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I hate school so much . My ex best friend ditched me and gave me a stupid lie as a reason . I was lied to . Again . Everything's so stressful and I can't keep the fuck up . People only talk to me at this point if I'm on the fucking verge of tears , I tell everyone to not call me by my deadname and nobody fucking listens . I should've listened to my friend last year when she told me this is a horrible school and tell my mom all of the horrible things that happened to me last year . Maybe I could've been going to an online school like I want to . Maybe I could've been going to a good school . Maybe . Wish I never went here .

I was given the choice to go here , I wish I said no . I now have to do all of this hard shit and deal with my shitty ex best friend . She made a plan to ditch me but I made a revenge plan that's making it backfire on her . Hm . Maybe if I keep this up my school year will be better .

It's my last year .

I can't wait for my last year to be over .

I don't wanna go .