I love you. It slips out faster than I can control it while she's in my arms telling me everything I've waited months on.

She smashes her lips onto mine a second later. She slips her tongue between my lips as they part for me to breathe. She grips my hair between her small but long fingers and pulls it slightly.

I moan into her mouth and grasp her hips, positioning her directly on my very hard dick, she gasps into my mouth. I break away and kiss open mouthed kisses on her neck, I bite hard enough to leave hickey's but not hard enough to hurt her.

She moves her hands from my head to my chest and runs her fingers over my six-pack. I feel her jawline move as a smile places itself on her face. She lifts my head, "We should probably get back, it's pretty late."

I look over at the clock and it displays 10:11, knowing she's right I nod and say "Yeah baby, let's go."

Pulling out of the fucking Target parking lot I think about what just happened.

I told her I love her. It slipped out so fast when she told me about her mother. I knew she didn't want to talk about it because she puts up a good front but, I'm so happy she told me everything. I hate knowing her cunt of a mother was under the same roof as her all these years.

God I love her, I didn't think a heartless fuck like me could love, and yet I've fallen so hard for her and I don't want to stop it. She makes me feel like I'm on cloud nine, and fucking happy even when I'm pissed off. I can't describe what she's done to me.

I look over at her in my passengers seat and smile. I grab her hand and lace our fingers together on my thigh. I rub the soft skin on the back of her hand with my thumb. She smiles at me and lays her head back in her seat.

I love Ellie Zimmerman, every part of Ellie Zimmerman.

We pull into my dorm building a few minutes later. Grabbing her bag, my wallet and my phone out of my truck I walk over and pull her door open. I don't have pockets in these sweatpants so I hold my stuff awkwardly while she gets out and hops on the concreate. Her eyes look tired and I can tell by the way she is walking that she is exhausted.

I feel the exact same way. Walking beside her I balance everything in one hand to grab her ass in my palm. She whelps and walks faster through the door and towards the elevator laughing.

The only great thing about this complex besides having my own room, queen size bed, and walk in shower I share with Chad is the security. I don't have to worry about crazed fans. I do however have to worry as the guards size up her ass, so I walk closer and grab her hip marking what's mine. I know it's fucking big, she's blessed in the ass and guys love to watch it.

We ride the elevator in silence while she rests her head on my shoulder. We walk to my door and open it quietly.

I lock the door behind us and place her bag on my bed. She turns to me, "I'm gonna take a shower if you don't mind".

I nod, "Go ahead baby" as she picks up her bag and walks to the bathroom. I see through the door that Chad didn't come home, he probably went to fuck a few of the cheerleaders.

I walk to my closet and start picking up my clothes and boxer briefs so Ellie doesn't see it so messy. I didn't plan on her coming her tonight but after seeing her with my family I knew I had to see more of her.

I open the dresser and stick the boxers in there, right next to it the extra large condoms, the box still closed, I haven't had sex in so long I probably have lost my endurance.

Just then I hear the shower cut on. Ellie didn't shut the door all the way and where I'm standing I see her through the mirror. She washed her face off, and took the little mascara she had on off. She pulls her hair out of the high ponytail and lifts her shirt.

I turn my head to respect her privacy because I know she wants to go slow, and watching her naked is not slow. I hear the door crack more so I turn back around to see what's wrong.

She is standing only in a hot pink lace bra that doesn't cover her nipples and a pink satin thong. I look up at her face through the mirror and the small amount of fog to see her eyes directly on mine.

We just watch each other intently for a few seconds before she blushes, fuck I love that blush.

She pushes the door completely open, and reaches behind her and unclips her bra all while never losing eye contact. She then slips off her thong and turns around, I watch her walk back into my room naked and she grabs my hand. I try my hardest not to look down but when I do I lose my breath.

Her tan and pink nipples are on full view and her body is freshly shaven. I look up from her body to her face, I can tell she's nervous. She reaches up to my shoulders and pulls my body towards her, and places my hands on her breasts. So much for going slow, we did that for months, I'm ready to take what's mine.

They are soft and firm and I rub her nipples in my hands softly.

"Baby" I tell her as she blushes at me and removes her hands leaving mine on her breasts.

"I'm listening" she says as she kisses me on the lips quickly and pushes her hands under my shirt rubbing my stomach. I know she's nervous but damn she's hot right now.

"Ellie" I whisper softly as she closes her eyes and then opens them up while I don't lose contact with her face. I can't look down or I'm going to take her on every surface in this room.

"Tell me I'm not reading this wrong." She whales softly while rubbing my chest. She keeps her eyes closed as she leans into my chest softly.

"It is taking everything in me not to run to that bathroom and hide for doing this. But Tanner I trust you and I want to show you how much I do. I know we've had our ups and downs together but I care about you." She tells me rubbing my chest.

"Tell me I'm not reading this wrong." She tells me again as I grab her face in my hands.

"Ellie you're testing every ounce of self control within me right now. If I didn't care about you the way I do, you'd be on my bed with your legs wide open moaning my name until you couldn't walk tomorrow. But the fact that I love you and I want this to work means that I don't need sex. I need Ellie." I tell her as tears whelp in her eyes.

"You mean that?" She asks as I nod and rub her face while keeping contact with her eyes.

"Then I'm showing you how much I need you. I want you to show me how you love me." She whispers rubbing my chest softly.

She then turns around and walks back into the bathroom, tempting me. Looking over her shoulder she gives me her signature fuck me eyes. I walk directly behind her and pull my shirt over my head. I make it to the bathroom and she grabs my sweatpants and briefs and pulls them down to my ankles.

Her hands are shaking so I grab ahold of them "Baby, we don't have to do anything, I don't want you to feel that way. You literally broke up with me thirty minutes ago and now we're here?"

She softly smilies at me and lifts her legs up signaling she wants to be picked up. I grab her naked waist and her legs tangle around my bare thighs. She places her hot core directly onto my waist. She speaks quietly "I'm ready. I'm sorry for my outburst but Tanner I know I care about you. People who care about each other show it and I feel like I can't show you how I feel without this" she whispers.

"Tell me how you feel." I whisper softly as she rubs my chest. "Tanner I'm in love with you." She whispers making me smile as I lean forward and kiss her softly. She grips my head in her hands before pushing her body closer to mine.

"Show me what love feels like Tan. I've never know what love feels like and I want it with you and only you." She tells me pulling away as she rubs my cheek.

That's all it takes for me to open the glass door and walk into the hot shower with her on my waist. She grabs my face and kisses down my neck. I feel her body heat on top of how hot the shower already is. She sucks down my neck while I push her against the tile.

I push her back and crush my lips onto her hot wet skin. I feel the water dripping down our bodies as her needy nipples perk up.

"I want to kiss you everywhere possible" I tell her while she sucks my neck. She looks confused so I set her down on her feet and get on my knees. I see her arousal dripping out her pussy onto her legs.

I hike her right leg over my shoulder as she gasps. I bend my head up and kiss her navel right below her bellybutton. My mouth waters about the though of finally getting to taste her again. She moans "Tan" and throws her head back against the tile.

"Stay quiet baby, I got you" I tell her. I grip her hips in my hands and kiss up her wet thighs, I lick the inside of them and kiss the front of her area.

I make my way down and enter my tongue between her folds. She moans and slips her fingers further into my hair to hold my head in place. I love the way it feels when she pulls it.

I feel her lace her fingers in my scalp and pull hard. That enough makes me ten times harder. She flips her hair and head back as I continue eating her pussy like she's my last meal. I grasp my hands on her hips to keep her from moving.

"God, Tanner!" She moans sexier than I've ever heard when I slip a finger into her as well. She tastes like fucking heaven on a platter. I kiss and suck her clit while her hands grip my hair harder.

She convulses on my tongue and tightens her vagina around my finger, I moan into her core harder.

"Babe" she finally lets out a long breathy moan and finishes in my mouth as I keep kissing and licking her.

She pulls my head away and looks at me still on my knees eye level with her pussy. "How's that arthritis now?" she whispers as I laugh against her. Me and that fucking arthritis.

She leans forward and kisses me until she calms down. She breathes out "Stand up Tan" and kisses my neck.

I stand and she kisses up and down my neck across my chest and down my stomach. She kisses me down to below my navel and follows my hair trail to my hardening member. She grips it in both hands and rubs the precum across the tip. She moves her hair to the side and leans down sucking, she licks from base to tip a few times before she moves to the underside of my shaft.

I almost lose my balance. She's so fucking sexy with my dick in her mouth sucking me off. I grip her hair and push her closer, moaning and throwing my head back. "Trouble, if you keep doing that I'm gonna finish before I start". This never happens to me and I love this so much, fuck I'm in love.

She then engulfs the entire tip in her mouth and moans before swirling her tongue and dipping her head lower. She uses her hand to pump the rest of my shaft and takes the other to my balls, messaging them. Damn she's going to make me cum in seconds.

Her head goes lower until I feel myself hitting the back of her throat. She pulls back quickly gasping for air before taking me back in her mouth, I know she can't fit all of me in but she sucks until she can't anymore.

My toes curl as she sucks me like her favorite lollipop. I cum in her mouth a few seconds later while she swallows every drop. She stands up as my dick falls out of her mouth with an audible 'pop' noise a few minutes later after taking every fucking drop of me.

"You taste different than what I expected" she says while kissing my chest. I pull her head to mine and grip her boobs in my hands rubbing her nipples.

"What was that huh?" I ask kissing down the tops of her breasts as I hold her in place into the tile on the wall with her legs wrapped around me.

"You're salty." She whispers to me as I smile. "You're sweet." I whisper to her as she giggles and rubs her thigh over my leg.

"Is that what love feels like?" She asks as I nod and kiss her lips as she holds my head and I grab my body wash rubbing her boobs.

I kiss the hell out of her with my tongue and pull back grabbing her ass as she moans. "I love you so much El, so damn much." I whisper into her neck as she stills.

"Tan" she whispers rubbing my back as she looks up at me.

"I am so in love with the man that you are." She tells me rubbing my chest as she pushes me off of her and into the wall. Next thing I know she's dropping to her knees and staring back up at me under the water with her bright beautiful blue eyes.

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After actually showering, we dry off and walk into my room. She takes one of my size extra large tees and slips it over her head. I do the same and slip on boxers, I like that she stays commando, even though her thongs do not count as underwear.

She walks over to my bed and lifts the sheet to crawl in. I get another glimpse of her bright pink pussy when her legs lift up. She's tempting me as she laughs and leans back with her legs up.

She slowly lowers herself into the bed as I see her eyes darken and my dick hardens.

I walk over to her and push her to her back on the bed and kiss down her neck. She giggles when my hardened member pushes up against her and says "Already? You just came in my mouth five minutes ago".

"For you anything and I still haven't gotten 'My something later' yet" I state while kissing her boobs through my shirt. I've never been a boob man but I love hers.

She smiles from under me "Oh really huh? Seems like an issue" she tells me while rubbing down my back as I practically lay across her. I almost mon when she's rubbing her nails across the skin on my back, that's something I love when she does. I love to see her nail marks across my back, and her nails feel so damn good.

"A big issue" I whisper cuddling into her as she grips my shirt in her hands and makes me take it off.

"Go slow." She whispers as she shocks me opening her legs fully. Fully open.

She sits up and pushes me to the side. She slips on top of me and straddles my hips. I push my shirt up and over her head while her breasts come into full view.

"Promise me, you'll take care of me. I don't know what to do and I'm nervous" she says while leaning into my touch completely topless chest.

I reach up and grab her left boob in my hand while rubbing her hardened nipple between my forefinger and thumb.

"I promise I will take care of you because I love you" I tell her truthfully.

I suck the right nipple in my mouth as I feel the left one under my calloused hand become harder.

I venture my hand down her body while leisurely stroking her core, she gasps into my mouth. She rips my shorts down and pulls down my boxers seconds later. I flip her over while still stroking her. I push open the drawer beside me and open the brand new box of condoms.

Finally ripping it open, I grab one and tear it open with my teeth. She looks up at me struggling to catch her breath as I lay back on my haunches. "Are you sure your ready?"

She nods and leans up sealing our lips together "Yes, a thousand times yes, you're the only one I want to feel this with".

I reach down and remove my fingers that were stroking her core and roll on the condom. I'm hard as a rock so it slips on easily. She looks up at me in desire as I position myself at her entrance.

She's extremely wet so it's going to be easier on her.

I slowly slip in about a third of the way before halting from her looks of pain. She gasps and seals her eyes breathing heavily. "Baby look at me, are you okay?" I ask.

She nods an opens her teary eyes "I'm okay just please go slow" she says while stroking my cheek.

I pull out of her and enter once again this time about halfway. Her tears leak out of her eyes, and I lean forward kissing them away.

"Like a Bandaid" she whispers grabbing my hips and pulling me to her. When she does I slip so far inside of her that her eyes roll into the back of her head and her breath stops.

I feel terrible knowing she has to go through taking me her first time, I know I'm well hung. But the thought of her doing this with someone else makes my skin crawl.

"Baby you okay?" I and rubbing her sides as I see her tears start, only to flow down her face. I instantly back away ready to pull out as she holds my head in her hands.

"I'm ready, I am but it hurts so bad Tan." She tells me holding me inside of her as I look down and see the blood covering my sheet. I'm not mad though, she's taking me for the first time, and I'm making sure she's okay. This isn't about me finishing, it's about feeling connected to her.

I continue kissing her lips, cheeks, and eyelids as I stay still, she's hurting my dick though she clinches herself and the circulation makes it so hard it feels like it's about to fall off. "Baby your so tight it hurts, can I move?"

She nods and responds "Yeah, please just go slow, i-it hurts so bad Tan" stuttering.

I nod and start moving slowly while biting the skin on her neck, a few seconds later she pushes her core towards mine and wraps her legs around the back of my thighs as she gets used to me. She moans as I push into her and fuck her g-spot. Found it, I think to myself as she throws her head into my pillow screaming my name. Now, she's pleasured. She's not hurting anymore.

She leans forward and kisses my neck to below my ear. I encourage her as she softly breathes, "You're doing so good baby, you're a fucking champion".

She smiles at me and kisses me softly on the lips. She moans "Babe" directly in my ear as I pick up the pace of my thrusts. A few more pumps and thrusts and she tightens around me moaning out my name.

That enough pushes me higher and higher until I'm almost finished. Her eyes begin to water with emotion and her breathing speeds up. I thrust into her while she whines out a soft "Tan I lo-."

I pull her close by my arm on her waist and root her in place. I kiss below her ear, "Have you ever had a vaginal orgasm? You're fingers?" I ask while picking up my thrusts. I know she hasn't had a deep orgasm, she's had mini ones but nothing like what she's about to have. She's about to get to the point of orgasming, she's hard to let her guard down and I'm about to push through.

"Noo, god yes" she moans out as I reach down and finger her clit while she milks my cock. "Ellie look at me." I moan into her ear as I grab the headboard in my unoccupied hand.

"Let go and orgasm baby. Really orgasm." I whisper to her while looking in her eyes. "I love you." I whisper as I pick up the side of her leg and push.

I penetrate her as hard as possible while hitting her g-spot over an over thrusting. She rips her nails across my hard shoulders and licks up my neck as I pound into her. I will definitely have marks across my back tomorrow.

She screams as she comes around my dick and I spill as much of my cum as possible into the condom. We don't ever lose eye contact, I watch her the entire time I fill her. I've never cared about sex this much, she's everything.

She keeps moaning as I pound into her making her vagina tighten and convulse around me so deep she's speechless with pleasure.

She moans and relaxes against my pillows as I lean forward and kiss her staying inside of her. "I love you, baby so damn much" I tell her.