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"Ai Tin ......"

"Can, can we talk in my apartment. I don't want to be emotional when driving."

"OK."

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"Have you eaten, Can?"

"Not yet."

"Let's just stop by KFC."

"OK."

Tin ordered several portions of the KFC menu via the drive-thru, and immediately drove his car to his apartment. Arriving at the apartment, Tin immediately opened the package from KFC and invited Can to eat.

"Let's eat first, Can. We can talk afterwards."

"But Tin ..."

"I promise, I won't be angry. I will listen to all your stories, hhmmm?"

"Promise you won't be angry?"

"Yes, I promise. Let's eat first, okay?"

Can nodded and began to eat, and so did Tin. Not a word came out of the two of them.

About an hour later, they were ready to talk. They sat facing each other.

C: First of all, I want to apologize for keeping this from you. But believe me, Tin, I'm doing this to protect you. When you went to Germany, someone terrorized me.

T: What do you mean? Who terrorized you? How did he terrorize you? Why didn't you tell me? I can kill him for you, Can.

C: This is why I don't want to tell you, Tin. I'm afraid you will be emotional like this.

T: Okay, keep going. Tell me everything, Can.

C: At first he only sent your old photo, when you were at the club. You look drunk and kissed some women.

T: Are you sure it was me, Can?

Can show the intended photo. Tin was surprised how Can had received he photo.

C: Is that you?

Tin is silent and Can interprets it as yes.

C: At that time I was angry, very angry. I called you a few times, but you didn't pick up. Shortly after, P'Type called to ask me to bring a training schedule. Then I asked him to meet and ask about this. He was the one who convinced me to trust you and not do anything rash. After that, the terrorist still sent some photos but I never cared. Until one day he sent a video.

Can returned to show the video he meant. Tin's eyes stared when he saw it.

T: Can!!! This is not me!!!!

C: I know, Tin. In your opinion, who did it?

T: Tul!!!!

C: I also thought so. Then I asked P'Type to accompany me to go to Tul's house.

T: What? You came to his house? Can, why are you that reckless? He can hurt you!!!

C: But he did nothing to me.

T: Caannn ....

C: Do I need to continue the story or not?

T: OK. Continue.

C: In short, he said he is not the culprit. I don't believe it but P'Type believes and I believe in P'Type. So, even though I didn't trust Tul completely, I also didn't want to rashly accuse him. Then he promises to find and take care of the culprit. Then this afternoon he sent me a message inviting me and P'Typet to meet him. He said earlier, he already took care of the culprit. But he did not want to tell us who it was, he just said, soon we will realize who is the culprit. We only talked there when you suddenly came and accused me of betraying you.

Tin immediately walked over to Can then knelt, holding Can's tiny hand and kissed it.

"Baby, forgive my attitude earlier. I shouldn't have doubted you. I should have ....."

"It's okay, I understand, Tin. If I'm in your position, I'll act the same as you."

"Sorry you had to experience something like this because you chose to be with me. But allow me to be selfish, Can. Although in the future there will be worse things because of our togetherness, I beg you please never leave me," pleaded Tin.

Can smiled softly and nodded in response.

"So, everything's clear, Tin?"

"Sorry and thank you for everything, Can. Sorry for making you get caught up in this problem and thank you for trusting me," Tin said, hugging Can.

Can returned Tin's hug just as tightly and they hugged for a while until Tin released his hug.

"Can, can I borrow your cellphone?"

Without asking, Can immediately gave his cellphone and Tin immediately opened his Line account then typed something and returned it to Can afterwards.

"Who did you send Line to?"

"P'Type."

"P'Type ?," Can asked as he checked his Line, then smiled as he read the message sent to P'Type.

*Thank you for taking care of Can while I was gone and thank you for forcing me to hear Can's explanation*

"Wow, I have to send this chat to a news reporter. A Tin Methanan thanked an ordinary person like P'Type hahahahahaha ....."

"They will be more interested in the news that Tin Methanan is dating a boy from an ordinary people. How about it?," challenged Tin.

"Don't even try. Without news I have been terrorized, what if the news is widespread, I could be killed," he replied in horror.

"I will never let you be far from me again, Can. Never. Please, if something like this happens again, tell me right away. Don't try to protect me like that again. If something happens to you, I will not be able to forgive myself. Will you promise, Can? "

"Yes Tintiiin ... I promise."

Tin stood and sat beside his little lover, hugging him tightly.

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After a few days, Kengkla never appeared at all in Techno's life. No phone call, message, chat let alone appear physically. Techno felt something was missing because since they were dating, there was hardly a day without Kengkla. But every time he miss him, Techno always tried to remember all Kengkla's lies and it always managed to kill his longing.

Techno returned home when his mother returned from her work trip. He tried to be as natural as possible so his mother would not suspect him. He still doesn't want to talk to Nic. When Nic tried to approach him, he would avoid. He only answered Nic if he was in front of his mother. Techno didn't even sleep at his house. He immediately returned to his apartment around 7 pm.

"Phi, I want to talk," Nic said as Techno walked to his motorcycle.

Regardless of Nic, Techno kept going and turned on the motorbike. Before the motorbike could go, Nic stood up to face him.

"Phi, please, give me a chance. You give Ai Kla a chance to explain, why don't you want to give me the same opportunity? I'm your own brother, Phi," Nic persuaded.

"Precisely because you're my brother, so I don't want to hear your explanation. From the start, you shouldn't have done it, whatever the reason was. Now, move aside," said Techno firmly with his still injured eyes and a muffled voice filled with anger, afraid to wake his mother who was in her room.

"I won't move before P'No wants to listen to me," said Nic.

"Okay, then, I'll go back with taxi," said Techno as he turned off his motorcycle then went down and walked towards the gate of his house.

Technic knows, P'No doesn't mess aroung with what he says. However, Technic also knows how important the motorbike is for P'No activities daily.

"Okay, this time, I won't force you, Phi. But I won't stop trying until you forgive me," said Technic, turning to leave Techno.

Techno freeze. Imperceptibly, tears that he had been holding out came out again. Legs that could not sustain him because of emotions that came suddenly, making Techno sit in his yard. During this time, the hurt that Techno felt was only focused on Kengkla until he almost forgot Technic's treatment of him. But now, all the memories of their collusion reappear.

For years he was fooled and sold by his own younger sibling. His pride as an older brother was trampled. But even more painful, no matter how Techno tried to hate Technic, he couldn't. During this time, because his parents are always traveling, without realizing it, Techno has become a replacement as Technic's parents. He did everything for Technic. Never once did Techno complained if Technic asked him to do this or that. Techno did it sincerely, because he was very fond of Technic. But now, after knowing how much he was worthless in the eyes of his brother, how he was only considered an object that could be sold to others, that really hurt him. Worse, he did not know how to forgive Technic but also did not know how to hate him. For this reason, the only way Techno can do is to avoid Technic.

With trembling hands, Techno put on his helmet and turned on his motorcycle. He wiped his tears many times before finally leaving his parents' home. Without him knowing it, his brother saw everything through the window. He saw his brother crying and tried to keep his mouth shut so as not to make a sound. He saw his brother's hands trembling as he put on the helmet. He saw his brother wiping away his tears before finally leaving their home. Technic saw everything, making him feel even more guilty.

He realized, he could not blame anyone but himself. He is not helping Kengkla get P'No. He helped himself by making use of Kengkla and P'No, his best friend and older sibling. He also realized, he did not deserve to be forgiven. But he will not give up. He will make P'No back to being his brother, no matter how long it will take. He needs P'No in his life because so far, only P'No has never left him under any circumstances.

Forgive Nic, Phi. Forgive Nic ...

Nic repeatedly said the word as he held the pillow tightly with tears he can no longer hold.

Forgive Nic, Phi. Forgive Nic ...

He kept saying it until he finally fell asleep .....

Techno stopped at a park not far from his house. Tears kept coming out, blocking his view. He did not want to risk an accident if he remained determined to ride his motorcycle. The park was quiet and Techno was seated in a corner so that no one could see him crying. He released all the tears he had held all this time. Tears because of the betrayal of his only brother. Not to forget, his hand was tightly closing his mouth so as not to make a sound.

* Incoming phone tones *

A phone call from Champ, but Techno ignored it. Champ kept calling but Techno ignored him. Until finally Champ sent Line in a threatening tone.

Right after Techno finished reading messages from Champ, Champ called again. Techno had no choice but to answer it. He tried to arrange his sobs so that Champ did not know that he was crying, but ......

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Don't Ai Champ!!!! I'm already on the way to the apartment

Huh?

Ai Champ ...

He did nothing, Ai Champ

Later, Ai Champ. Later.

I'll tell you everything at apartment.

I can go home by myself, Ai Champ

I'm calm now

OK boss

Ai Champ ...

Thank you

Champ immediately disconnected the phone call. Techno's feelings are much better now. He can't choose who will be his sibling. He is also not good at choosing lover, but at least, he is not wrong choosing Champ and Type as his best friends ...

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Published : 17.09.2019 ; 3.28pm