This time Kla cried. He was really scared if P'No was serious about his words. All his efforts will be in vain. His hand held P'No's hand tightly. He's afraid that if he releases it, P'No will disappear and can not be reached anymore.

"Nong Kla ....... Forgive Phi."

Slowly Techno released Kengkla's hand that held his hand firmly. But when Techno wanted to open the car door, Kengkla pulled and hugged him.

"Phi, don't do this. Please, I beg you, Phi. Kla promised to do anything that Phi asks for and won't do anything that Phi prohibits, as long as Phi doesn't leave Kla. Kla only has Phi. Please don't do this, Phi."

Kengkla cried heartily. This time he's not acting. He was really scared, because it seemed like this time Techno was serious about his words. Techno didn't even return Kengkla's hug.

* I can't falter. I don't want to hurt Nong Kla more than I did. I, who can't even respond to his feelings, now even unconsciously hurts him like this * Techno thought.

"Nong Kla, listen to Phi."

Techno pulled his body away from Kengkla. He saw Kengkla's fragile face for the first time. This is not the first time Techno has seen Kengkla crying, but before that his face was not as fragile as this. Is he really afraid of me leaving ?, thought Techno.

Kengkla seemed to be able to read the direction of Techno conversation, he continued to shake his head and close his ears. His mouth did not stop saying unclear words so as not to hear Techno's words. But Techno had expected it.

"If you don't want to hear what Phi will say, it's better if Phi goes home."

Out of reflex, Kengkla attracts Techno's hand again.

"Kla will listen, Phi. Kla will listen. Say it, Phi."

"Nong Kla, Phi apologizes for the incident that night. Even though Phi is totally unaware of what happened, Phi still behaved wrong. Phi shouldn't have been drunk and done it with you. But Phi begs you, please forget about that night. After Phi found out why Phi's butt was sick that night, it seemed like you were the one who 'did me'. But Phi won't sue anything. So, please, forget it. Then you can continue your life with a bright future. Phi promises, this secret Phi will carry to death . "

Kengkla who heard Techno's words seemed to be struck by lightning. Since when did Techno realized it? Why did he just said it now? Is Techno looking for an opportunity to say it then decide to reject him?

Kengkla's sad face immediately turned into a disappointed and angry face. He was hurt.

"When did you realized it, Phi?"

"Shortly after that night."

"Why did you just say that now?"

"I haven't found the right time, Nong."

"And now is the time you think is right, Phi? So you deliberately questioned my jealousy for the right time?"

"No, Nong, that's not ......."

"Phi !!!! Kla said, Kla loved you long before that night. Kla admits, that night Kla lied about saying that Phi made Kla unable to be straight again. Kla admitted that. But Kla doesn't lie about Kla's feelings for Phi. Kla knows , Phi always tries to refuse Kla. Kla realizes that, Phi. But as Kla always says, Phi is the reason for Kla's to life. So Kla won't give up. Kla is sure, Kla can make Phi fall in love with Kla. "

"Nong ..."

Techno can't say a word. Kengkla's eyes looked very hurt. And tears flowed down Kengkla's smooth cheeks. Techno began to regret his words.

"Kla ... Kla loves Phi. Really loves Phi. Kla will do whatever Phi asks, as long as Phi remains as Kla's lover. For 3 years, Kla lived in hopes of getting to know, getting close and becoming Phi's lover. Now if Phi leaves Kla, what should I do? Kla doesn't know how to live without Phi. "

Techno's phone rang. He intends to silence the sound, because now he is talking seriously with Kengkla. But shortly after the sound of his cellphone stopped, there was a notification from Line that didn't stop. Finally he opened the Line. Messages from his brother and Type.

The intention was initially to turn off the cellphone but changed after seeing the contents of his brother's and Type messages. Technic who grumbled because he was starving because Techno had not returned home and Type who asked where Techno put his team's training schedule. Unconsciously, Techno continued to reply the messages from the two men. Kengkla who initially tried to hold back his patience, finally exploded and pulled the cellphone from Techno's hand.

I'm here. Kengkla is here, in front of you, Phi."

Initially, Kengkla shouted that Techno would realize that he was the one before him, not someone else. But over time, his voice turned to pity.

Techno is a very kind and gentle person. Kengkla who is now in front of him is not a perfect man who is worshipped by people. Kengkla who was now in front of him was a man who loved him unconditionally. A man who is willing to throw away his pride in order to keep him at his side. Kengkla who no longer spoke, but cupped his face with his big hands, cried and repeated the last words without stopping, destabilizing Techno.

Techno grabs Kengkla's hand and holds it. Techno still saw fear in Kengkla's handsome eyes before him. Instead of hurting him, I'd better yield. Its better if I experience the inner turmoil as long as Nong Kla is no longer hurt like this, thought Techno.

"Forgive Phis' words earlier. Phi promises, Phi won't leave you."

Kla's eyes immediately lit up and a smile revealed a neat line of teeth.

"But on one condition."

"Whatever Phi. Kla will do anything," he said excitedly.

"Phi will keep your words. You will control your jealousy and do everything that Phi asks."

"Yes. Kla promise..... Kla promise, Phi."

"Good. Then, now you go in and take a rest. Phi will go home first."

"Let me take you home, Phi."

"Just now you promised that you will do whatever I ask, Nong."

"But Phi ......"

Techno looked sharply at Kengkla. But it's not Kengkla if he can't persuade Techno.

"Ai nic will kill me if I don't take you home. I promised him, Phi," he said.

"Haish !!!! You guys are a trouble duo !!!!"

Kengkla just smiled at the Techno's grunt which made him look even cuter. He immediately turned on the engine and ran his car towards Techno's house, as if forgetting the 'war' that had just happened.

Techno who is aware of the changes in Nong's expression next to him can only shook his head, confused by Kengkla changing mood.

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"I'm sorry. I will try to lessen my baseless jealousy, Can. But please understand if I still find it hard to hold it back."

"Yeah, I'll try to understand. By the way, I'm hungry again, Tin. Do you have food?"

Can, he really know how destroyed the atmosphere ... But I really love him.

"What do you want to eat?"

"Anything, as long as it's making me full."

"Okay, wait a minute. I'll see what's in the kitchen."

"Can, do you want spaghetti?"

"Yes!!!!."

"Okay, wait. I'll cook first."

Why does there have to be a dividing wall between the kitchen and the living room? I can't cook while looking at my boyfriend. Tomorrow I have to knock down this damn wall.

"Can !!! Cantaloupe !!!"

"What ?? Is the spaghetti ready? How come you cooked it so fast?"

"Not yet. I just heated the water. Come here, Can."

"What is it ??? You're annoying !!!," Can grunted, which made him even more adorable.

"You just sit here, accompany me."

"Why? Are you afraid of cooking by yourself? Are there kitchen ghosts here?"

"Stupid !! I just want to cook while looking at you."

"Tcchhch. Cringe."

His mouth said that, but he kept sitting in the chair in the kitchen, busy playing with his cellphone. But I forgive him this time, because I'm also busy making food for my beloved wife.

"Can ..."

"Hmmm...."

"What if we make a special nickname for us?"

"Isn't that what the lovey dovey kids do? Who would have thought that a Tin Methanad likes cringy things like that ?? I don't want to. It's ridiculous."

"Ok if you don't want to."

Honestly, the idea spontaneously came out just like that. But hearing Can's rejection made me a little disappointed.

"Ok ok ok, what do you want to call me?"

Seeeee.... That's why I love him so much... hehehehe....

"Cannie ... I want to call you Cannie."

"What??? No, I don't want to ... Its like a girl's name."

"You are my wife. After all, only I will call you by that name."

"Then, should I called you Tinnie ?," he asked innocently.

"Hey, how can you call this big man by Tinnie?"

The one who heard it just looked away and returned being busy with his cellphone.

"You don't believe that I'm 'big'? You want to see ??," I said while pretending to open my belt.

"Okay okay, what do you want me to call you? Just say it?"

Can's face glows red.

"Think, Can. I want a special name from you, not from me."

"Hhhhmmm ... How about ... Tintin ???"

"Tintin? That's good. Okay. So, you are Cannie and I'm Tintin."

"Okay. Deal."

"The spaghetti is almost ready, wait a little longer, My Cannie ..."

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Published : 14.03.19 ; 2.40pm