before he frames my face and kisses me back.

There's fire in my veins and i can feel body trembling yet pulsing. A big part of me feels so in tune, and in place, just being here in his arm. Like fitting something back into position.

I run my hand up his chest, going on my tippy toes before going round his neck. His moans vibrate through my body from my touch, making my own moans exude without a thwart.

Because kissing Nikolai, it's always so sure, all consuming yet so confusing. Power rushes to my head and i feel like i can orgasm from him lips.

Maybe because it's been a while, maybe i just need to breathe, maybe i just....

But who needs air when a man can kiss you like this.

When a man kisses you like you're this sacred of all gems, like there's no better taste in the words, like he wants to savor and never be sated.

His hands moves like he knows exactly where to touch but he just can't touch enough. He squeezes on my hip, his hand diving up my back to fist my hair, and i moan into his mouth, my wetness dripping down my thighs.

It's always the way his touch leaves my skin hot and makes my head fill with butterflies, the way my heart thuds like it syncs with his.

I'll never get enough.

I feel his hand move on my dress, like he wants it off. He cups my breast through the fabric and kisses down my neck. Heat pools down my legs, and I'm panting from this delicious mess.

I feel his hardness, making my own pûssy flush and pulse faster. I start having different clips and thought of his inside me. Making my moan deeper, more desperate.

"Foxie, fûck" He groans sending those vicious goosebumps all through my body. Everywhere he touches makes me feel like I'm about to melt.

I missed this so much

I missed him so much

I pull back and just stare at him. Wanting to soak all of him in, this moment, this feeling, and just all of him.

He is such a beautiful man.

His eyes are wild, luminous in the dim light. But theres fear.

I don't know what he's afraid.

That I'll leave?

That I'm not real?

I tug down the zip to my dress until it falls to my feet and i watch his pupils dilate. His adam Apple bobs as he swallows.

His cheeks are flushed like he hasn't literally seen me naked before.

"Foxie?" He breathes again and it sounds like silver, like a spell because I suddenly want to succumb to anything he has to say or offer. But there's just the way that fücking nickname leaves his lip like a prayer.

"Tell me what this means?"

"What do you want Nikolai?" I stepped toward him, taking his hand in my shaky ones. And tilt my head up to meet his.

"You already know i want you Foxie, you're like an addiction" He looks from my eyes to my nose to my lips then back to my eyes again.

It weakens me.

"So here i am" I whisper.

And it's like it awakened something inside of him, his hand grips on my bare hip, pulling me to him a little roughly, making a small gasp leave my throat.

He grabs on my ass cheek, flushing me hard against his and i feel my chest thudding a little harder. His hand trail up my arm, my brain is suddenly struggling to comprehend his next move.

His eyes leaves me squirming under his gaze, he fingers the lacy strap and stares right into my eyes.

"You wore this deliberately to try to end me" He rasp roughly but in a strong whisper, that i have to rethink in my head what he just said.

"This makes me want to do bad things to you Foxie"

I swallow hard from his words, then wet my lips my body tingling from the close proximity.

"Then do it" I breathe, my head whirling but i can feel my body shaking with need, ready to succumb

He shakes his head, shifting my strap then he cups my face, using my ass to flush me even closer to him. He keeps touching me like he's afraid like I'm not real.

His touch warms my whole body, my breath is increasing by the minute.

"Do you know what you're telling me Foxie? Are you sure"

"Yes. Kiss me Lucy"

And he does, like a starved man but with such care. His taste will forever put shock to my system, my brain feels so drugged and he taste of such power and such sweetness.

I wish I could kiss him forever.

I feel him hoist me up, making me moan hard into his mouth, his hands moves to my back, unclipping my bra and making my heart pound hard.

We're doing this.

My skin feels so hot, i want him to touch me more, touch me everywhere. But he's going slow like he's scared.

I fist my hand through his hair, tugging at it hard, so he bites on my lip, then soothes it with his tongue. My bra falls, and he pull at them until my breast is bare and he cups one of them, making me grind against him.

He moves without breaking the kiss and i feel us pressing into bed, my head suddenly feels heavy and i feels so intoxicated by him.

He moves, then spread my legs, until he nestles his hard length in between my thighs and grinds, making my breathe rush out through my nose.

I pull away from the kiss so i can breathe, and he immediately press his mouth to my throat.

"Fûck foxie," He grinds squeezing on my thighs, then running his palm up my skin.

I feel him grab something behind.

I bite my lip hard but still moan from the sensation. Fûck he knows how to make me feel so good.

I feel his push at the lace of my panties, to the side and he thrust two fingers inside me without warning, I'm way too sensitive and i feel the need to cum immediately

I arch against him, fisting on the sheets and tugging on his hair.

"L-Lucy fûck" I gasp, then bite my lips again to keep the noise down.

My body starts shaking as he starts to stroke his fingers inside of me. My toes curl and my body refuses to stay still.

"Fûcking christ you're so hot and so soaked" He groans, before latching his mouth to cover my breast and sucking hard. I feel my wetness smearing everywhere.

I throw my head back when I feel his thumb on my clit. My legs literally starts shaking.

"Lucy, p-please more-e"' I stutter and I feel move him down until i feel his breathe in between my thighs.

He cover my clït with his mouth, and my thighs close on his face on reflex, tugging his hair and throwing my head into the bed.

"Oh fûck yes!" I moan squirming. Liquid fire is pumping in my veins singing in my blood and yet electrifying my whole body.

I'm so high on this pleasure i can barely see straight through my own eyes and I continuously drown on this feeling as his fingers continue to thrust inside me.

Theres a drum beat in my chest, the pleasure builds in my stomach shocking my clït and I wonder if he can breathe.

But he sucks hard on my clit and curves his finger and like a pressure pot i cum so hard again, my whole body stiffens, then still trembling and my head swiveling.

I pant though my mouth, covering it with my hand to keep my moans down. I feel him tugg my panties down and his mouth is on me licking up my juice and making my body buck and shake more violently.

When he pulls his face to mine, my head again whirls staring into his eyes, my heart tugs and our gaze connect, it suddenly feels like there's a vice holding onto us together. I can't look away from his deep intense gaze.

His eyes speak thousands I know he's afraid to say yet I cannot tell what they are.

But those Juniper eyes, they hit a dart and just hold me in so I can't focus on anything more. And i feel goosebumps rush though me and a strange but vibrant feeling envelopes me.

"Foxie" He breathe so purely warming my face, then framing it making me curl into his touch.

"Are you sure?"

"Lucy yes. Yes a thousand times" I smile softly up at him. Then I bite my lip when I feel his hot heavy naked shaft on my thigh

Ohh

I blush

"I don't have a condom" He confesses, his cheek stain red too.

"I'm on the pill, and you don't have to worry I'm clean"

"Okay. Me too" He rasp.

And i dare myself moving my hand to grab him. He's so hot and stiff. My face flushes some more, and I visibly watch him groan like he's about to collapse on me.

But he takes my hand, pulling it away, and running his hand up my arm until he bands them above my head, making my head rush.

"If you keep that up and I'm only going to nut over your thighs"

Oh

Then i feel him at my entrance

Oh

My breathing increases and i bite on my lip, moaning through my teeth.

He strokes himself with my wetness, pressing my branded hand into the bed, and enters me with one thrust, then grips on my hip when i jerk up in reaction.

My eyes cloud with tears, falling to the side of eyes and for long moments I can't breathe.

"Are you okay?"' He grunts.

I don't respond, because I feel like i lost my voice.

"Foxie??"

"I'm fine" I whisper, then breathe "You can move"

He cups my face, staring so intently at me then kisses me hard. I feel like I'm tumbling into some sort of bliss.

He pulls his hand away from my face and moves to my clit, his thumb strokes on it softly but with enough pressure that my breathe rush out through my nose.

I bite on his lips moaning into his mouth, and he rolls his hip inside of me, pulling out and thrust inside of me with long deep strokes.

I pull away from the kiss, throwing my head into bed.

"Oh God! Fûck" I pant.

I feel so full, my stomach muscles trembles, my inside feels so hot. The friction on my clit, blinds the pain and his continuous slow but deep strokes continue to wind me.

My legs tremble and sweet fire courses through my vein.

"Tell me how you feel foxie" He breathes into my neck. His kisses feels like the sweetest burn, my pulse jerk, and i squirm under him

"Full, Good" I bite my lip arching against him, my moan coming out in pants. "Lucy please m-more"

He pulls out, spreads my thighs, curving my legs over his thighs then thrust inside me, making me move up against the bed.

"Lucy" I swallow hard, closing my eyes feeling that expert thumb working my clit and filling me inside with his deep thrust. My head is whirling again.

"Yes baby let me make you feel good" He groans stroking me so good.

"Fûck- yes - Foxie" His thrust because more desperate, precise and fast. He cups my face, tugging my bottom lip out of my mouth and thrusting his thumb in my mouth.

"Foxie, keep your eyes on me" He demands, he release my hand gripping hard on my thigh and thrust faster. I hear the sound of out flesh smacking and it intensifies the heat inside of my body.

I feel my clit throbbing and pulsing from his contact from his deep thrust. My body trembles, that warm yet electricify feeling spreads all through my chest, to my whole body. His drugging eyes sending me under and resurrecting

My toes curl and my chest continues pounding as he thrust inside me. His grip on my thighs tightens as he thrust becomes more frantic.

My legs shakes so hard, I'm so lost in his eyes but the heat that spreads all through my body, my stomach muscles trembles and i feel him relatively hitting into a spot inside of me.

It's like I'm about to break but in the most delicious way.

"L-lucy" I fist on his hair, grabbing onto the sheets as i feel my body stiffen. "I- i- Lu-cy" My eyes roll into the back of my head.

He cup on my breast roughly and pinches on my nipples. "Let go Foxie"

I feel the world melting and my juice burst down my anus.

"Fûck Lucy!" I scream, as i fall off that cloud

He grunt, and pumps hard inside of me. I feel him swell right before something spurts inside me, making me feel so full.

Another orgasm racks my body and I don't stop bucking against him.

He falls on me, his hold on my thighs loose, i feel his thumb stroke on my nipple.

We're both panting so hard for long long moments. I can't think of anything except of clips of him staring so deep into my eyes and thrusting so deep inside me.

He's so heavy but I'm not complaining.

"Foxie" He breathe in my neck after a while.

"Yes" I whisper tugging on his hair then I feel him harden inside me

"Down boy"

He chuckles against my throat. "You've actually over used me woman"

"Hmmm" I breathe running my hand through his hair. I still feel his thumb grazing on my nipples and despite myself, I'm still creaming around his cöck.

"You smell like me" He mumbles

"You smell like me too" I whisper.

"I missed you Foxie, you have no idea how much, You make me think and rethink ever moment with you, every fücking details so it's painful and so beautiful. So it hurts when i want you"

My body trembles from his words, it feels so intense having him inside me and saying that. My chest aches thinking of all that happened and how it happened

"But you hurt me"

"I'm sorry" He breathes hard.

"I'm sorry too"

"I missed you" He repeats

"I missed you too Lucy, very much" I confess, my voice dropping, but i hear the tremors in my own voice

"Good, because I dream about you" He says tiredly but with such definitions.

"Really?" I expose a lazy grin

"Yes"

"Day and Night, It's hard not to" He continues, and i blush.

He doesn't say anything for a while and i still feel his hand on my breast but his thumb stop moving.

"Lucy" I whisper.

"Yes baby"

"I dream about you too" I whisper continuing stroking my fingers into his hair

I feel him smile into my neck, but his breathing gets a bit heavier.

I think he fell asleep.