As we got into the car I started or and my radio blast so we bouncing and being silly cuc my baby daddy Chris is in this song. I pull up to a stop light and let loose when the beat drop. Once it turns green I continue driving.

"Aye sis, let's get snacks. " Nia said

I nod my head to the beat getting off the freeway to go to the Walmart by our house. Once we get there I park at the front and we hop out. But the song is still blasting and Nia being Nia, got out twerking and dropping it low. You would think she spends her life on a club but she's never been. I laugh so hard at her then join. We dance till the song is over cit on the alarm and then head in Walmart.

"Aye MA, y'all was fye, can we get y'all number" some guy asked licking his lips. He was cute but no

"No we're good, but thanks for the compliment handsome have a good day. " I replied pulling Nia along

"Nae, why you always shutting niggas down? You fine as fuck and you be playing yourself" Nia said

"OK high yella Remy MA, lol. But ion have time. Let's get these snacks" I said brushing the subject off

She just bored her head and then we got popcorn, chips, juice, pops, ice cream, candy bars, and snack cakes then headed to the check out the girl was giving us looks then her ratchet came out.

"Damn, y'all bout to have a fat girl moment all these snacks" she said popping gum

It hurt my feelings but enraged Nia and she went off.

"Bitch I know you right eye ass can't see with them 1902 ass glasses but I'm thick Bitch it's a difference and my sister thicker than snicker that's why the niggas in here need water cuz they be staring instead of stocking. Now Bitch I make more than you on your off day so go to hell and ring my shit up" Nia said in a calm voice

I had no idea what to say she said it already I just swiped my black card and the girls eyes bucked when it went through, I mean did she think it wouldn't. It's a black card. I laughed at her facial expression as Nia pushed the basket and a manager came over. I looked at the tag and it was the store manager at that.

"Do we have a problem" the manager asked

"Yes your employees don't know how to keep their comments to themselves and just do their Job." I said walking off

I heard the conversation as I was walking off and she just go suspended and has a hearing of she will even keep her job. After my call to corporate she can hang that up. We arrived at the car and loaded everything and then hoped back in. I turned to a mellow station and came on. And I wanted to change it but Nia was into it and I begin to sing with her.

I felt every verse and cord and strong she stroked and I lost myself in the song as I hung my heart out. I'm ready but afraid. Dudes aren't shit. I learned that the hard way. I wish my college experience was different and I didn't fear being around people especially men. I wish I was smaller and lovable I wish I wasn't afraid all the time. I wish my daddy was hear to hold and protect me. I've always been a daddy's girl and Nia was my mom's hip baby. Wherever mom was so was Nia. Don't get me wrong she loved us both strongly I just stayed to myself when the billing started in middle school.

My dad didn't care he was gone bother me and hold me and make me eat regardless. He always said to me

"Baby daddy loves you and always will and when you find a real man like me he will love you too" He always reminded me I was beautiful and my size didn't make me. They have always just been words because I was the one being bullied. I didn't realize we were home till Nia screamed my name. Damn I gotta stop doing that .

"Yes ma'am, Lil pineapple " I said to her

"Pooh getcha ass out the car and help me" she demanded. Her Lil demanding ass. She better be glad I love her

"I'm coming heffa" I replied getting out grabbing bags

As she put the groceries up I called corporate to report stupid hoe r us. And then we popped popcorn and set up all the other snacks before going to put on the shorts and sports bras. I love my sister because I can be myself around her let all my body hang. I got real tits they heavy and sag lol. Once dressed we sat in the movie room and went to Netflix

"Are you going to call him? " I knew who she was talking about but imagine be dumb today. "Who? " I said eating a fudge round. "Don't play dumb, Jay. I've been texting Ty. He's pretty sweet. But I'm not rushing " she said smiling "Good for you let's watch this movie" I said as I pushed play on Moana hey I'm a big kid

"Sis, please give him a chance before you totally ignore him" Nia said I just said OK.

I drunk a pop then I had to pee. As I was peeing I begin to cry because no one will ever understand I'm broken and torn and used no one will want me and I'm too afraid to let anyone else in. Trey showed me what letting people in does to you. I'll stick to my sister.

My brother and I ate at the trap counting money and this nigga been on his damn phone for hours smiling and shit. It's getting on my nerves but I be having to remember he young and dumb sometimes

"Nigga what you smiling at. You been smiling on and off all day. That shit aggravating" I said running my hands down my face and sitting back in my chair. "Nigga quit hating cuz my girl texting me back and yours ain't even thought to check and see if she had the right number." he said laughing which made me shoot his way and miss on purpose. "You play too damn much. Her sister said she guarded. But imagine go to my office and finish since you so damn salty" he said getting up and leaving out.

Damn right I'm salty. Most females beg me for my number. And I actually have it to one and she not Reyna give me the time a day. Makes me more intrigued and I want to get to know her better. I can already tell she has these thick ass walls up and imagine blow them mutha fuckers up. I picked up my phone not wanting to be a night booty and texted

"Good night beautiful " she left me on read, ughhhh she's gone be a hard one, but I love challenges. I finally got up locked up my office, then made sure my guards was straight, and me and bro left to go home. He lives next door, we grew up close even though our moms couldn't stand each other but they made sure we was right cuz my daddy didn't play that shit.

He walked off and headed to his house still smiling and walked in mine headed upstairs and took a shower and laid in my bed looking at the ceiling thinking about my beautiful Nae.

We watched three movies and she has barley paid attention. We both have school in the morning so we called it a night and I climbed in bed turning my Pandora to Jill Scott station and the 1st song to come on was

I listened to the lyrics as Iy phone lit up letting me know I had a text message "Goodnight Beautiful " it was from Jay but he saved his name in my phone as your future. I continued to listen and think I'll never had a future not one word the sense. I went to sleep with tears running down my face

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