"She's good. We went out the other day and had a great time." I say as I sit back down and begin eating my sandwich again.

"So I'll be seeing her for dinner soon?" she asks as she starts putting the groceries away.

"How soon?" I ask as I look up from my phone.

She chuckles as she says "Tomorrow night."

"I don't know about that." I say as I shake my head at her.

"Well you'll ask her though right?" she says as she pauses and looks over at me.

I sigh before nodding my head and saying "Yea. I'm meeting up with Vic and Victoria ma. Talk to you later."

I walk into the garage and get in my car before pulling out of the garage. As I drive through the gate I see my father pulling in. He rolls down his window as I pass him saying "Be back here at 10pm. We have a meeting with Silver Circle Coven."

I nod my head before pulling off and driving down the street heading to the wolf bar where I'll be meeting Vic and Victoria. I've been driving for about twenty minutes when I see the bar come into sight. I pull into the parking lot before I park my car and get out heading to the entrance. As I walk through the door noise fills my hears and bodies come into view.

I look around and see Victoria talking to some guy. I turn my head and see Vic playing pool with a couple of guys. I start walking over to Vic but stop at the bar first and order a beer. After I get my beer then continue to walk over to the pool area and Vic. When I get there Vic reaches for my beer as he says with a smile "Thanks bro."

I push his arm away before laughing and asking "You wanna keep that arm?"

"Why wouldn't I?" he asks with a grin.

"Cause your reaching for beer smartass." I say as I move and grab a pool stick "You ready to get your ass whooped?"

Vic shakes his head as he says "When have you ever beaten me? I'm Victor, not Victoria."

"Hey I heard that." Victoria screams from across the bar.

"So what? Not like it's a lie." he screams back at her "So it seems your thinking today's the day? Well let me stop that thought. Line them up."

It's couple hours later and it's our last game but I still haven't beaten Vic yet. It's my turn and I'm aiming up my shot at the black eight ball going in for the kill when Vic says "Ash?"

"Be quiet Vic and lose like a man." I whisper as I try to regain focus.

"Ash the Smith's are here." Vic says as he taps my shoulder and I look up to the entrance of the pool air.

They spot me and begin to walk over to our pool table with scowls on their faces. I sigh before standing and leaning on my pool stick watching them come. When they get here I give them a grin as I ask "Here to watch me beat the infamous pool king?"

"We couldn't give a rats ass about pool. Outside Ash now." Jacob hisses to me as he takes a step forward.

"Well I wasn't leaving just yet but you guys are free to go." I say as I make like I'm aiming up my shot again.

"Your coming with us." Jayden hisses as he steps up towards me.

"I coming nowhere but maybe your sister would like to." I say just as I take my shot at the black eight ball and Jacob grabs onto my shoulder just as I bring the pool stick up to hit him in the face. He lets go off me as he grabs at his nose but Jayden reaches for me and Vic takes his own pool stick swinging it to hit Jayden upside the head.

They're both on the ground groaning in pain as I bend down and say with a grin "Well that was fun. Hopefully we'll be doing it again sometime." I stand and start to walk out but stop at the entrance to the pool room "Ha. It's funny. That's the same thing your sister said but wait she didn't use the word fun."

With that I walk out of the pool room and head out the door with Vic following after me. I stop at the bar and tell the bartender "Three beers for the road."

Vic goes over to Victoria and gets her as I walk to the entrance of the bar waiting for them. I've already opened my beer by the time they get here but I hand them theirs as we make our way to our cars. Before getting in mine I tell them "Head to the pack house we have a meeting. Oh yea your not un-defeated anymore Vic."

Logan's POV:

When I walked out of Jade's apartment I couldn't help but feel sorrow and regret for what I'd just done, knowing I have a Beloved. Now that I'm sitting at home on the porch and the feeling still remains. I can't help but think of all the times I've made mistakes and this one trumps every mistake on the list.

I run my fingers through my hair as the memory comes back again hitting me as if it was an actual physical force.

No I won't. I can't loose you. I stand as I start the flash to Teddy's house knowing it's the faster way. Halfway there it's starts to rain leaving me soaked upon my arrival. I'm standing at her door as the water drips from my hair onto the ground. I raise my fist and knock on the door before waiting a few seconds and knocking again.

"Coming." I barely hear from the other side of the door.

Teddy opens the door and stands there in all white pajamas and black fluffy slippers as she stares up at me in shock. I go to open my mouth but before I can get a word out the door is slammed shut. I pound on the door as I yell "Teddy."

"Go away." she whispers back as I hear a thump.

"Teddy open the door. I have to talk to you." I say as I knock on the door again.

"Go away. I can't talk to you." I hear come from the other side.

"Tell me what's wrong? What did I do wrong? I'll fix it just tell me what it is." I say as I press myself up against the door waiting for a response. She doesn't say anything and I run my hand through my hair before saying "Just talk to me baby. can fix it. can fix it."

She doesn't answer and I hiss in frustration before blowing out a breath of air then saying "Open the door or I'm breaking it down Teddy."

"Go away Logan." she says in a pleading voice.

"Talk to me." I yell as I pound on the door one more time before sliding down the wall and sitting against it. I bring my legs up to my body before putting my head in between my knees as my hands go into my hair. She doesn't respond and I don't move from my spot. I sit in silence listening to the rain fall as my heart breaks inside. What did I do?

The door opens and I glance up to see Teddy walking out before shutting the door behind her. She takes a seat across from me as she looks at her hands. I stare over at her before asking "How can I fix it?"

"You can't." she says as she looks up into my eyes.

"Why not?" I ask in a plea.

"Because Eli will love you" she says as she looks back down at her hands before continuing "And then you'll leave. He'll be heart broken. I can't do that to him."

I stare at her before telling her "I'll never leave my son. He's been ours since the moment he called me daddy."

She looks up at me with tears in her eyes as she whispers "Promise?"

"On my life." I say as I stand up and hold my hand out to her. She grasps it using my help to stand up. I grab her hips as I bring her body closer to me. I look down into her beautiful silver eyes as she stares up into mine. My hands come up to her cheeks as I bring my lips down connecting our lips together as I kiss My Beloved before pulling back and telling her "Your stuck with me."