I woke up covered in sweat. I look at the clock and it's 5am. It's been a few days and Nia chose to stay with Ty. I think it's cute. She said he sung to her. Who knew goof ball had vocals. He still owes me food. I sat up on my bed and wiped my brow as tears flowed down my face. I keep seeing my parents the night I had to identify their bodies.

I never told anyone about that. It was the hardest time for me, well one of them. Im too young to have so many horrible times but they are making me stronger. I remember my dad looking so calm, but his neck which they had covered but I still saw the cut when I pull the covers back before they recovered him. My moms once flawless skin was bruised. They said she died from internal bleeding from the wreck.

See what I mean by things not adding up. Someone killed my parents and then put them back in their car and hit it and drove off. I'm not stupid by a long shot. My heart was still racing as I got up and threw my guts up and I was shaking. I turned on the shower and stepped in as my tears mixed with the water. I sighed as I washed my body and finally stepped out. I dried off and then brushed my teeth and put my hair in a ponytail before going in my room, and put on a green t shirt, black sweatpants, and my green Air Force ones that match the shirt.

I walked downstairs stairs but ran back up stairs to get my Valium. I took one with a sip of water. My nerves are working over time. I decided maybe I needed to go see my parents. I jumped in my black Range Rover and headed to the cemetery. I pulled through the gates and parked and started my journey to the place I'm too young to be in. In my mind my parents should be here to tell me, to watch out for boys, and my dada should be here threatening Jaylen and Tyrell.

Instead it's me and my baby sister against the world. I finally stood before them and kissed my fingers then touched their tombstone. They are directly side by side. My dad had a will which I thought was crazy, but in it he said he wanted them in the same casket if they died together. He's a nut I would not dare. That's nasty, he tryna be nasty in the after life.

I then sat on the bench as my thoughts went to when I was in a coma.

It's funny how I didn't remember everything. But I did remember how my mom looked, and how my mama and daddy are still rocking together. But when I closed my eyes the faces I remember turned into the faces I had to identify. I ran to a near by bush and threw up water. I forgot to eat. It's something I must do with these pills. I sat back down after rinsing my mouth out.

"Mama and Dadda, God how I miss you guess. Nightmares are consuming my mind.

What happened to y'all. Why did I have to see you for a last time like that. Daddy I need y'all."

I stood kissing their tombstone before biding my goodbyes. See this is why I don't say goodbye. To me goodbye is final. I have to say it to my parents because they are gone, forever. I walk to my truck crying.

Once I was sitting inside, I started it up, as I began to break down sobbing. At this point my heart and head literally hurts.

I'm glad my sister doesn't know the details, if she did I am so sure it would kill her inside, and if I can protect her from the way I feel I'll do it till I die.

I drove off heading to Taco Bell to get something to eat on the way home. I'll cook later but right not its like, I don't even feel like making myself lunch. As I pulled out the parking lot after receiving my food my phone rung and it was Jay. He reads my voice well some how so I clear my throat, and chew on a chip to cover any tones he may pick up on. I answer through Bluetooth.

"Hello beautiful, what you doing?" He asked. "I went to see my parents, then got something to eat, now I'm on my way to the house. I think I may have a migraine. What are you doing?" I said in one breath. "I'm not gone ignore that you said you have a migraine. I can already tell by your voice you been crying. You good? Need me to come over there now?" he asked demanding and concerned. Dammit I tried. "No I'm good. And just because I went to see my parents doesn't mean I cried you ass." I said rolling my eyes like he could see me. He was being annoying and I have a lot on my mind. "Really Nae? I know you period. Why you sound annoyed all of sudden?" he said getting on my nerves.

"Sir, I will talk to you later." I said hanging up. I wasn't in the mood to be grilled. I stopped at a red light and my head started swimming.

I pulled up to the lake where I go to clear my mind. I was about to get out, but I was too dizzy. So instead of getting out I pressed my Bluetooth again, as I laid my head against the steering wheel and spoke

"Call pineapple." I spoke

"Calling pineapple mobile." the car said back Nia answered second ring. "Hello, whatcha doing girl?" she asked all happy.

"Nia, I'm at the lake in the Range. My head really hurts and I'm dizzy. Come get me, please." I said as I heard her screaming for Ty before the hearing telling me to stay on the phone and don't go anywhere, Like where the fuck I'm gonna go.

I simply said "OK." as I turned my air on high, but pulled my shirt over my head to block the sun. My damn tint was not working in my favor today. My door finally opened after Nia and Ty were pulling up, but instead of her I smelled Jays cologne as I was lifted up and placed in another car. I squinted my eyes and saw Nia climbing in my car and Jay sliding next to me.

"Nae, you ok?" Asked Jay, but my head was hurting really bad, so I just shook my head, and took the pills and water he gave me.

I put my head in his lap as he ran his fingers through my hair. Me and these meds not working I sat up quickly.

"Pull over now!!!" I screamed at storm who was driving.

He did as I asked, and I jumped out running, in between my car and Jays car and fell to my knees throwing up. Once I was done, I grabbed my head because it felt worse than before. I was lifted again before Jay screamed to drive to the hospital.

"Nigga my head. . . The fuck? " I whispered. "My bad baby" Jay whispered. I just wanted to slap him, but the way my head set up, that's def not finna happen.

We finally pulled up and I groaned. I'm so tired of looking at these bitches, I don't know what to do. I just wanna go home and lay in my own damn bed. He must have called someone because I went straight to the back. They started hooking me up to shit left and right. Drawing blood and all. They finally put him out cuz he was cussing, did he not catch on to the fact my head is exploding. They saved his life because I was about to take it.

"Ms. Crawford your blood pressure is high and your in the mist of a migraine. Do you have them often." the Doc asked, I nodded my head, I've had them before but not this bad. "Have you been vomiting?" He asked, but my head hurt, and I don't wanna answer any more questions.

"Yes, and I took my Valium this morning, but my head is getting worse." I spoke before putting a pillow over my head as a nurse stuck me again.

"When was your last period." I shrugged, I mean I know it was last month, and I'm not late yet but I feel horrible and I'm not answering nothing. Damn can I go home is what I wanna know." Nae retorted as

they put something in her IV, and finally her damn head seem to stop mushing itself as it began to clear up. When I opened my eyes nothing was blurry or spinning.

"Did that help darling?" some sweet nurse said with a southern accent. "Yes ma'am, oh God yes." I said smiling. I was happy to be feeling better

The doctor left out and came back in with everyone an Nia told Jay on me, she a damn snitch, I told her ass to come get me not Jaylen ass.

"You a snitch bruh." I said eyeing her. "Sorry pooh, it's Ty fault he called him. "Both of y'all snitches. And nigga since I'm sick you cooking tonight and you better not kill me." I said mugging Ty. "Well damn, excuse me meany pants." Ty said watching cartoons.

I didn't even reply, I just pulled the covers over my head because I'm sleepy. It was another hour, and two bags of fluids, before they let me out of there. I was dehydrated, blood pressure was up, which I'm sure it's because of earlier, and a migraine crisis. Hell ion ever want another one, boy I'll tell ya.

We finally left with Nia, and Ty together, storm driving my car, and Jay driving his, while I laid in the back on the passenger side. They said they would have the other results to the test they ran in a few days, maybe two weeks max. I wasn't tripping, I'm healthy that much we know of, since I just got out the damn hospital. They did X-ray's and all my bones are completely healed. They said it took my ribs longer only because that was the second time they had been broken. Still two damn times too many.

"Bae, whatcha you wanna eat? And I'm not hungry not gone work." Jay said without taking his eyes off the road

"Taco Bell." I replied. I can't remember if I finished eating earlier, and that's literally what I wanted. "You gone have the shits." he said laughing. "And you gone wipe my ass." I retorted. He got some nerve. "I'll do whatever you want me to do to it baby." Jay said looking over at me licking his lips.

I just turned my head, he so damn nasty, and I'm so damn sleepy. He not doing nothing but taking me home and going away. After getting the food, I closed my eyes and went to sleep.

Jaylen

I looked over at LaNyiah and saw she was sleep, I put my jacket over her arms, and placed my hand on her stomach. I was hoping she was pregnant but nope a migraine. But one day my queen will carry my seed. I love her with all of me. We pulled up to my house and Storm was behind me. Once he got out, he passed me Nae keys; then got in his car pulling off.

I put her keys in my pocket, then walked around grabbing the food before picking her up. She definitely has to eat later. Nia and Ty were getting her meds so I didn't have to do it. I walked in the house walking to my room and laying her in the bed. Seems like forever since she been in it. I placed the bag on the night stand with her drink and some pills for her head.

I ate then undressed down to my boxers and climbed in bed with Nae, and pulled her close with my hand on her stomach and my head in her neck. I missed her and was happy she was where she needed to be. Soon sleep took over me.

LaNyiah

I jumped in my sleep and opened my eyes panicking. I saw our Dads face again. It's as if its haunting me. I slide from under Jay and went to the bathroom. I saw blood when I wiped so I went into the cabinet and got a pad. After taking care of me I got my food and pills, and went to the kitchen to heat my food up. I ate and took the pills, after doing that, I was sitting thinking until my stomach decided to do the fool again, and I ran to the bathroom downstairs and threw up my food.

"maybe Taco Bell and migraines don't mix" I thought as I got through rinsing my mouth out.

It was like 9pm when I looked at my phone, so I laid down and closed my eyes praying these nightmares would go away.

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Well there's another one. How you enjoy. I'm sleepy again lol. Love ya.