I walk my tall ass away from his truck as I grab all of my belongings and disappear. I don't stop when I hear my name being called and I keep walking across campus. I don't need this, and I don't need him if this is a relationship with him. I walk past the dinning hall and towards the building for my next class.

When I reach the door hands grab me and force me between the walls so nobody can see us. "Ellie what did you hear?" He asks as I glare at his head and bite his hand as hard as I can.

"You're a player." I demand to him as he shakes his head no and I nod.

"Yes you are! You are!" I demand as he sighs. "No I'm not! I didn't know she was pregnant by Chad when we messed around! She's with him and that wasn't anything special." He tells me as I reach up and slap him.

"You dog" I demand as he grabs my hands and forces them by my sides to calm me down.

"When did you! When did you sleep with her? Yesterday?" I ask as he looks at the ground. "Fuck if, the night I met you. An hour before I met you, and an hour before I was with another girl." He tells me honestly as tears whelp in my eyes.

"You ass" I demand as I pull away.

"Ellie no, it's not like that." He tells me pulling me back to him as I cover my face. "It was all before we met. That's the point, it's before I met you. I told you you're my main priority now." He tells me as I feel tears whelp in my eyes.

"Do you have a STD?" I ask randomly as he shakes his head no.

"You want trust then prove it. I want you STD tested and I want you to be celibate for me. I'm not dealing with this, I don't care if it's before we met! I'm with you now and I can't be if I don't trust you!" I demand to him.

"Okay, Ellie it's you I want. I want you and not anyone else." He tells me rubbing my cheeks as I stare into his face. I have to believe him because he looks so genuine right now.

"Show me then" I demand moving away and off to my class leaving him to stand there alone as I wipe my tears.

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The last few months have flown by. Between football, trying to see Ellie and studying I don't have a life anymore.

I wake up at 5 every morning to lift weights at the gym, I come back to my dorm to get ready for class at 9, go to class all day and then go to football practice from 4 to 7 everyday. The only off day I get is Sundays and those are reserved for Ellie and Ellie only. I spend all my day studying, and come back to my dorm to study more, everyday.

This shit fucking sucks, I miss high school. The bitchy high school teachers weren't lying when they said college wasn't easy, it's fucking hard as shit.

Ellie though is handling college like a champ, she has an A in all of her classes and still has time to text me to make sure I eat and that I'm taking care of myself.

We've been going slow and getting to know each other more as the months go by, but I want her to feel comfortable so we've been seeing each other but not constantly because she said she wanted space as well. I get that, I need time for me too, which is football or studying.

I haven't seen her in 4 days though. We usually go out for lunch every couple of days but, as of recently I have no time to see her. I get why most of the guys on the team stay single, it's really hard to make time for it but, she's worth it.

I'm struggling academically, I'm not failing but I feel like it's a possibility, and I'm killing myself from trying even though I'm only a business major which, I chose because It was supposed to be easy. I'm really just here to play football and now see Ellie.

Our game tomorrow is a big one for our ranking and I'm so fucking nervous I can't function properly. Coach has been putting me in as quarterback and I'm handling it well, but he hasn't done that in 20 years, not since my dad's reign here.

I most importantly though miss Ellie, her laugh, her smile, her attitude, all of it.

I'm brought out of my thoughts by a gentle knock at my door. It's night right now and I'm trying to study for and exam Monday morning. I know that if I don't do it now I never will. My grades are steady but I'm scared if they drop much lower I'm going to lose my scholarship, I have no idea what to do if that happens.

I look over at my clock and it displays 8, I still haven't ate fucking dinner. I walk to my door tripping over shirts and shoes and open it gently.

She's here, with the biggest brightest smile and largest bag of Chick-fil-a possible. In her other hand is my STD test results, "I looked them over and you're right, you're clean, swear to me I'm the only girl you're with from now on." She tells me as I nod instantly.

I can't help but smile at her and pull her through the door kissing her as hard as possible as she grins.

She gasps and puts the bag on my desk, while holding on to my shoulders and jumping up on my waist. I carry her over to my bed and lay her down gently.

Pulling away from her lips I look into those beautiful bright blue eyes. "Hey baby, what are you doing here?" I ask while kissing the side of her neck.

She giggles, the same giggle I've been missing for the last few days, and grips my hair bringing my face in front of hers and responds "I missed you, I know you haven't eaten either because your eyes look sunken in from studying, so I brought us Chick-fil-a, and I'm going to help you study so you can get some sleep for your big game tomorrow."

She kisses my nose and gets up from my bed walking to my desk, I know it's to early to tell her how I feel but damn if I don't know that the trouble standing in front of me is the girl I care about deeply. She's going to be my wife and I love her. I love her so fucking much.

We haven't had sex, we haven't really done anything since our first date but I don't need that. Having her here with me is enough to keep me satisfied. We got hot and heavy a week ago, and we almost went there until my phone started going off, my mom was calling so it was a instant mood killer.

We ended up getting each other off though, and I love the way her hands feel on me. The way her grip is makes me hard just thinking about it. I have never been a guy for hand jobs but hers are fucking amazing. I didn't let anyone touch me before but Ellie, I love her.

I look over at her, "Thank you baby, I've been trying to get it for an hour and still nothing."

She smiles and states "Oh really, huh. Well we are going to take care of that" and pulls a 30 count nugget out of her bag, with barbeque, ranch and honey mustard, 3 waffle fry containers and two lemonades. She knows that I can eat double whatever she can, we figured that out a month ago when we had a pizza eating contest. She ate three slices before tapping out and I ate and entire pizza.

She continues, "Every question you get right, you get a nugget, every wrong answer I get one, deal? And just so you know I can eat a lot of nuggets."

I walk over to her and grab her tight waist and whisper "Thank you for doing this" right in her ear and pecking behind it. I feel her chills arise on her soft tan skin just from my breathing.

Smiling at me and kissing my cheek she starts "You would do it for me, and you are going to pass this exam, of course with my help!" She picks up my book and looks at the page I'm on and my notes.

I laugh and sit down at my desk with the nuggets right in front of me. She sits down on my lap facing the desk so she can place the book down. I lean my head over her shoulder and grip her hips as she giggles and starts asking me questions while feeding me.

Turns out I knew a lot more than I thought when she asks the questions, she actually makes me learn the information. She builds my confidence the whole time too while telling me "You know this see!"

I just smile and give her half the nuggets while she keeps quizzing me. I want her to eat too, she looks sexy when she does, especially chicken.

When she puts a waffle fry in her mouth while reading my textbook, I look at her and know she's the girl I love. I love everything about her. It just hit me and that's the only word I can say to describe it. I never thought I did before but now I know. I know that I'm never felt this about any girl in particular, all I do is have sex but we haven't done that and I know I love her.

I know she wants to go slow though so I stay quiet with my hand holding her in place on my thigh while I eat with the other hand.

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When we finish studying about an hour later I feel way more confident about taking my exam Monday. We finished the food about 30 minutes ago but, I didn't care, we kept going until I knew everything possible about Business Applications. She even helped me study for my exam the next week.

I look over sleepily at my clock and it says 8:49 when we finish. Somehow we migrated to the bed after eating, so she's sitting in between my thighs with her back on my chest while I practically sleep behind her. I want her to stay right here, with me for a very long time, she's so comfortable.

She has napped a few times in my room but, she could stay every night and I'd be happy.

She is currently reading my textbook, probably to make sure she didn't forget anything. I love how she goes over every single detail. She even asks me questions about the side bulleted captions, she's very inclusive.

Sensing my tiredness she turns around and kisses me on the forehead, all while I pretend to be asleep. She's so hot when she's like this in between my legs.

She places my textbook on my desk, picks up the trash while tossing my dirty clothes in my hamper and is about to leave when I see her set my alarm on my phone so I won't be late. God she's perfect in and out, I'm so fucking lucky I met her. I never thought I was capable of loving someone and I do, it's crazy.

I open my eyes and grab her waist bringing her to my chest from the side of my dresser to my bed again. She falls directly on top of me, laughing.

She says "I thought you had went to sleep, I'm gonna go, call me after your game tomorrow" and pecks me on the lips preceding to get up.

I however have other plans. I flip us around until she is right below me and kiss her plump pink lips. She moans into my mouth when I bite her lip and suck her tongue, I'm ready to take her right here but I know she's not.

She pulls away, "You have to sleep, I want you to do your best on your big SEC game tomorrow, against Georgia State! I'll be cheering you on from my dorm room." I don't know why she doesn't go, I think she doesn't want to be to pushy.

"Why don't you ever come?" I ask her while resting my elbow near her head.

"I just don't want to make you feel uncomfortable by me being there, it's really important to you and I want you to succeed in that" she says while grabbing my face in her hand.

I respond while watching her "Come to my game I would love it, sit in my section with my family, pretty please".

She laughs, "I don't know we have only been together a for a few months and what if they don't like me" she continues "I want to go slow and see where we end up, I just don't know if I'm ready to meet your dad, the biggest NFL quarterback of all time, or if I'm ready to meet you gorgeous mom."

I had shown her a picture of what they looked like a while ago, and she was shocked to say the least. I specifically remember her saying "How are all of you so handsome? and How is your sister and mom that beautiful?"

I grab her face and speak "I know they will love you, my sister and mom especially. Tucker and Noah will be there but probably are going to be hitting on the cheerleaders the whole time and my dad will be focused on watching me play and my stats, you have nothing to worry about" smiling to make her feel more comfortable.

She states "Okay, but I don't know where I'm suppose to go I've never been to the field before".

"The sections are numbered and the seats are labeled. My section is right behind the home side, the first row. I have a single seasons pass over there, I have kept it for you. My parents and siblings have theirs already but I have one left and it's yours if you want it" pointing to my gym bag and I continue "I'll tell the lady who guards the players family seats that I will be expecting you on top of my family."

She gives me a stern look while laying her forehead on mine and says "Okay I'll be there but, don't worry about me while you play. I know athletes don't do their best under pressure but, tomorrow is about you and I expect you to play well for your family."

I laugh and respond "Yes ma'am" while I squeeze her left ass cheek under my hand.

She giggles more and gets out from under me walking to the door. I sit up in the bed following her body movements with my eyes and she says "Go to sleep now, I'll lock the door and I'll see you when you hit the field, while looking at your sexy behind in football pants" while smiling at me.

I laugh at her "You know I keep my ass nice from squats because you like it" she laughs at me walks forward and pecks me on the lips quick.

She opens my gym bag and gets hit by the smell seconds later "Tanner this is horrible do you wash this?" she asks while holding up my gym shorts.

"I don't know how, my mom always does it" I say while she glares at me. "We've been in college a few months. Have you even washed this?" she asks while holding up my XL jock strap.

"No, I don't know how to do it, my mom wanted to teach me but I said I knew how to do it. I lied though because I don't even know what laundry detergent to use" I tell her as she starts laughing at me and throws it in the hamper while opening the new one on my dresser.

"Fine, I'll wash them later but, use that until I can. You don't want a fungus to grow in that" while digging through and she grabs the season's pass before walking to the door opening in.

"Thank you baby" I tell her while grinning, she says "I'll teach you next week dear" while laughing.

I say "Bye baby, I'll see you tomorrow" laughing at her when she walks out.

She smiles through the door crack and says "You too, Tan be good" blowing me a kiss and winking.

I almost tell her I love her when she walks out the door. I sit back on my bed and look at the ceiling for a minute. I don't know how I got her but she's never going anywhere. I'm definitely fucked.

I walk over to the window and see her walk oh the front door and to the parking lot. I don take my eyes off of her until she gets in her old beat up car and pulls out of the lot. I watch her drive back over to her dorm room building and make sure she gets into it before I lay down and go to sleep.