It's TinCan time ... but ... prepare your heart ...

Proofread by atralux

💠🔻💠🔺💠🔻💠🔺💠🔻💠🔺💠🔻💠🔺💠

"Tin, why do you have to say that? Poor Natt," asked Can while on they were on their way home from Pete's house.

"And let you misunderstand me? I will not do it, Can. It is not easy for me to get your love, so I will not spoil it like a misunderstanding. I don't care who will be hurt by me as long as there is nothing that makes you doubt my love for you," replied Tin firmly.

"Tin, I have already said that I believe in you unconditionally. Do you doubt me ?," Can asked by pouting his lips.

"I don't doubt your trust in me, Can. But she said it in front of you and in front of the boys, of course I have to answer it in the same place. Not only I don't want to make you misunderstand, I also don't want to give her false hopes."

Can became silent. Tonight was their first night as lovers, but Tin got immediately proposed by his bestfriend. Friends who is not known by Can . Before knowing me, how many women were Tin's lovers? How many women have kissed and slept with Tin? But were there only women? What about men? Can's mind is filled with questions about Tin's past, making his chest tight. He thought that after accepted Tin, everything would be fine and his heart would function normally. But it wasn't, his chest felt tight, just like yesterday.

Tin realized the change in Can's attitude. Can never uses his brain, so when Can fell silent with wrinkles on his eyebrows, Tin worried. It should be a happy night for them tonight, but Natt screwed it up. Tin regretted asking Natt to come tonight, whatever the reason.

Unnoticed, they arrived in front of Can's house. Can didn't realize it, he was still busy with his mind. And Tin hates seeing him like that.

"Can ...... Can ... Cantaloupe ......"

Tin calls Can up to 3 times, but Can still doesn't budge. Tin took a deep breath before pulling Can's hand slowly. Can felt a little surprised but he didn't mind it.

"Can, look at me ..."

Finally, Can tilted his body so he could face Tin and let him hold his hand.

"Whatever questions are in your head, please ask me. I will answer everything honestly. I want to start and live our relationship with honesty and trust, with nothing to hide. Don't guess anything. Will you do it, Can ?. - Tin

Can just nodded. Actually he wanted to ask a lot, but his energy seemed to have been drained. His emotions today go up and down, making him tired. From the hype of meeting Tin, getting hurt and even crying when he saw Tin and Natt, being happy when he received Tin's love then feeling down when he realized all the differences between Tin and himself.

"So, say what's on your mind, Can. Don't scare me like this." - Tin

The Can Tin know is fussy, never filters out his voice and always does whatever he wants, without fear. But seeing a Can who is silent and has many thoughts right now makes Tin really scared. Afraid that Can changes his mind and breaks their relationship, which is only a few hours old.

"Why are you afraid?." - Can

"I'm afraid you will change your mind and leave me again, Can," Tin answered softly.

Can sighed. He really doesn't know what to answer. In his little heart, he didn't want to change his mind. But the brain of his quack forced him to rethink everything. About their differences, about their hearts, their environment and everything.

"I'm going in first, Tin," said Can while releasing Tin's hand.

Tin was stunned, not realizing what had just happened. When he heard the car door closing, he realized that Can had left his car. Without thinking, Tin immediately left the car and ran after Can, then hugged him from behind, right in front of the gate of Can's house.

"Can ... don't do this. Don't look away from me. A few days ago it drove me crazy and lost direction. Please, don't do it again, Can. Don't ..." - Tin

Tin's body trembled. An heir of the Methanan who never begged anyone for anything, is now begging to a small man from an ordinary family. But Tin who stands hugging Can is currently not a Methanan. He was just Tin, a young man who had fallen in love too deeply with a young man who was still uncertain about his feelings. If there were any reporters who could see them now, this would be the headline in all newspapers throughout Thailand.

"I'm tired, Tin. It's already dawn. Can we talk later in the afternoon ?," Can asked without turning around.

"No Can, I don't want to, I can't ... What should I do to wait for noon? How do I organize my heart while waiting for what you want to talk about? Don't you know how hurt and scared I am seeing you like this, Can ?, "Tin still hugged Can with his trembling voice.

"You really want to talk tonight?" Can asked, still backing Tin.

Tin answered with a nod. Can turned and looked at the face of the man who was the most handsome in his life.

"Can I stay at your apartment? I don't want Ley to disturb our conversation." - Can

"Of course you can. Come on ..." - Tin

Tin opened the car door for Can. Is Tin happy because Can wants to stay at his apartment? The answer is no. Because tonight seems to be a night of decision for their relationship. Usually Can is a person who is very easy to guess, but Can is currently different from the old Can. Can, who never thought, suddenly thought very hard. No one can guess what is on his head and what he will do later.

They remained silent in the car, they lost their minds. Can's looked of the window, while Tin's gaze was straight ahead but sometimes he glances at the little boy next to him. But Can never turned his head to Tin. Tin's chest feels tight. The same feeling of tightness as when Can refused it days ago. Tin always looks strong and arrogant on the outside, but actually, he is a fragile child, who can be destroyed at any time.

💠🔻💠🔺💠🔻💠🔺💠🔻💠🔺💠🔻💠🔺💠

"We have arrived, Can." - Tin

"Hhmmm ....." Can answered briefly then got out the car.

Now they are in the apartment of Tin. Can looked around. There aren't any 'good' cars here. All cars are very good and expensive. Can remembered the only car that his family has. An ordinary family sedan. Especially when he entered Tin's super fancy apartment, he couldn't stop thinking about their differences and returned to feeling insecure.

"Can, do you want to take a shower or eat? I saw you ate very little at Pete's house," Tin asked.

"I want to take a shower, but I don't have a change of clothes, Tin." - Can

"If you want, you can use my shirt. But it must be to big for you. It's okay, right?"

"Hmm ... it's okay. But please find me your smallest shirt, who knows it's not too big for me." - Can

"Okay, wait a minute here. If you want to take a drink, just take it in the kitchen." - Tin

Soon Tin returned to the living room carrying a set of clothes for Can to wear.

"Take a bath there. Take a bath with warm water so you don't catch a cold. I'll cook food for you but , sorry I can only cook simple food." - Tin

"Huh? You can cook ?? You're sure you don't intend to poison me, Tin?" – Can

"I've been living alone for a long time, so I got used to being independent. Sometimes when it's late or too early, it's hard to find an open restaurant, while my stomach can't compromise. So little by little. I learned to cook, even if it's only an easy dish. At least I'm not going to starve to death. "

Can just nodded and immediately walked into Tin's bathroom, which turned out to be wider than his room at home. His father's wealth is truly beyond reason, Can thought as he looked at the luxury of Tin's bathroom.

* Can ... hurry up and finish everything. Whatever it is, everything must be clear tonight * - Can

💠🔻💠🔺💠🔻💠🔺💠🔻💠🔺💠🔻💠🔺💠