"jason proposed. he actually proposed, and i-i said i needed to think about it, and i-im just really freaking out. he asked if i loved him, and i said of course i did. i do, right? im not sure. i need you. even if its just platonically, i need you to help me through this, give me advice. oh god, see, this is exactly why i said i needed to think about it. ive got a boyfriend who loves me, who actually cares about me enough to spend the rest of his life with me, and im here, sitting in my car, leaving you this stupid fucking voicemail that you'll never listen to. im sitting here, doubting everything, because jason just proposed to me and all i can think about is that sweater of yours that i still have in a box under my bed."