The last thing I wanted to do is see Trevor right now. I hated that I let myself start to like him just to find out he has a girlfriend. I just feel stupid.

I couldn't be happier that today was Friday. I needed the weekend to be able to get my head straight.

I just needed to get through one more day and I was free.

"Hey!"

I looked over to see the girl I had seen Trevor with coming my way with a huge smile on her face.

"I'm Amy," she said once she was in front of me.

"Ella," I responded.

I didn't know why she was coming up to me.

"Trevor seems like he's in to you." She said the grin still on her face.

"We are just friends, nothing more." I assured her.

"If you like him-,"

"No it's not like that." I cut her off.

I didn't need her coming to attack me for trying to steal her man or something.

"Well just don't hurt him, I can see he might be catching feelings so if you aren't feeling that same way just don't lead him on." She told me.

"Wait what?" I was confused.

I thought they were together.

"He'd kill me if he knew I said anything but he's like my brother I got to look out for him you know?"

I felt dumb, maybe I had over reacted but I just didn't want to let myself be hurt again.

"So you'll aren't you know? Together?" I had to know for sure.

"Oh my god, no! That's disgusting." She fake gagged.

I just laughed. I needed to stop jumping to conclusions.

"Not that Trevor is disgusting, he's a great guy. If you like him you should go for it."

"He's definitely not disgusting." I agreed.

She chuckled.

"I have to get to class but it was nice meeting you." She said before running off.

Damn I'm a huge idiot. I let myself get all worked up over a guy. I was definitely catching feelings and it was happening a little too quickly.

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I know I was excited to be able to get away from Trevor for the weekend. That had been before, now I wished I could see him more. I felt stupid for just assuming Amy was his girlfriend.

I walked into my last class and Trevor wasn't there yet. It was strange, lately he'd always beat me there but today his seat was empty.

He walked in right after the bell rung and just sat in his seat without a word to me.

Great, he hates me now.

"I'm giving everyone the class period to work on your projects today. The rough drafts will be due by the end of next week." The teacher announced.

I sighed.

My partner hates me, what am I going to do now? I couldn't tell him that I was angry at him because I thought he had a girlfriend. That would make me sound like a crazy person.

"So, do you want to just finish up the research part and then start putting the actual project together?" I asked breaking the silence.

Trevor just nodded and grabbed his stuff out of his bag.

"I'm sorry ok? I was in a bad mood the other day and took it out on you." I lied.

"So you're done being mad at me?" He raised his eyebrows at me.

"I was never mad at you." I lied again.

"Ok." He nodded and went to work.

I could tell he didn't believe me. It was an obvious lie, I had been completely ignoring him yesterday and now I don't even actually tell him why.

I felt guilty. I hated lying, I was the worst liar. Like I could lie but I always felt immediately guilty and usually caved and told the truth. Caitlynn would always laugh at me because she thought I was ridiculous.

"Ok I was mad at you but I'm not anymore."

"I know." Trevor laughed.

"What? You knew?"

"Yeah now are you going to tell me why you were mad at me?"

"It's embarrassing." I shook my head.

"Well now I'm intrigued."

"I thought you had a girlfriend." I blurted out.

"A girlfriend?"

"Yeah I saw you arguing with Amy in the hall and just assumed."

"Amy? Gross." He had a disgusted look on his face.

"Funny she had the same reaction." I chuckled.

"You talked to her." He looked shocked.

"Yeah she came up to me this morning."

"I'm going to kill her." He grumbled.

"Don't, She's sweet."

"She's not sweet, she's the devil." He disagreed.

"She said so many nice things about you."

"Oh no, what did she tell you?"

"She told me about how much you liked me and how you were a great guy."

"She didn't."

"She sure did." I laughed.

"She's the worst."

"So is it true?" I questioned.

"Is what true?" He raised his eyebrows at me.

"You liking me."

"I don't know," he shrugged. "Were you jealous of Amy?"

"I don't know." I mocked.

"I think you were mad at me because you want to be my girlfriend."

"You're delusional." I shook my head.

I knew he was telling the truth. But he definitely didn't need to know that I liked him.

I knew how that would end, he'd find out and laugh at me. He'd tell me that someone like him would never like someone like me and I'd be left hurt. Good guys don't go for fucked up messes like me.

"I don't know I can tell by the way you stare at me all the time and write my name surrounded by hearts in all your notebooks, you can't get enough of me."

"I'm not ten Trevor, I don't do any of that." I glared.

"Prove it." He held his hand out and I look at it confused.

He just glanced down at my desk and I looked down to see my notebook in front of me.

I rolled my eyes and stuffed the book into his hands.

"You know you aren't going to find anything right? It's just school notes." I told him.

He just shrugged and started writing something down on one of the pages.

"What are you writing?" I tried to lean over but he blocked me.

"I think you're the delusional one Ella, I'm not writing anything." He denied.

"Can I have my notebook back?"

"Why you scared I'm going to find this?" He held up my notebook showing a blank page that had a heart drawn on it with his name neatly written inside.

"You literally just drew that two seconds ago." I snatched my notebook back.

"I don't know Ella I think you might be obsessed with me." He laughed.

I just shook my head.

He literally is a crazy person.

But I couldn't help but fall for this crazy idiot.