...tris will you go out with me?

I don't know when I got feelings for him but before I can stop myself I've said yes.then i feel his lips on mine, they are so soft and i find myself kissing back, i didn't ever know how much i liked him till now - well I kinda did that was the main reason i dated jake, so that maybe my feeling for him would go away and I started to put thoses feeling into a brother type thing i treated him like a brother then my real brother.- he pulls away and laugh while saying "you dont know how long i have wanted to kiss you." i laugh.

Over the speaker that are around the outside of the cabins one of the teachers says " can all student please meet in the meeting area we have some news that is need to be told!"

Ahhhhh with my luck its most likely going to be something about dating, teachers found that the cabin are amazing for students but horrible for staff,and will either change the groups or no boys in the same cabin as girls.

We go down to the meeting place to find a new girl?!?! when everyone is there they introduce the girl who is going to be coming to our school, unluckily she is in our cabin, i haven't even noticed the girl except for when she tells everyone her name lauran that name has caused me so much pain, the person standing in front is a person that made my life hell! I think Tris notices and hugs me as if to say that nothing will happen and that it will all be okay.I kiss her head, "wanna find out the cabin she's in then go back and watch a movie?" Tris asks "yeah sure what movie?" even though i know its going to be any of the Divergent series,the Hunger Games series , Paper Towns or Fault In Our Stars "you pick...if i like it we can watch if we don't then bad luck." Tris answers "what about all you favourite movies ?" i know i can't go wrong " I've trained you well." tris sighs I laugh

Laruan starts to tell us about herself but nothing that she says were on my list:

-slut

- does sexual abuse

-horrible person

-doesn't care about anyone unless they get something out of it

-selfish

-did i say ruined part if not all of my life!

I've talked to tobias' new parents asking if they could please sign something that lets me be close to Tobias and pretty much makes the whole 'i cant be within 500 m of you disappear.they signed it once i told them that i never wanted to do anything like that and that I am i nice and caring person that would never do that, but because of Marcus and Everlyn i had to act as if i was in fact a monster i knew the same would happen to me! at that point i started crying. i just want to get help because as soon as he was gone everyone blamed me, all the things that he had to do i had to do, and then my boyfriend dumped me, and said that he was only dating me because he was being paid. and the worst one of all what i did to him started happening to me!!! Marcus said that he ran away because i wasn't as good as i needed to be in bed for him stay, so he got someone to do what i did to tobias, now knowing what it was like i wish i never did it, but i did and now i have to pay the cost. i just need 4people to sign:

-Mrs. Prior (signed)

-Mr. Prior (signed)

-Tris

-Tobias

They said that once they all sign the contract that i can move in with them because 'the more the merrier' they have also put me into the same school as all their kids.they have pretty much made me there daughter.I'm soooooooo happy that i might have a chance of having an real family I'm on my way to a camp that they are on now.I've changed what I look like a lot now,i use to have brownish hair now i have blond with electric blue tips.

I see tobias strait away, he's with a group of people that I'm guessing are his friends then i see someone catch my eye - the girl who is his 'sister' i don't know her name though- but the reason she catches my eye is because, she is hugging him and he kisses her head,then they start to whisper things,It has only been about a year he can't of gotten a girlfriend could he?

I find out that i'm in the same cabin as him, which is good because then i can explain myself and maybe we could be normal brother and sisters -although i don't think there is such thing as a normal brother and sister- i don't think it will be easy to convince him or the girl he is with, i think that they are dating.

the teacher asks me to say things about me and i say the things that real me like and enjoy, i can see tobias saying other things, i hope that i can become friends with all of his friends and we can be the family we never were.

I guess the odds weren't in our favor...because Lauren is going to be in our cabin and there is only one room left, guess where that is? right next to our room !

As we walk back to our cabin four doesn't let go of my hand the whole time he is holding onto it. I look at Laruen and see...sadness and guilt? when we get into our cabin i grab laruens hand and pull her into the furthest room away from eveybody.

I start to say "you are acting very--not what he told you i would be like." she butts in. "No...well yes...i thought you were a horrible person and a slut! i say trying not to yell.

"can you keep a secret?" laruen asks

"yeah why?" i answer

"i can tell your really close to tobias so ill tell you" laruen whispers

"okay?" i say confuzled

laruen takes a deep breath and starts to talk "it all started when i was 10, tobias had been pushed around the house a lot, but it wasn't to bad. one day i was in my room and mum and dad came in started talking to me about how they wanted me to start wearing all these clothes that showed to much,and got me a boob and butt job,and wanted me to date the biggest player and turn into a slut. of course i didn't want to but they forced me to i even moved schools, to a school for sluts and man whores ! i found one guy who was in the same place as me so we became friends, soon we were dating and i would always lie and say i was be a slut when i wasn't i would be a different person at school then when i was at home. 3 years latter was when things got really bad i had to start doing things to tobias that i didn't want to do to him; forcing him to have sex with me and all kinds of crazy stuff i never wanted to do any of it!" lauren starts crying.

"when you took him away which i loved because that meant that i didn't have to do any of the things that i was doing to him ever again,Marcus and Evelyn got angry at me and blamed me for everything! I already hated what i was doing to him, Marcus blamed me and got one of the people from my old school to do everything i did to tobias and worse i nearly became a mother!!!" if Lauren was crying before then she is trying to make a river now, i can't help but be nice and feel sorry for her.

Lauren calmed down we came out and i got her to talk to tobias about it i don't know how it went but i think he is still doesn't believe her, i believe her and i can tell when somebody is not telling the truth, I'll have to get him to believe her someway.