Walking through the front door of the frat house I watch a few of my teammates play beer pong. I walk over and get one round in with Chad right beside me until I hear giggles. I feel hands wrap around my shoulder and back as a girl comes over to Chad. I don't know who the fuck is touching me but I already don't like it.

One of the girls in particular looks Chad up and down as he checks her out.

He looks over at me and smiles then he says "Talk later?" with a wink and watches the girls ass move back and forth. I get that, she's hot but I'm not feeling her tonight.

I laugh looking over at him, "Whatever bro", knowing he won't be back at the dorm tonight. He fucks more than I do, and that's saying something, shit I might not even be back tonight, I might be taking this girl whoever she is to her dorm as long as she gets her hand off of me and lets me do what I want. I see Anna across the room talking with her girlfriends as she sees me and instantly starts smiling as wide as she can. She comes over towards me in her black cut off shorts, white sneakers, and blue top as she grins. I know her from football because she's the stepdaughter to one of the coaches.

"Tanner you made it" she tells me as she walks up to me and hugs me as I hug her back. I don't want to touch her, but I'm laying this shit on thick.

"I did, I've been looking for you" I tell her as she smiles and points to her friends. "I was hanging with them but now, I want to hang out with you. Do you want to go talk?" she asks while rubbing her hands down the side of my back. I nod instantly as she grabs her hand in mine and leads me to the backside of the old dinning room. She opens the backdoor to a completely black spot of the house and waits on me to walk outside with her.

Before I can talk to her she's got her hands wrapped around my neck kissing the hell out of me. She pushes her tongue into my mouth and grips my scalp as she pushes me into the siding on the house and reaches for my belt buckle. I'm not even fucking hard for her though, and I can't make him stand up.

"Not here, there's people" I whisper back to her as I rub the side of her face. "Tonight, my dorm room after I get to know you" I tell her as I lean down and kiss her lips that taste like straight beer and gum.

"Okay, come and get me when you're ready to go and I'll be waiting." she whispers softly into my chest while rubbing it with her hands.

"I'm always wet and ready for you." she tells me as she kisses me and backs away. Holy fuck. I catch my breath before following her back into the house as she breaks away from me and blows me a kiss. I walk away to the ping pong table before hands wrap around my waist.

"Hi handsome" the girl on my arm whispers as I turn and see none other than Gillian fucking Smith. What the fuck?

"Gillian" I tell her back while prying her hands off of me, that's one thing I can't stand. I don't like it when a girl touches me and I never have.

"Anna left me, and Chad left you. It looks like we're stuck together" she whispers while I walk away from the table and let the group of guys keep playing. She follows beside me and grabs my arm again as I stop and turn around. Oh my fucking god, Anna, she's friends with Anna. How didn't I fucking see her?

"Not now" I demand as I remove her hand. She smiles and holds both my hands in hers while leaning towards my ear and nibbling on the lobe of it. I want to push her away but I can't when her hand moves to the front of my jeans and palms me.

"Last time, old times sake hall closet" she whispers as I look away and walk. I walk pass the steps and directly to the back of the hall finding a closet with her beside me. If she wants to take care of me who am I to stop her.

I open the door and step in as she attacks the side of my neck with kisses. I refuse to let her hands touch me, I have never let a girl touch me. I pull her to me with her skimpy clothing on and grip her ass under my hand.

"Knees" I demand as my way of telling her exactly what I want and how I want it. She nods and tries to rub my chest as I hold her small hands with mine. She's not ugly by any means, and she'll do for now. She's always been a pretty girl, she even won Miss Teen Alabama a few years ago but makeup only helps on the outside.

"Only if you touch me" she negotiates as I shake my head and try to grab the door handle. I don't touch chicks before they give me what I want and I never will.

"Fine, after you" she mumbles as I shake my head, suddenly she doesn't seem worth the hassle or the effort. I get complemented all the time on my skills in and out of the bedroom, so whatever girl I take to her dorm tonight better be ready and this chick isn't it.

"No, I'm not feeling it. Why are you even here? I know you have class in like a week and we both know we're done. Gillian all we did was have sex" I move my eyes over her body as I see the disappointment on her face.

"I miss you, I want you. My parents knew that I was going shopping here, not to see you but I couldn't resist and then you wouldn't answer my calls." Because I blocked you. "Tanner we fucked everyday" she demands back before removing my hand from the doorknob and locking it from the inside.

"And I told you we were finished afterwards. I can't do the girlfriend thing and you know that" I demand as she rubs her fingers across my hands trying to touch me. I quickly drop her hands and lean against the wall. The closet only has a few beer kegs anyway.

"I lo-, Tanner come on" she whispers as I look away and cross my arms. I need to be sucked off, and she's damn good at it so that's what she's going to do.

"One time" I demand as she smiles and pushes me into the wall fully. The next second she's on her knees and puts her hair in a ponytail. Here we go.

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Pulling my pants back up I walk out of the closet with Gillian. She adjusts her hair as I walk out the frat front door and down the street walking her to her expensive ass car. Anna's waiting in the room upstairs for me anyway, I told Gillian I had to take a phone call, but all I had to do was tell Anna to meet me upstairs in ten minutes.

"Go home, I mean it" I demand as I open the drivers side door and push her in it.

"Fine, will you call me later? I want to come and see you when I can" she whispers as I shake my head no.

"Gillian, no more. You got one last time, no more. Now go home and tell your mom that you got lost, if she asks let her call me and that's it. I don't want to see you anymore" I demand as her face pales.

"Please baby?" she asks as her tears start, like always. This has been the last two months and it's ending now. No more friends with benefits bullshit, it's over.

"Go home Gillian. I know you and you aren't drunk. Drive home" I demand locking her seatbelt in place. She leans forward and grab my head kissing all over my face, "Stop" I demand taking her lips off and pushing her into the seat.

"I don't know how else to tell you this. It's over, our fucking is done. Go home" I demand as she wipes her tears away.

"Tanner I love you." She whispers as I sigh. Oh shit, oh fucking shit. "Gill you can't love me" I tell her as she nods and wipes her tears before grabbing my hand.

"I've loved you since kindergarten Tan. Please don't do this, you make me so happy and I can't live without you. We were each other's first everything's and I'm attached to you. I love you." She whispers as she leans towards me. I let her hug my chest as I reach up and rub the back of her head. Now I feel like shit.

"Do you love me Tan?" She asks as she pulls away and grabs my jaw in her hand. I fight the urge to take it off as she rubs the side of my jaw.

"I love you like my friend Gill. We're not together. What happened to when I had a girlfriend freshman year huh? You were fine then, I told you after that I wasn't going to date again because she was a whore." I tell her as tears run down her face.

"She was a mistake for you. You think I'm a whore?" She asks as I shake my head no. I don't think she is, we have only had sex with each other for years.

"You know I don't but Gillian I'm the starting here quarterback now and I have a lot on my plate. I don't have time to date anyone, much less when you're far away. I don't want a girlfriend and you know that. I told you we just messed around and now you're attached." I tell her as she wipes her tears.

"Please don't do this to me. You're all I have left." She tells me as I stand in confusion. What is she talking about? She's the only child and has both her parents.

"I can't do anything more than this." I shut her car door as she grabs my arms through her rolled down window.

"In four years?" She asks as she gives me those Damn eyes showing how desperate she is. She blinks her tears away as I look at her face and she rubs my arms.

"I'll think about it." I tell her as she instantly nods in agreement. She doesn't know I just lied right to her face, I just didn't know she felt like this and I don't.

"Bye, be careful" I whisper walking off as she tells me, "Bye I love you" as if she doesn't even care if I know.

I walk back towards the frat house as she slowly drives off. I pass a few groups of people and see a few of my teammates with chicks, I don't need that shit, I'm over it now, I got taken care of ten minutes ago.

I make a beeline to the kitchen just as one of the guys from the baseball team comes up to me, Parker Witten, the biggest douche I have ever met, and that's saying something knowing I am a five star recruit dealing with assholes and douches all the time on football teams. Baseball dicks are different though.

"Tanner man good to see you old friend" he states and I can smell the alcohol on him, he's as they like to call it drunk as a skunk. He's literally the stupidest fuck I've ever met.

"We aren't friends Parker we just went to high school together" I tell him as I push my way past him only for him to step in front of me. He's probably at least five inches shorter than me. We did go to high school together and he's always been a rich dick because of his grandparents money, I know my parents and grandparents are rich but he's on a different level.

He laughs with yellow teeth and a cigarette in his hand, "I bet Sage can tell you all about what great friends we were in the backseat of my Toyota Tacoma."

I start shaking knowing that he would say that, he did not touch Sage, she's a virgin and I made damn sure well of that. I turn around and try calming myself down but, it doesn't work. My hands itch to punch his face in, and since we are at an underage party that will not have the cops involved I could take care of him right now and not lose my football scholarship. "Nice and tight pussy too", he states behind my back.

I lose track of everything when I turn around from where I am and punch the shit out of him. I see red from his stupidity and audacity to speak of her that way. I hear ohms, and grunts as I beat the shit out of his face. I push him against the wall and punch him until he has the willpower to punch back.

Unlucky for him he misses my face and swings into the air as I pound his face. He is about forty pounds lighter than me anyway so I don't know why he would think he would have a chance. I hit his face until blood pours out of his nose and his eye is completely black.

I hear Chad yelling my name from the distance but I don't stop until I feel his hand on my shoulder pulling me away. He should be fucking some girl, not pulling me away from killing this son of a bitch.

I look down at the piece of shit and say "I dare you to say her name again" and walk out of the kitchen leading myself anywhere quiet. I can't deal with this shit right now, nobody talks about my family, especially not my baby sister Sage. This has ruined my entire fucking night, I can't even function, well him and Gillian.

I look down at my hands and see no blood or evidence of his blood on my hands. Pussy's face is as soft as a rock. I'm glad he got what he deserved, I should have killed him.

I see one of my buddies Duke Andrews holding onto the blonde I saw earlier in the parking lot, but I keep walking past him, I can't talk to anybody right now. So much for having a good fucking time and finally getting good fresh pussy. I'm fucking fuming all I got was Gillian and now Anna's upstairs ready to go.

I find a closed door and open it to find a couple making out. "Get the fuck out" I demand as they get up and sprint out the door. I close it behind them and walk over to the window to find a bench. I sit down quietly and prop my feet up.

I hear a knock at the door before Anna walks in and sits beside me holding onto the side of my thigh. "Talk to me about it" she whispers as she sees my knuckles and look forwards.

"No" I demand as she sighs and rubs my hand. I quit sulking as I lean down and kiss her giving her what she wants. The next minute she's on my lap, between my legs, and giving me the gift of her mouth. The best one I've felt all night fucking long. Once she's done and off her knees, I throw her onto the bench and burry myself into her trying to forget what just happened. She's fucking good at making that thought disappear as she moans into my ear. But I stop when I hear her moan something else, "chad" she whispers out as I instantly pull away.

"The fuck?" I ask as I move away from her and slip my jeans up with my boxers. She blankly stares at me before covering her forehead and staying still. She grabs her shirt throwing it on before she's lifting herself up and slipping on her shorts.

"I meant Tanner" she tells me as she tries to walk towards me and I back away. "You're fucking Chad?" I ask as she shakes her head no and grabs my arms.

"Baby no, only you" she tells me as I back away again. "Oh fuck no" I demand pushing her away as she moves her arms to hug herself.

"You need to go" I demand as she bats her eyes staring at me. "But I want you Tanner, we messed around once in the summer" she tells me as I move away.

"He's downstairs so go get him and this never happened." I tell her as she sighs and then walks out the door. Once she's gone, I'm sitting down fuming again. Fuck my damn life.

I just look outside and calm myself for what feels like fifteen minutes before I hear the door open and a girl walk in on the phone looking at the wall. I don't even think that she sees me as I turn my head slowly.

"Hey dad what's up?" she says and my heart stops, she has the most beautiful angelic voice I have ever heard in my life and I know one things for sure. I'm Fucked, that sound is everything. Holy shit, this is what my dad was talking about, he said when you hear her you'll know and fuck if I don't know. He sat me down when I was 12, and told me about sex, and then when I was 16 he told me about this. He said that I would know just by looking at her, and I'm damn looking right now.

I hear a "Yes Sir I am and my rooms all done I'm just chilling watching TV right now" a "Well I'm good thanks for checking on me, I'll see you when I come home in a few months for Christmas break" and an "but I promise I'll call you before then" followed by a "Okay, bye dad" and that's when I feel the eyes looking at me like I'm going to disappear.

She is checking me out from the side and I know I am being watched. I slowly turn and meet her eyes when the light from the window hits her face. Her eyes, they are the most beautiful blue color possible and her long dark hair is the perfect contrast with them.

She's it. She's the girl that's had me rock hard all fucking day because of that groupable ass and long sexy legs. I should have known it whenever I imagined her ass in my mind which Gillian's mouth was wrapped around me.

She is so beautiful I want to drag her face to mine and take her right her on this tiny ass window seat. The only thing I can think of pops out of my mouth "What the hell are you doing? and What do you want?"

She just gives me a stern look and says "I needed it to be quiet for a minute to take a phone call and this is the closest room I could fine."

I look at her knowing what I'm about to say is for her own good, and tell her "you can go now" and sit back down. I can not have a girl right now, the timing couldn't be worse.

She surprises the shit out of me when she sits down next to me. I have to stop my boner from growing by not looking at her tan long legs, all I want to do is fuck her nonstop.

I just want to drop to my knees and eat her out like she's my last meal. I hate doing that on girls in general, I never do it because I want to but now, I want that more than anything. I'd do whatever she wanted if she'd give me the time of day. She's out of my league, she's a fucking supermodel with long legs and beautiful blue eyes. Finally looking at her I say "What do you want?!"

She gives me a go to hell look and then smiles and spits out "For starters don't talk to me that way because I did not do anything to you for you to act like a high demanding asswipe and the second thing why are you so angry? We are at a party it's suppose to be fun" She pokes my elbow and smiles.

I like this girl, she has spunk and attitude. She's sassy but sweet and I know my family will love her. She's beautiful, she doesn't put up with my shit, and I would love to be around her more, maybe as more than just friends or fuckbuddies. I say "Sorry for being rude, just not feeling the party."

She looks up at me and says "I guess that make's us friends now big guy." She laughs at me as she flashes her prefect teeth and beautiful smile, she looks over at the window studying the pool downstairs for a few seconds. Friends, I've never had a girl tell me to be her friend.

I can't help but look her and her gorgeous bright blue eyes that have a ring of navy on the outside and a gray color on the inside and think to myself, I want this girl. She's gazing out the window and I can't stop my thoughts.

I quickly turn to the window behind us and look out of it questioning my options.

It all comes back to her. I want her. I want her because I know she won't give me what I want. I look at her in those eyes and say "You are going to be trouble" as she flashes me a perfect smile.