I guess it's lucky Jake woke me up because the school send to all the girls in my year level an email saying that the school thinks that as girl seniors we need to become closer together so we are going on a camp for 3 days that because of my emails aren't working I didn't get until this morning... I think this will be fun,I mean to get to know some of the girls that I've known all my high school life a bit better will be good. we have to be there by 7 and the bus leaves at 7:45, I'm super exited and i don't really know why but i am and thats a good thing right ?

I get dressed i wear a white top that says 'you can't sit with us' ,my black leather jacket, some denim shorts and my black converse,brush my hair and don't do anything with it.i look in the mirror and look at myself then look at the clock 6:45, it takes 5 mins to get to school so that leaves 10 mins to eat breakfast and brush my teeth I start to head down stairs when I realize that caleb or four won't know were I am ( I'm guessing they also sent a message to my parents for there consent) I'll write a note and go.

after i write the note I can feel somebody looking at me so I turn around to see the one and only four looking at me smiling. i smile back he walks toward me and asks "what are you doing up so earliy?"then i explain how the school wants all the girls to get closer to each other and that I'll be gone for three days. "anyways i have to go or I'll miss the bus bye four, don't get into any trouble for me okay?" i say as i walk out the door to get I'm my car to drive to school for camp NO BOYS ALLOWED!!!

i wake up at 6:00 and start to think abut what life would be like if Tris didn't think of me as a brother but instead as a possible boyfriend. I know it's stupid to think like this because it will never happen but I can't help myself if maybe if she wasn't dating Jake she would wanna date me, l'd be able to do the thing I have wanted to do ever since I've known her, I would be able to kiss her and hold her close to me, all that boyfriend stuff I never really had that experience before, ( I know i sound girly but it's all I want ) I mean I had Lauren but i was more her boy toy,like once she was craving sex but her boyfriend was on holiday so she just came into my room and pressed her boobs on my face and her hand on my u know and told me that I would do what ever she wanted or else she would tell my dad that I'm not doing as told and l'd be living on the streets so i had sex 10 times in a row i was to tired after three rounds she the rest of the time she kinda just controlled everything and the things she did to me and the things i was forced to do to her will never ever leave my mind in a millon years.I hear somebody walking down the stairs so I get dressed and go down stairs to see Tris there she turns around and I smile, she smiles back then I ask her why she is up so early and she tells me how she's going on a camp with school which I'm sad and happy for, I'm sad because i won't see her for 3 days but i'm happy because she will be able to talk and get to know all the girls which is good.

YAY!!! I'm so exited to meet Tris, I'll have to go now! omg!!! I can't wait I'll have to tell Jake, that's when i feel somebody kissing my neck doesn't he no that I don't want to do anything with him yet ?!?! I turn around to Jake,who I think thought I would just turn into a slut and make out with him then and there!?! I kinda explode on him, asking questions like "when am i going to meet your little sister Tris ?" "I would love to meet her maybe we could go to school and you could point her out to me? Your always talking about how you have to text her to say that your okay when ever you don't go to school or something, I really want to meet her!" But the thing is he looks really confused, probably because he hasn't had his coffee yet. "I'm going home to get ready for school the school want all the girls to get closer so were going on a camp for 3 days isn't that cool, maybe I'll meet your sister there? anyways i have to go see you latter." and walk out, since I do practically live in his apartment I do have my own house.

I get to school 10 mins early and I can only see 1 group of girls i decide to take a risk and go introduce myself, only one of two things can happen,1. I make new enemies or 2 I make new friends, I hope it the second option. I walk over and they all look really nice I'm really glad to school did this because I'm kinda a nobody at the moment my 2 friends just left to go to the other side of the world.(they were sisters and there dad got a job on the other side of the world so they had to move)

There sitting kinda in a semi-circle I stand in front of them and say "Hey sorry to bother you but I saw you guys and I don't really have any friends so I thought I could come say hi my name is Trixi " i can tell my voice was shaking but a least i got the words out, I'm not good with meeting new people.

I'm about to walk away when one of them perks up and says "Hi I'm Christina but call me Chris you can hang out with us if you want... i know what its like to be the loner." Chris says "omg thanks nobody normally says that to me normally... normally I'm the loner in everything and nobody ever knows that I'm there" I say happy that I have made one friend! "omg that's terrible I'm so sorry that has happened to you, oh by the way I'm Marlene, that's Shanna, she's Lynn you already know Chris and Tris isn't here yet but she will be soon. Tris, I've know that name,Oh yeah tris is jakes little sister who he is always talking about right.

Shanna just texted me saying that a girl named Trixi is going to hang out with us which I'm happy about , it will be good to get to know somebody new straight away.

I get to the school and walk over to my group of friends and see a girl that must be Trixi over there talking i decide to be nice and not scare her unlike I did to Christina and Marlene so, I walk over and introduce myself "hey you must be Trixi I'm Tris ."i say OMG your Tris OMG I've wanted to known you for like ages my boyfriend is always talking about you! It's so cool that you and your brother are so close like he always texts you, it's so cool I wish I was that close with my brother!" Trixi says with a little bit to much Excitement

"Okay, Thanks but me and my brother caleb aren't really that close...unless you mean four,but i didn't think he was dating anyone?" I say a little bit Confused "No silly I'm not dating Caleb or four how many brothers do you have? I'm dating Jake" Trixi says like its the most obvious thing in the world"Jake Trevorson ?!?!" we all say in unison well the girls say I'm to shocked to say anything."Yeah is there another jake at the school?" she asks "No but that Tris' boyfriend they have been dating for almost 2 years !!!" Lynn yells I can tell that Lynn dosen't like her already, but then i see the confustion in her expression then sadness and gilt "OMG!!! I'm so so so sorry he asked me out and said he was single I obviously said yes because he is the first boy that has ever asked me that question and I was just so happy that a guy noticed me I thought that you were his little sister I never saw what he texted you because thats rude I'm so sorry I really didn't know I promise I'm not a slut or a boyfriend stealer !!! I'm so so so sorry I'll make it up to you i promise " Trixi rushes out while she has tears in her eyes and i straight way feel bad for her, I can see that she is really sorry, she looks as if shes going to cry and by her expression shows it, so i say "It's fine, I mean Its not fine my boyfriends well now ex boyfriend has been cheating on me for gods knows who long but I can tell that this is news to you and that you didn't mean it so its not your fault and I'm not mad at you."

Text that basted right now and say that you are done and never want to see his dumb ass again!" Shanna orders Yeah text that to him as well Trixi " Chis adds

"Everybody bus is her lets get on...okay everybody our camp is 3 hrs away so get comfy and enjoy the ride!" the teacher yells out to all the girls.

All the girls who had dragged the poor boyfriends here are hugging them like there life depended on it, I honestly don't know why so girls are so clingy to there boyfriends like Jeez its 3 days not a life time. Calm down woman honestly.