"i went to see a therapist today. i told her everything. she said she thinks i should go to a facility. i said no. she asked why not. i told her that seeing you out on the street with her, hearing the recording of your voice when i leave these messages...theyre all ive got left of you, and i cant go three weeks without them. she said thats exactly why i need to go. i asked her what was wrong with me. she said lots of things."