Btw, sorry for making u worried yesterday, Fella's

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"Phi ..." called someone who had just been standing near them silently.

"What do you want, kid??" asked Type curtly.

"Let me take P'No home, Phi."

"No way. Are you....."

"Type ... Nong, please take him home. I'm sure, you already know where we live right? "

"Champ, what are you doing?" - Type

"Ai No, let him take you home. You two need to talk."

"I don't want to, Champ." - Techno

"Ai Champ!!!"

"Remember what we said earlier inside the locker room. We want our former Ai No to return and in my opinion, the only way to bring that Ai No is to resolve the problem between you two. Nong, this is the last chance from the three of us, so don't waste it."

"Thank you, Phi," Kengkla answered as he greeted him.

Without waiting long, Champ immediately pulled Type away. Techno who was not prepared for the current situation could only stand awkwardly, looking around except at the young man who slowly approached him.

"Phi, let me take you home."

"No need, I can go home riding Uber," said Techno, still avoiding Kengkla's eyes.

"You heard what P'Champ said, we need to talk. I need to talk to you, Phi."

"There's nothing to talk about anymore."

"Maybe you don't, but I do. I have a lot to talk with you. I swear, there are no more lies. You can do anything if I lie and I'll accept it. Give me one more chance. I beg of you, Phi. "

"....................."

"...................."

"Where is your car?" asked Techno as he walked past Kengkla, so he didn't notice Kengkla who smiled when he heard it. The first sincere smile since that incident.

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"AI CHAMP!!!!!" shouted Type as he threw Champ's hand which held his hand tight.

"WHY ARE YOU EVEN ASKING HIM TO DELIVER AI NO BACK HOME!!! YOU KNOW, HE'S THE ONE WHO MAKES AI NO LIKE THAT!!!!

"It's precisely because I know it, thats why I asked for it," Champ answered calmly.

"What do you mean??"

"Ai Type, we are indeed his best friends and we will do everything to protect him, but Ai No is no longer a child who must be protected all the time. He must dare to solve any of his problems, regardless of the outcome later. If the result is he either he lets Kengkla go, or even get back with him, all we need to do is support his decision. He just needs to know, whatever happens, we will always be by his side. We made a mistake by forcing him to let go Kengkla and to not solve their problem immediately that time, so now it is the time for us to correct that mistake. Let them talk. Hopefully after this, Techno will return to being the Techno we know."

"You're right, Champ. Maybe it's because I hate that kid so much that I'm always emotional when I see him."

"I know, Type. I feel that way too. But it can't be helped, Ai No's happiness is more important than our hatred for Kengkla. "

"But this time, it really is the last chance for Kengkla. Once again he hurts Ai No again, I will not hesitate to make him forget how to breathe. "

"Count me in, bro. Btw, where should I go now? There's no way I will go back to the apartment and become their third-wheel."

"Then do you want to be a third-wheel between me and Tharn?? Don't be cruel, I haven't seen him in 3 days. Today will be a long day for us."

"Damn it!!! You perverted couple!!! If you don't have sex for a day, will you two die??"

"A day?? I told you we haven't seen each other in 3 days because he was performing outside the city!!!"

"I mean, have you ever not had sex when you guys are together?"

"Why should we? Our hormones and lust are equally high. Its better than we releasing our energy on useless things like fighting," said Type while playing with both his eyebrows, mocking Champ.

"Fuck you, Type!!! Well, I'll go to Nana's house then. Have friends but can't accompany me. Useless friends!!!!

"Hahahahahaha ..."

Along the way, not a word came out of the mouths of Techno and Kengkla. And as expected, Techno didn't need to give directions to his apartment, because Kengkla seemed to know it.

Arriving at the parking lot, Techno immediately got out of the car without waiting for Kengkla, making Kengkla half-run after him and follow Techno to his room. Still in silence, the two of them entered the room and immediately sat on the only sofa in the room.

"Just say it, what do you want to talk about?"

"Has Phi read the letters from me?"

"Not yet," he answered simply.

"Why?"

"I don't want to read it yet."

"Where are the letters? Did you throw them away, Phi?" asked Kengkla disappointed.

"No, I did not. They're in the drawer," answered Techno, pointing to the table next to his bed.

"Phi, everything I want to talk about is in those letters. I wrote all my lies and my feelings for you in those letters. I swear, there wasn't a single lie there. Please, read first, then we talk, because I don't know where to start."

"......................."

"Please, Phi."

After a pause, Techno walked to the table and took the numbered letters from Kengkla. He returned to the couch and began to open the first letter, while Kengkla just sat quietly watching the man he really, really loved.

First letter.....

I'm sorry, Phi. Forgive me.

I know, I don't deserve an apology from you, but I'm still hoping you can forgive me. I admit, I said a lot of lies that I did to get you as my lover and I paid Technic to help me, but there is not the slightest lie about my feelings for you. I really love you since 3 years ago, and since then I began to approach you through Technic.

I ruined your motorbike so I could drop you off and pick you up at campus. I approached all the women you like so they would like me and stay away from you. I asked Technic to monitor where and with whom you were with at all the times. I asked Technic to send me your photos.

That night, I was the one who took your virginity, not the other way around. I'm out of my way, Phi. You never looked at me more than a kid who was your brother's bestfriend. When I saw you drunk and asleep beside me, that crazy idea suddenly appeared.

You must be disgusted with me because I took advantage when you were unconscious, but I was really desperate, Phi. I've done everything so you would understand that I like you more than anything, but not once did you realize it. Maybe you'll ask, why didn't I say it directly to you? I'm afraid, Phi. I know you're not gay, so if I suddenly say it, what are you going to do? Accept me? That was impossible,right? Even after what happened that night, you still can't accept me. You would definitely stay away from me and I certainly won't be able to live. For 3 years, never a day passed without me thingking about you. There's not a day passed without seeing you directly or just staring at your photo. Just by hearing your voice, I'm happy. I really can't imagine if you stay away, let alone disappear from me, Phi.

But in the end, you disappeared after everything was revealed. Do you know how I live my life afterwards? Technic says, I was like a zombie. My parents said I was not like their kid. I don't even remember eating and bathing if no one reminded me. I'm just a body without a soul. I live in my death, Phi.

I love you, P'Techno. I love you very much ...

"You did all the things and lied to me for 3 years?"

"..............................."

"You're crazy, Kla!!!" shouted Techno as he threw a letter at Kengkla's face. No wonder there is no girl he wants to approach. No wonder Technic always monitors him. And that night incident too.......

"I'm indeed crazy, Phi. I'm crazy about you!!!!" Kengkla answered shouting.

"Go!!!"

"Phi, you just read 1 letter. You still have a lot to read. Please read the letters, Phi. I beg you, Phi" pleaded Kengkla.

"I don't need to read the rest. 1 letter is enough to make me understand!!!! "

"I will not leave until you finish reading all my letters, Phi!!!"

"You won't leave? Fine!!! If that's so, I'll go!!!" shouted Techno as he walked to the door of his room.

Kengkla immediately stood up and hugged Techno from behind. Techno tried to get away but Kengkla tightened his arms.

"Please, Phi. Give me one more chance and after you read all my letters and are willing to hear my explanation, you may decide on anything and I will not argue. I beg you, Phi," said Kengkla in a trembling voice.

Techno's heart, which was basically kind and forgiving, felt hurt hearing Kengkla's trembling voice. To be honest, he still could not distinguish whether this time Kengkla was honest or just acting as usual. After few seconds of silence, he patted Kengkla's hand which was still hugging him, as if to say that he would give him the last chance.

Slowly, Kengkla let go of his arms. Seeing Techno sit back on the sofa made him a little relieved, at least Techno still wanted to give him a chance. Kengkla sat down again beside Techno while handing over the second letter from him.

Second letter,

You must be shocked and angry after reading my first letter, Phi. Technic also warned me when I decided to start writing. But I have no choice but to be honest with you, because you deserve it.

Then about my parents ... I also lied about their divorce. The story about the affair was not entirely a lie. One of them had an affair and they almost got divorced, but fortunately their mediation was successful. And we live happily together now.

I lied because I wanted to get sympathy from you because I know how kind your heart is. To be honest, I was doubtful at the time, if should I make up the story about the divorce, but seeing your response, I felt like I was doing the right thing. That lie is worth it as long as I get your attention.

Phi, all the reasons why I fell for you too are correct. There is not the slightest lie there. You are the kindest person I have ever met. Your heart is like an angel. Your smile can always make my days colored. All about you is like a magic in my eyes. This might sound cringe, but you can ask Technic how much I was crazy about you. In fact, he once told me to see a psychiatrist because the way he and others saw you was totally different with me, because according to him there was not a single interesting thing about you.

I once tried to kill my feelings for you because I was afraid of everything I would face. Afraid of your rejection and my family's rejection. Afraid of how people would view me and my family, and also afraid of my future. But I lost, Phi. The more I kill this feeling, the more I fall for you. And finally I decided to go after you, to get you as my lover.

I love you, P'Techno. I love you very much .....

There is no lie in every "I love you" words that comes out of my mouth for you, Phi.

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Good news for LBC Fans, because LBC Season 2 confirmed and TinCan as Main Lead. But sad news for Saint (Pete) fans because he wouldn't join this season. Don't ask me the reason coz I wouldn't answer it.

But Saint series with Zee will release next year (Why R U The Series).

(PS : Ignore the screams #LOL)