December came in flying fast. Over the past two weeks, and 6 days, things have fallen into place although Tanner and I don't see each other as we used to. When we do though, it's better than amazing. We have sex everyday that we can and it's been a few weeks. I was sore at first but quickly realized that I'd take being sore everyday just so I can have sex. I love it, I think I'm addicted to it, especially when Tanner wants me on top. That's better than anything, I feel all of him in me, everything possible. He even went and bought four boxes of condoms the other day because he ran out. He has slipped up and put his tip in one time but that didn't do anything, I just made him wear one before he came.

I started my job working as waitress at a small restaurant right off campus and he's constantly playing football. My eighteenth birthday's tomorrow and I haven't talked to my mother since we ended our relationship either. I'm finally happy.

Tanner has had an away game every week for the past few weeks but he is coming back tomorrow from Florida, just in time for my birthday. I even watched him on TV just so I could see his smile. I miss him so much.

Currently, l am studying at the library with Brooke. I love hanging out with her even though our majors keep us apart. She was over the moon excited when she found out Tanner and I were in love, just how I was excited when her and Duke became official.

Everyone on campus however has found out about Tan and I. I get glares from all the girls, and when I'm with Tanner people never stop walking up to talk to him and to take pictures. He really is the most popular guy here. But one thing nagging in my head is that he's slept with girls, and I don't know the extent of that and every girl I see makes it seem that way.

Brooke brings me out of my thoughts by talking, "So are you living with Tanner now or what because I'm thinking of turning your room into my closet."

I laugh at her and respond "No, we just like being together" and that's the truth. We stay together every night since our first time having sex together. Now though I just stay in his room while he's away because I miss his smell. I tried sleeping in my own bed while he was away and it was terrible, I couldn't sleep without him. We usually stay in his room anyway because his bed is bigger and shower is nicer. Brooke and Duke go at it like crazy in her room though so I just feel awkward trying to study while hearing laughing and in the rare event of yesterday her finishing. We're close but not that close.

She grins "Oh yeah, trust me I know, the walls are paper thin."

I burrow my face in my hands. So she heard us go at it like rabbits a few weeks ago. I was so horny I sucked him off three times before his cum covered my hands, breasts and stomach. I couldn't get enough of him.

He of course returned the favor by fucking me from behind while pushing me against the wall and gripping my neck. He played with my clit and kissed all the way down my body, literally everything. I remember his fingers tight on my neck and pushing my hands above my head, he dominated my body and I loved every second of it. I might actually be into the Dominant and Submissive stuff if he's involved in it.

I have to stop doing this, I fantasize about sex with him at least three times a day. I squeeze my legs together just thinking about it, luckily Brooke only sees me blush. I do miss him more than I ever have before. I sit and eat ice cream by the pints while he's away. I even started eating pickles which I absolutely hate whenever he left. I don't know I just wanted them.

"So, not involving my life, how are you and Duke?" I ask while not looking at the picture of Tanner and I in the front pocket of my notebook.

She blushes and smiles "I told him I loved him the other week, and we had sex on top of his dresser afterwards too, he's so big!" Trust me I know she did.

I laugh "You dirty, dirty girl! I thought you guys just sept together right before the party though, you don't think that's to fast?"

She shakes her head confusingly "We went to high school together in Garnerville, Tanner went to school there too. I was a cheerleader so I always was with them. I've know Duke and Tanner since we were in diapers, and Duke never acted interested until one of the other football players at our high school wanted to take me out. He flipped his shit and started yelling at me for going out with him. When I asked why he did it, he told me it was because he wanted me for all those years."

She continues "We talked that whole day and I ended up giving him my virginity about two months before starting here in June. I knew he had been offered a position on the football team somewhere, and I didn't think we would see each other again, little did I know he picked here to follow me. Anyway long story short, we reconnected and here we are now!"

I smile at her "I had no idea, that's amazing Brooke. But I can't help but ask what was Tanner like? Was he like is now, or was he different?" I'm ready to know the truth about his past, he's told me some of it. I know the bad parts mostly at least.

She looks me directly in the eyes and says "I'm not going to lie to you, he was a player. I know for a fact that the majority of the girls on the cheer squad slept with him, multiple times. He was still his cocky, and playful self but he did get around." She tells me as I feel the blow to my gut. No girl wants to know that her boyfriend was sleeping with other girls. I don't care if they were before me, he's mine now and I shouldn't feel this way.

I drop my head as she grabs my face and starts, "But he's not the same. He never had a real girlfriend before, ever except for freshman year and the girl was crazy. He messed around with the same girl for a few years though, and I know he ended it before he met you. I think you have changed him." She tells me rubbing my hand.

I sadly start, "I really hope so, I love him so much it scares me, he could crush my heart in his hands. He's everything to me. Brooke I see a future and children, I see old age, I see everything with him."

She smiles, "Trust me, I understand. He's not stupid though and El I really do think that you and he have found the person you're meant to spend the rest of your life with. You're opposites but you're also similar, and he loves you just like I know you love him." She tells me as I smile.

"I know, and when you and Duke get married I want an invitation just like when Tanner and I do." I tell her as she blushes and smiles at me.

She smiles at me harder as she laughs, "So what are you doing tomorrow? It's not everyday you turn eighteen!"

I reply "I think I'm just gonna wait on Tanner to get back, I miss him a lot. We haven't seen each other in weeks. All we do is FaceTime and I don't want to waste anytime together". I miss him more than anything, I even cried while holding his sweatpants because I miss him that much.

She smiles at me, "That's really sweet but, I think you should turn around..." while winking. I don't get it, turn around?

"Why would I turn around?" She smiles before packing her bag and walking off the way to the exit. I look down at my anatomy book and then see some people leaving, I probably should too. Not many people are left here now and I don't want to walk by myself at night to my dorm. I pack my stuff up before the lights shut off telling me that the library is closing soon.

Slowly turning around in the desk after closing my book I'm met with the green eyes that I love. He's in sweatpants and a hoodie while holding a bouquet of red roses. Not just any bouquet it's at least three dozen roses.

He remembered my birthday he didn't forget and he looks so handsome in his Alabama Football clothing and baseball hat on his head. I push my book away and run towards him as he flashes his perfectly white teeth. He smiles and grasps my hips as I jump on his waist as I hug him. I haven't hugged him in forever it feels like, and I want to cry when he rubs his hands down my butt. I never thought I'd be crying because I missed this so much.

"I missed you so much!" I shout as I almost cry. I wipe my teary eyes as he smiles at me.

"I missed you so I got a earlier flight and a Uber back to campus to come and see you. I hope you love the flowers, happy early birthday" he adds as I stare at him. What did I do to get this lucky?

"I'm so happy you're here, I love you" I tell him while kissing his lips. He smiles against my mouth as he holds my flowers under my butt.

"Tanner" I moan into his mouth as he pushes my back against the small shelf.

He kisses me and pulls back. Looking around I'm surprised to see that everyone else has basically cleared out. The entire floor looks empty, looking at the clock it displays 9:30. The library closes in thirty minutes, no wonder.

"So how bad did you miss me?" He says while kissing down my neck like he loves to. I don't think I'm the only one who missed their significant other.

"More than I should, Tan!" I'm so happy to see him, he brightens my day when he shows up to see me like this.

He laughs and squeezes my butt in his palm. He drops the roses down on the desk beside him from his other hand and walks over to in-between the bookshelves.

"What are you doing?" I ask while sucking his neck and smiling at him.

"Showing you just how much I missed you babe", He then pushes my back up against the bookshelves and kisses me passionately. He sucks my tongue while I grip his brown locks in my hands.

"Tan we can't have sex in the library!" I scold while he kisses down my neck.

He laughs and pulls back "Do you see anybody here? I don't, and I've missed my girl, so I'm going to fuck her hard against the bookshelf, birthday sex baby."

I laugh as he begins kissing me again, this time they feel damn good. He pushes me further into the shelf as he starts pulling at the front of my yoga pants. I wore them today with his huge football sweatshirt just because it reminded me of him.

He slides his fingers into my lower thigh as he lifts my pants down just enough to see my baby blue thong. He rips the side of it without trying and digs his hands into my flesh. I clutch onto his forearms to help hold up my bodyweight as he pushes his sweatpants and black brief's down just enough for his hardening length to pop out.

I bite my lip to subside my moans. He pulls our body's impossibly closer before running himself up and down my folds, I feel my arousal mix with the wetness on him. I'm so dazed I can't think straight. Just as he's about to push more in than half his length, I finally breath out "Condo-mm Tan".

He looks at me dazed and says "Fucking shit baby I'm sorry, I wasn't even thinking."

I smile at him and start "Just put one on so I know we're safe. Birth control conversation tonight" while throwing my head back as he still holds my butt in one palm. I know he's clean and I want to be bare but I also don't want a baby right now, so condom it is. He reaches into his pocket, which I'm glad these sweatpants have, and pulls out his wallet. He chunks it onto the carpeted floor after finding the condom and ripping it open with his teeth.

He wraps himself before thrusting his entire length into my body at once. I moan and gasp as he picks up speed and hikes my leg higher around his waist. He enters me differently at this new angle. I feel more of his girth. I kiss down the base of his neck as the hoodie covers most of it.

He puts one hand above my head as rams into me. It's not sex, it's fucking. He keeps thrusting until my body feels like mush. Right when I know he's close I clench myself around him and sink lower until he hits my g-spot. I cry out a whimper as sweat appears on my forehead. Taking his hand from above my head he reaches down and squeezes my clit between his fingers.

"Come around me baby" he commands an I let go, that's all it takes for us to finish together. He spills his warm fluids into my body through the condom as I feel myself cream down below. It feels so much warmer than usual but I know he's wearing a condom.

He smiles at me while staying grounded in me and says "I missed you so fucking much." I smile back and kiss his nose before unwrapping my legs and slipping out from around him, I already miss him in me.

"We're going to get you birth control tonight." He tells me as I nod in agreement. I want to be bare, I don't like him wearing condoms because I can't feel him.

Just then we hear the elevator down the hall open. I scurry pulling my pants up and stuffing my ripped thong into Tanners pocket on his sweatpants.

All he does is takes off the condom stuffing it back into the wrapper before sliding his brief's and sweatpants up. He grabs his wallet placing it back in his pocket before grabbing my hand and running to the desk before we look suspicious. He quickly sits down in Brooke's old seat before I do and grab's a random book. Turn's out it was a History Novel, good on his part.

I open my book as a older man walks around the corner eyeing us suspiciously. He walks up and says "Tanner the library closes in ten minutes, it's good to see you back here studying after such a good game today!" and walks off.

Holy crap that was close. Thank god for Tan's status at this school. I let out a sigh and lay my head down as Tanner starts laughing and packs my bag.

He walks over and grabs my roses before handing them to me. I look down and smell them saying "Thank you, nobody has ever done this for me before" and kissing his palm.

He leans up kissing me and says "Get used to it, baby girl".

We walk to the elevator in silence as he places my backpack on his shoulder. After the door shuts I say "We totally just had sex in a library, we're horrible people!"

He laughs before grabbing my waist and kissing me, hard. He pushes his tongue against mine asking for entry and I let him in. He places his palms on the sides of my head and pulls back after the door beeps signaling we are on the ground floor. He says "We are one hundred percent fucking again when we get back, and I have something special for you."

I smile at him wondering what he's talking about and grab his hand as we walk out the library straight to his Bronco. The rest of the night is spent having sex, and the thought of birth control slips both our minds.