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The awkward air was still present there but Forth and Beam were standing like a pillar, looking in each other eyes. The taller one with so much remorseful expressions whereas the shoter one was filled with hatred.

But the staring contest got interrupted when Lam and Park join the table.

Both of the boyfriends were observing the situation since beginning as it was one of the promise from Forth to Lam that he will let them near Beam so that he can assure the over protected P'Lam that he will not hurt his Nong Beam.

"Can we join you guyz" asked Lam like he don't know what is happening here.

Beam look at Lam and feels relief.

He went near Lam and stood behind Lam grabbing his hand.

"I don't bite".

Growl Forth seeing Beam going to Lam .

"Like i believe"

Shrug Beam still behind Lam.

Park tried not to smile seeing Forth's gritted face.

"I must believe that its probably a lunch time and you hadn't have anything. Why not we eat first?"

Offer Park taking Beam in front.

It's surprise to see the over possessive Park allowing someone to touch his man.

He ruffled Beam's hair.

Come Nong.

Eat first...

He called.

Lam took his hand and guide him to table not before giving Forth a scary glare.

Beam was eating silently as insisted by Lam whom Beam respects alot.

Lam too treat him as his little brother.

Forth was just standing there, feeling like unwanted on lunch table.

"Am i being too harsh?"

Ask Forth himself slowly and then close his eyes, erasing the crying face of Beam which he just witnessed a while ago.

"I'll be waiting in car."

Said Forth with low head and left the room.

Lam and Park abruptly turn to door seeing the disappearing figure of gang leader.

Beam was feeling lost too not only because his world is turning upside down but also that someone hadn't have his lunch.

After finishing eating Lam hug Beam.

"I'm sorry Nong that i wasn't with you the time when you needed me. I'm sorry that you faced that horrible time alone and I'm at fault too. I can't change the past But remember, no injustice will be happen with you from now on. Noone can hurt you. You are my Nong. Im not asking to forgive Forth but I'll be happy if you come with us."

Beam nod, biting his lower lip with eyes full of tear.

Park pulled him in his embrace.

"Don't cry Baby Panda....P'Park is here .

We are with you. Noone can dare to hurt you not even Boss. Just smile Baby. You deserve all happiness."

"Don't afraid from anyone. Don't think about life too. We'll manage everything and this gap of years made us realise that you are far more then little brother to us. We even feel like adopting you as our son".

Said Lam ruffling his hair.

"Yup... you can register my surname Baby Panda".

Said Park.

Beam was crying and crying.

I....i don't want ..to go there P..

M..my life is here...I'll die...if..if i go with him...

Beam let out whatever is running in his mind.

Shhhh..calm down.

Calm down Kid.. stop crying.

Think about it

You have one week

Still if you dont want then I'll take matter in my hand.

Said Lam seriously.

Beam and Park abruptly looked at him as they know that Lam usually doesn't meddle in other's issue that too with Boss but if he is saying then he sure able to put Boss in misery too.

As they said noone can mess with Lam.

He is able to run the things even without help of Boss and Park too.

Both Park and Boss will surrender if Lam got on rage.

Beam hug him happily.

Lam close his eyes.

He was stressed too. This is the situation where he need to choose which he never wanted to do.

Park pat his shoulder giving him his support.

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P'Forth na khaa....

P'Forth naaaa...

P naaa...

Naa naaa...

Call Beam to his boyfriend.

Yes Baby..

Answer Forth smilingly.

P what if one day we run into a fight?

Ask Beam.

Huhh...

Replied Forth with confuse face.

"I mean if i made you angry at me, then what will you do?

W...will you hit m..me P?"

Ask Beam with so much innocence.

Forth who was preparing cheese sandwiche for his younger lover left kitchen and scoop Beam in his arms who was sitting on kitchen platform.

"I will never hurt you, My Baby.

You are my life."

Said Forth looking into Beam's eyes.

"And how could i hit my Baby Beamie to whom i love so much?"

Ask Forth with his most gentle voice.

Beam melt in the love which Forth is giving him.

A tear escaped from his doe eyes and dropped on his pale cheek.

Forth wiped the same tear with his thumb.

Beam hug Forth.

I afraid to loose people P. I never had a family.

I only have you My P...please don't leave me P...i don't want to loose you...i hate to see people who got into fights, who kills people, i hate to see people lost their loved ones...

Please don't leave..please...

Forth embraced him more tightly.

"The day you'll find about my line of work I'm afraid you are the one, who will be going to leave me."

Thinks Forth still caressing Beam back and forth.

"P loves Baby Beam so much.

Just be happy and smiling love.

Don't think unnecessary."

Said Forth to the pale man in his embrace.

Forth's chain of memories got interrupted by the knocking voice on glass window of his car.

He came into present, realising he was again captivated by Beam's memories.

"Drop him at home."

Order Lam stoically.

Forth nod and driver open door for Beam.

Beam sat beside Forth.

Forth was thinking about the situation, fixing his eyes on the love of his life who were looking outside the whole time.

The outburst of Beam shook his soul.

"Am i really doing it right?

What if he had moved on?

Its clear that he hate me so much.

Shouldn't i leave him taking the lifetime sufferings as my punishment to hurt him?

He has all rights to not forgive me and also who forgive sins?

No i can't see my Baby in tears.

ill give him whatever he wants.

If he is happy here then I'll be happy."

Thinks Forth while looking Beam who is sitting lifeless beside him.

Um...

Forth clear his throat,asking attention from the pale guy.

"You don't need to think so much.

Forget my message and my condition earlier. Don't cry just because you have to left everything here. I'll not force you. I'll be talking with your elder brother and then I'll be back at my place. Be happy wherever you wants."said Forth and wear his sunglasses to cover his almost escaping tears.

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