LaNyiah

I hear my sister blasting music it kind of got me hype, As I jumped up out my bed doing a shimmy all the way to the bathroom, but could no longer hear the music when I closed the door, so I turned on my system and turned on my Jill Scott of course. As I ran my bath and brushed my teeth. (I pressed play) comes to the light began to play as I I sang. I stripped out my clothes while the music somehow got into my soul, as I felt as if the bass had became my heart beat.

I got in the tub as I started singing and scrubbing by luscious body, then I my emotions got the better of me as I started crying while scrubbing my body harder, as the scenes of him violating me as he rammed into me mercilessly; which made me scrub even harder, then angrily threw my bath sponge the towel and sobbed, after my I finally gained back control of my emotion and the crying finally subsided and the song was over, I looked at my arms and chest and they were red and raw from me scrubbing so hard. I stood in the shower as the water went down the drain, I turned on the cold water to sooth my skin. Once it was no longer cold I stepped out and put on my thin long sleeve v neck shirt, and my black skinny jeans, which just so happen to make my booty sit out a little bit more than I liked, so I pulled my shirt down further and it did the trick. I then put on my gold cross necklace my dad gave me and Nia alike. I then put on my my gold studded earrings, along with my white chucks, and headed down stairs.

I slipped a banana and a Gatorade in my bag, as I had my earbuds in my ears, and was listening to and just thinking if I'll ever be able to love, and be able healed from what Trey did to me.

I was so deep in thought I didn't even know Nia was talking to me till she touched me and my heart stop and I thought I had died.

"Ahhhh...." Nae screams with her hand across her heart as she spins around to face a concerned Nia. "What's wrong Pooh?" asked Nia.

"Nothing." said Nae as they both bent down to pick up Nae things that she dropped.

"If it's truly nothing wrong, then why were you spacing out just now, when I was calling you and why did you scream???" Nia asked with her hands crossed over her bosom, with one eyebrow raised not really believing that its nothing wrong with her. "Nothing is wrong with me and I wasn't spacing out Pineapple, I was thinking about these classes I'm taking. I am thinking of maybe dropping something Idk, and as for me screaming, you just scared the shit out of me. You can't be creeping up on me like that.... You know I got fast reflexes, and I could have accidently karate chopped your ass in the throat by and then 'THE PEOPLE'would be all up in our shit thinking I was finna try to kill you." Joked Nae which in turn made Nia laugh whole heartedly. "Hahahah. . ." Chuckled Nia, "You silly as shit sis. . . Ok, Imma let you slide this time." Replied Nia as she pointed at Nae to make emphasis on letting her slide, then continued to say, "Because I don't want nan one of us to be late for school." Replied Nia as she handed Nae her keys. "I know that's the fuck right." said Nae as she passed Nia some keys, the look on Nia's face made me forget about all I was thinking about. I just love to see my sister happy. She's the reason I hold on to my sanity. If it wasn't for her I would have went crazy a long time ago.

After she left in her new ride after making us fall of course, I headed to school. I thought about how today 7/10 would have been my due date. My sister would have made a great aunt.

I pulled up to school and sat there for a minute to get myself together from the mental breakdown that wanted to take over me again.

I sat in my there in my charger in silence. After about ten minutes and seeing I only had 15 minutes to get to class I got out the car and began walking after checking my face and I was cool. I walked into business economics and my teacher gave me a reassuring smile as if she knew today wasn't a good one. I sat in my seat and begin talking notes. Class was actually good and I enjoyed and it help me no to think of outside things.

My sister texted me about how happy she was about the car. I know her ass in class texting me, but I was excited because she was excited, her happiness always tends to rub off on me.

My dad told me what car he had got her before he and our mother had died. He had ordered it a while ago, and all I had to do was call when it was time to pay for it and have it delivered. I wanted to fulfill my dad's last wishes, so I did just that. I went English, now this is my favorite subject but me and this bean pie, pale, need a tan, wicked witch of the east and west don't get along. She tried to give me a C one time, and I lit into her ass so bad, that the entire class got A's, even people that weren't even there got A's thanks to me.

See I am sweet as pie, but due to my parents death three days before, I was a little bit on edge, and instead of listening to Nia when she told me to take some time off, I felt like had to get out the house but, instead of going somewhere and clearing my mind, I took my ass to school and yeah, that's what happened.

Anyway I walk to my seat and the devil himself just so happens to walk in. Why in heavens me Lord.Thought Nae as she looked up towards the ceiling giving a silent prayer that the fool would just leave her alone today.

You see, his dumb ass repeated this class on purpose, just so he can stay on the team, which is rather stupid if you ask me.

As he walks by, he subtly drops a note down on my desk. I'm not about open it yet. Once class was over and everyone was leaving out, I opened it and it said the one thing that truly sent me over the edge. " " I ripped it up and threw it away on my way out.

At this point I just couldn't process why is it that he is purposefully trying to torture me. Why won't he just leave me alone. Like what's the fucking point here.I thought as I was slowly pulled from my thoughts as my phone pinged revealing that i received a text from my baby sister Nia again, saying her and Ty were grabbing something to eat.

I'm so glad she's happy. He seems really good for her. Then I get two more text messages

Thinking of you

I didn't reply but I did find myself smiling. But I know it will never be any love between us, because love's just not meant for me, and I'll never get away from the devil. I sigh as I check out the other text from was an unknown number.

I'm not sure how he got my number, but I knew who it was, and I think it's totally sweet; so I replied after saving his number under b law

💯✌😊law:

Lol. Just love her right and I won't have to kill you.

He sent an lol back which made me laugh and then the devil spoke and my whole soul seems to fade away.

"WTF you smiling for?" Trey spoke walking closer to me

"Leave me alone, why do you keep. Bothering me" I asked feeling my eyes swell with tears. "Baby, haven't you figured it out yet. You're mine, I was your first; & you carried my child. I'll always be here and you'll always be mine." he said caressing my face.

I stepped back and with all my might I took of running. Students were in class and it was only very few out. He screamed my name and I kept running I was almost to my car when someone stood in my way as I was running then I heard my name being called again. I looked up to Jay standing there with a back pack. When he saw my face full of tears his face turned to something scary and I took off again with them both yelling my name again. I got to my car and locked it and sat there catching my breath.

I jumped when I heard a knock on the door. I was relieved once I realized it was Jay. I unlocked the door and leaned over into his arms and cried into his chest. I was glad he was hear, but why the hell is he here.

"Thank you, I gotta go now" I said with shaky hands looking for my keys. "Nah, slide your ass over ima get my boy to follow us. Aye storm! " he yelled and some yellow bone guy with long ass braids walked up. "Yeah, what's good." He said glancing at me

"Drive my car and follow me to my girl house." he instructed. "Gotcha boss man." Boss man? Ima find out later.Thought Nia

I didn't even fight him. I don't know him but some how I trust him. I was shaking and then my phone rung and Trey popped up on the Bluetooth and Jay answered it. "Who dis? " Jay asked "Who the fuck is answering my girls phone?" Trey shouted back as Jay took his the phone away from his ear and looked at the phone with a indescribable expression on his face, and let me tell you, if looks could kill Trey would surely be dead.

"Nigga this my girl, and you gone have to see me." Jay said gripping the steering wheel as his knuckles turned red.

I couldn't do anything but shake as tears rolled down my face. He really Won't Leave me alone. "Where you stay bae? " Jay asked. I just typed it into my GPS and sat back trying to calm my nerves. He'll never leave me alone or let me go. I went to sleep without knowing, and then I was being shaken awake. I jumped and was about to swing.

"Bae, it's me. I would never hurt you. Come on we at the house" Jay spoke softly

I nodded my head as I got out and grab my purse but he had my backpack. We walked up to the house and I opened the door, and Storm was dropping him his keys as another car pulled up and he got in and it pulled off. I went and sat everything on the counter.

"Umm, Jay you can have something to drink, and umm I'll be back" I said walking off

"Iight bae " he said winking I kept walking, I went into my room and rinse my face off. I looked horrible. I went back in my room and change into a tank top and some gym short like shorts not really booty shorts and I headed down stairs to see him watching the big screen. I sat down but not to close by him.

"I'm not gone beat around the bush, who is that nigga? " Well damn well just say it then. "Umm nobody" I said playing with my hands. "So, you running and shaking and crying and scared cuz of nobody?" He ask rubbing his head. "I umm. . . So umm. . . thanks, I'm safe now and I'm home" I said hoping he would take the hint and leave. "Does He know where you stay? " wayment, you are not my dude bruh.Nae thought. "Um, no, no he does not." I said. "I'll stay untill your sister come home. She with my brother, and I don't want you here alone. " He said taking his shoes off and sliding me in between his legs, at this point I just sat there stiff, not moving a muscle, and barely even breathing. "MA, I promise I'm not gone hurt you. Please relax." Jay spoke in my ear which by the way sounded sexy as fuck and sent chills down my spine but also made my nerves calm down, as I melted into him. "I umm (yawns) Just for a second." I said trying to figure out, how I would get out of his hold. "Nah, take your ass to sleep ma, You safe." he spoke softly as I could no longer fight it and began to feel comfortable and safe in his arms as I dozed off.

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"You ran from me today. Look love, I think I gave you time enough to heal. Damn I remember how tight your pussy is"

"No Trey you can't do this to me again. Please. . . I'm begging you, don't hurt me again " I begged. "That shit didn't work the first time, and it damn sure won't work this time around. I love to hear you scream, and cry my name that, shit sexy as fuck. Since we alone, I won't even cover your mouth this time. Let me hear you baby" he said as he thrust into me hard. "Trey Nooooo!!! please stop!!! " I cried.

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I woke up screaming and Jay holding me tryna getting me to stop swinging. "Baby, I'm here, I promise I'll never let anyone hurt you baby. I got you Ma, shhhh I got you" he said rubbing my hair. "He will never leave me alone" I said sniffling as he held me until I must have dozed off again, but he never stopped holding me or running his fingers through my hair. I dozed off again no nightmares this time, I felt so safe.

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Well there you have another one. We might throw out another one tonight.

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