i made the photo so if it looks shit that's why LMFAOAOAO

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here's what billies wearing lol i didn't wanna ruin the mood and add pictures during the story

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also hey i missed you k now:

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"fina-fucking-ly its about time i got to see you baby" billie says over the phone. her voice is sorta muffled from the phone speaker but i got used to it during tour. "i missed you like you don't even know, my soul hurts."

i chuckled. she had a way of over exaggerating that still sounded genuine and like she wasn't exaggerating at all.

"i miss you too b, what time do you think you'll get to la?"

"like 3 pm-ish"

great. it's only 11 pm. that means a whole 16 hours till i see her. there's no one i'd rather spent my birthday with so it's worth the wait but i want her right now. "time will fly it's only a couple hours. you should be thinking about what your gonna do first now that your gonna be all legal and shit."

"probably cry, like every year." i mention.

"aw baby, don't cry youre too fine for that, plus i got you a really good gift. you'll get it any minute."

"what'd u do...billie. did u door dash me a cake?"

she snorts from the other end. i wonder if she really is that predictable, she doordashes me whatever she's eating during tour so we can have little long distance dates so it's really not that unbelievable...did this bitch get me a cake when she's not even here to cut it?

i could picture the ends of her lips curl up into a smirk because i knew she wouldn't spoil it for the life of her. "no.... i got you this phone call bitch. bon appetit."

"well is it-"

"shhhhhhhhh. im not spoiling it or giving it to you before you're 18, i'm not a pedophile."

"you're like three months older dumbass."

"all i know is that i shouldn't be talking to minors at late hours of the night."

"what's my gift b??" she stays silent. "food? clothes?" i get off my bed and down the stairs to pace around the kitchen island. "b."

"yes?" she giggled

"are you in the lobby?"

"i mean..."

"BILLIE I LOVE U MUAH."

i was waiting for her to pull this all night but i didn't wanna get my hopes up, so, flip flops were thrown on and i was running down to the elevator so quickly only to see absolutely no one in sight. this bitch really made me go outside in the freezing cold... "where the fuck are you?"

"made you look SHDHHSHSHAHAHA"

"fuck youuu."

"you look sexy as shit right now princess."

"yea like you'd know, i'm literally pjs. and barely any at that."

"sounds pretty hot. pull up though, your presents are with me at mine."

so she did land in la already...i look around one last time and head for the elevator again. atleast no one saw me, it would have been more than embarrassing if anyone was at the lobby.

"i swear to god billie, i dont like surprises. if this is a surprise party i'm running out the door"

"shh ma, you're good" her little chuckles every now and then are comforting.

"well should i change? im barely even dressed and you aren't embarrassing me."

"that's perfect babygirl. just get here they're waiting"

"billie tell me right now, are there other people there?"

"nah it's just me y/n, come over"

skeptical i walk back into my apartment which door i didn't even fully close. "okay i love you and i'll see you soon."

"i love youuuuuuuu."

guess we are going to billies.

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i get to hers and it's dead silent. i know it's not a surprise party so where the fuck is she? there's an array of dim candles scattered everywhere making her whole apartment feel a different type of sensual, not to mention the smell. it was gorgeous and felt warm, like amber jasmine and teakwood.

"billie?" i call, deciding to just leave my keys on the counter and head for her room. if anything i'll wait there.

"im in here." her yell was kinda quiet but she was definitely in her room so i just knock.

"come in my love" she says in a soft voice as i open the door. low and behold, billies on the other side on her bed shooting whipped cream into the back of her throat. the light's turned on red and there's music playing -which isn't out of the ordinary for billie- but of all things; jeremiah.

"hey!" she sits up in her bed just for me to jump and straddle her making her fall straight flat down again. the left over vanilla after taste lingered on her lips as we kissed. "aren't you cold baby?" i say now realizing she wasn't wearing anything but underwear. the minimal black lace complimented the black in her hair as she laid back.

"i came back from freezing in new york y/n, if anything i'm hot."

and i am so wet...

her hand brushes down my arm pulling me closer into her. the bottle of whipped cream shakes in her other hand as she plasters wet kisses on me and plays with my tongue occasionally stopping for more of the cream.

"mm, open?"

billies thumb secures on my chin holding my mouth open. she sprays some of the white in my mouth but starts kissing me before i get to even taste it myself.

"i missed you, you know." she bit at my lip.

"is that why you're all dressed up?"

"mhm" she moaned into my mouth before kissing my jaw slowly. she looked amazing. like otherworldly good so i'm not complaining in any way but i can't help think i want it all off. "god

y/n you're so perfect."

"i think i still want that early birthday gift."

her eyes look me up and down slowly. "maybe" she was mentally undressing me just like i was her i could tell by the way she licked her lips. "what'd you do while i was gone baby?" she asks as if we didn't nearly call every day.

i knew what response she wanted. if she wasn't horny right now she would listen and care but she wasn't asking to hear about me doing dishes or writing letters or going shopping. so i answer her how she wanted. her outfit wasn't helping my case either. i wanted her.

"what'd i do while i missed you?" my fingers pushed a chunk of her hair behind her ear to whisper in. "touch myself thinking about you. i pictured you dressed like this every night for me."

"yea?" she kisses "you're so precious when you talk to me like that." she continues to suck at my jaw, my neck, and slowly traveling south until she finds my sweet spot.

"mm fuck billie"

"here?" she whispers attaching herself to my neck again. "you want it here?"

"yea, you feel so good." i whisper back.

"you make me so horny y/n" she hovers over my mouth before kissing me passionately.

it's crazy because she's the one doing all the work. i was just sitting here.

i grab the tail end of her sheer cover up and pull it over her exposing the lingerie better. her pale skin no longer hid underneath. just her porcelain silhouette, black guarders on each thigh, a pair of black panties and a bra. a sight that made me just that much needier for her.

i laid down as she moved her kisses down to my collarbones, her fingers slowly gripping my shirt and pulling it over me just like i had done to her.

"fuck i love you..." she smiled and grabbed my pants to pull them down as well. the less i had on the further her teeth would sink into her bottom lip. it made me wish i cared enough to have put on a bra before i left my place just to see her face illuminate when she took off the extra layer. her fingers caressed my bare skin from my areolas to the thighs that held my panties in place. there was no denying those were ruined.

she kissed me gently again whilst grabbing the whipped cream and spraying it into my mouth to taste. "birthday cake" she whispered covering my nipples and then writing her name down the middle of my torso.

i giggled with my eyes closed at how cold it was on my skin.

"can i take these off baby?" she said making me open my eyes to see her again. her purple roots flipped over as she brushed the hair out of her face.

i nodded, there was nothing else i wanted right now but for my panties to be off me. "i love you"

she got closer to kiss me again painfully slowly. "i love you" she would moan in my mouth. she looked down at me with nothing covering me but vanilla foam. my legs spread as she positioned herself between them in efforts to clean the frosting off.

she begins rimming around my right nipple never cleaning it off but feeling more than amazing. she fully covered it and continued her circular motions until it was clean and more than hard. she flicked her tongue at my left one feeling even better than before. i held her head in place to in order to keep her there but she resists and sucks instead. "jesus christ im all yours."

she sucked harsher once more. "you're who's mama?"

"yours, billie, yours. do anything please i don't want you to stop."

"if that's what you want baby, you know it's all yours."

i spread my legs further for her feeling wetness trickle down my center. she licked away the 'e' under my belly button giving me goosebumps where i didn't have them before. "you're so fucking pretty baby."she said between kisses on my stomach. her hands gripped onto me playing with my boobs.

i blushed at her but not for long after she licks the rest of the letters off bottom to top catching me off guard. she went back to kissing my neck and then my lips.

"ima show you how much i missed you, okay?"

again i nodded in agreement although i don't want to imagine the mess i was down there for her.

she snaked down my swollen lips, my purple marked neck, and passed every part of me she had marked hers until she got to my legs again. her eyes shot up and gave me wide grin.

when she leaned down closer and blew on my clit ever so carefully.

i leaned my head back while she licked through my folds, reaching my clit. i wanted her so bad.

she lets her cold spit drip down onto my core. two of her fingers slide into me making me moan louder while getting accustomed to them. immediately she starts pumping in and out slowly. "tell me if you want me to stop. k?"

"uhuh mhm." i furrow my eyebrows. there's no way i'd want her to stop any time soon. with her fingers still in me she puts her head back down to encapsulate my clit in her mouth. "oh fuck yes billie." i moaned with every movement she made on my clit.

"hmmmmmmmmmm" she hummed and pumped her fingers filling the room with more noises.

"shit. fuck." i moan as her tongue swayed side to side.

"you're so wet mami"

she pulls out her middle and ring finger to look at me, taking her thumb to open my mouth a bit again and allowing me to taste myself.

i suck her fingers quickly wanting them back in me. "you're gonna make me cum." i giggle pushing her hand back down my body. the back of her bra unclasps and her boobs find their natural resting place. she fits three fingers inside now making my mouth widen. "oh my god billie." i bite my bottom lip.

"yes baby?" she pushed in deeper.

"don't stop."

she continued filling me with her fingers while her tongue pushed my clit from side to side. i was gonna cum soon for sure, her tongue sped up along with her fingers. she would please me up and down, in and out and suck every now and then. "shit b, fuck-" "yes please yes yes."

she started to curl her fingers hitting my g spot. "cum for me then mami." she spit on me again dressing my core before she licked it away all sending me over the edge.

"fuck billie i'm cumming. i'm cumming b oh fuck."

billie took her fingers out and replaced them with her tongue as i came and rode out my high.

"better than birthday cake." billie winked playing with my folds with her finger. i smiled. "it's shame you're so wet for me and i never get to play with what's mine."

she grabbed my thighs again cleaning off the arousal that was still there with her tongue.

"billie if you keep playing you're gonna make me cum again."

"maybe i want that. maybe i want you and i should postpone a couple shows." her tongue goes right back into me. "mmmmmmm. i don't know though, just a thought."

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a/n

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damn pussy so good she's cancelling tour?!

seriously though thank you all for getting me where i am. a lot of my old chapters are probably ass but i'll make progress. i'm gonna try my best to do y'all's requests and also release the other like 10 unreleased chapters i have LMFAO i was depriving you of sm content.