"hey... i know it's really late, and you're probably asleep, but im coming down, and i miss you... i was hallucinating earlier. i saw you. you were sitting next to me, that glint in your eye and a cigarette hanging between your lips, with orange smoke spilling around you. i reached out to touch your cheek, right where your dimple would be, and you completely shattered. i cried for an hour, forcing myself down... i just...i miss you."