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" Why didn't you tell me? " I sat across Zach while Alex dozing in my lap with his head comfortably laid against my chest. Allen is next to me eating his favorite ice cream but still staring at Zach like he was looking at his arch enemy.

" Tell you what? For the last time, they're aren't yours. I had a wife but she died short after the twins were born. " I lied but I couldn't completely look at him in the eye. I know I decided to tell the truth to Zach in the right time and I think this is the right time but I couldn't get myself to tell him the truth.

" You're still not good at lying. "

" Do you really believe I conceived the twins inside my stomach? Are you even thinking straight? " I knew male getting pregnant now isn't unusual but 5 years ago it was. And who in the right mind would immediately think like he did when I'm just one of the many guys he fucked back then. I glared at Zach and almost whispered those words. I didn't want Allen to misunderstood me.

" As a matter of fact yes. I believe so. Infact between the two of us I should be the one to know this. When you run away I already had the feeling you were infact pregnant and even angry at me. " Zach revealed making me all confused.

" And even if you don't admit it. The twins are like carbon copy of me when I was their age, mom said so. I've looked everywhere for you Sam but you completely vanished. " Zach added with a hint of sadness, my heart paced fast, aching.

" W-What do you mean when you said between the two of us you should be the one to know? " I questioned really confuse and lost.

" Yeah. I was the one who secretly made you drink the omegaX. " Zach said with a frown and my eyes almost jump off of my sockets when I heard what he just said. Am I even hearing itp right?

" W-Wait what? " I said utterly shocked and my voice slightly high pitched. Allen was just looking at me and Zach back and forth as if his enjoying our conversation. It's a good thing Zach took a private room for us to talk.

" Wait!? You don't know? You're not going to get pregnant if you don't maintain drinking that drug. It would take at least 3 months for that drug to work. I've worked so hard to buy those because they're expensive and I couldn't use my card to buy it. I switched your vitamins with those after asking a friend of mine to mimic the appearance of your supplement. " Zach explained not stopping, shocking me even more.

" T-Three months? " 3 months? I only drunk the drug that I stole from uncle Mike for 3 days.

" I thought you were angry with me Sam and afraid you decided to abort our baby. "

" W-wait! Slow down. This is too much information for one day. W-why would you purposely. . . How about Sofia? I-I was just your fuck buddy. Right? " I questioned him, forgetting the fact that Allen and Alex was here with us. " Uhmmm, I mean, a fling. " I coughed, correcting myself side-eyeing Allen.

" Fu---? Sorry! I mean... Why would you think of that? I've always thought we were dating. And Sofia? I was never planning to marry her to start with. Our engagement have long been called off. I never had a physical relationship with anyone when we were together. " Zach explained frowning. I could tell he was also confused. I am as confused as him right now.

So all this time this was all a big misunderstanding?

" I-I also took the omegaX for 3 days but stopped after that. We suddenly started doing it without protection so I thought. . . " I admitted and now it was my turn to shock him.

" Mommy, is he supposed to be Allen and Alex's daddy? That's why you two kissed? " Allen suddenly asked. He's already done with his ice cream and carefully listening to our conversation until he cracked the code. I chewed on my lips and didn't answer.

" Yeah baby, I'm your daddy. I'm sorry daddy only came now. Do you want to give daddy a hug? " Zach said smiling. Allen wasn't too happy about what Zach just said but he came to Zach and gave him a hug.

" Allen kicked and screamed at daddy. " the little kid uttered, burying his face at Zach's arms when Zach lifted him into his lap. He's afraid his daddy would leave him and Allen again because he was naughty.

" Daddy isn't angry. Daddy is proud because my baby bravely protected Mommy while Daddy isn't around. " Zach said messing up with Allen's hair. My heart just melt at the scene I was seeing. The angry Allen completely vanished, he didn't want to get off of Zach lap anymore.

" I'm so glad mom drag me out of that meeting to go shopping with her. " Zach chuckles as he viewed me. I just massage my temples while thinking of the whole situation.

A misunderstanding that last 5 years and it started because I didn't know we were dating? Wait no! Even if I knew we're dating, I don't think we could avoid this because he still had Sofia back then as his fiance. I always thought our relationship would one day end so me running away is not because I didn't know we were dating.

" What are you thinking? " Zach asked noticing I'm deep in my thoughts.

" How come I didn't know we were actually dating? "

" We text and call each other, we go on dates, I even had my clothes and things at your place and we have se-- I mean... We make love. Isn't that already dating? " I raised my eyebrows at Zach. My brain nerve suddenly popped.

" When you date someone you need to let the other person know. We don't even see each other often and we don't text often. We don't do what normal couples do. " I reminded him frustratingly. The more I think about it the more I start to believe it was 80% my fault. All those heartache that I've felt were just because I was insecure and wasn't confident enough to own Zach.

When we were "together" I was the one who never texted Zach except when I really miss him because I didn't want him to think of me as clingy. I was also the one who said that I didn't want other people seeing us together because I was afraid people will judge Zach if he hangs out with me. When we go to dates we go to the next city to avoid people who know us.

I did all of those because I thought we were just pleasuring each other and plus everyone know Zach is engaged to Sofia since they were very young. And being gay wasn't totally accepted when the other guy is as hot as Zacheus Welton of the Welton Corp.

" Let's talk about this somewhere else. Just the two of us. " Zach suggested and was ready to stand carrying Allen. I nodded and we both finally stood with me not waking Alex's nap.

* * *

Zach brought us to his private villa and I was shocked again to find out he's living in peachwood too. Our villa was actually just 2 blocks away from each other.

" Is the kids sleeping? " Zach ask when I left the guest room. Zach were already wearing his house clothes with a body kissing white long sleeve rolled up to his elbows and a black sweats.

" Yeah. They're taking their afternoon nap. " I confirmed leaning my back against the door.

" I could tell you've been a really great mom to them. " Zach complimented as he slithered towards me until his arms snaked around my hip.

" What do you think you're doing Mr. Welton? " I interupted with my brows tilted up.

" I miss you. " Zach whispered seductively, pulling my hip up. I gasped when I felt him already growing.

" S-Stop, we have a lot to talk about. " I quavered but my body was already starting to get weaker as he forcefully pulled me against him, rubbing his erection against mine. I've never had sex since the last time with Zach so this really triggered my sexual senses.

" I missed your scent. " Zach seductively, inhaling my scent. I whimpered when his lips touched my neck.

" Z-Zach. " I moaned his name when he started kissing my neck. I could feel myself being intoxicated. I tilted my neck to the side so Zach could gain access to my most sensitive part. I closed my eyes and my hands started creeping inside his shirt feeling his muscles. His muscle were a lot more define than before. He always kept his body in good shape but the muscles I'm feeling now were unbelievable hard as well. Zach had also grown a little bit of facial hair.

" Hmmmnn Zach, w-we need to stop this hmmn " I said between our kisses,but I knew my body had long gone betrayed me. Zach slowly leads us to his room. I kept thinking that I needed him to stop before something happens because I'm not so sure if I could still stop him later if this continues.

" Shhhhh... I know you miss me too. I'll never going to let you go again. " he declared, his voice a little deep as he cupped my butt from the inside of jeans and underwear.

" Zach! " I gasped again before he completely dragged me inside his room.

" I miss the way you called my name everytime. " Zach whispered gruffly against my ears before pushing me into the bed. He immediately took off my pants along with my underwear spreading my thighs before leaning down and started eating me, kneeling between my exposed.

" Ohhh God! Zach! S-Stop! I-it's dirty. I've been sweating all day. " I squeaked, sounding a little breathy squeezing his hair in my hands. He's restrained my legs from moving. I can't believe I'm still this flexible, my knees was almost touching the bed on both of my side as Zach pushes them up and wide apart.

" You're still very smooth down here. " Zach mused while eating my ass causing me to throw my head into the bed. I realized this later after I gave birth to Allen and Alex, my ass has never been the same. I have become really sensitive and I could now even lubricate. I would always come faster teasing my ass than my penis when I masturbate.

" Hmmm Ahh! " I screamed helplessly as I felt his thick finger smoothly went inside. I hugged Zach when he climbed above me taking my mouth in a heated kiss. My hands explored his body while I was drowning into the pleasure. Zach always moved fast, back then before I could even know it he was already smoothly penetrating me.

" Have you done it with anybody else? " Zach questioned me kissing the corners of my body until his lips touched the scar I accumulated after giving birth to Allen and Alex. He gently and affectionately kissed it before going back to kiss my lips.

" Had anyone aside from me had entered here? " Zach repeated curling his knuckles as he found my prostate causing me to gasped dragging my nails against his arms.

I shake my head at his question focus on the pleasure he's giving me.

" Ahhh! I'm coming. " I whined, my back arching as I palm the bed sheets at the sides of my head. My eyes was tightly shut, my tight pipe squeeze Zach's fingers ready to come.

" Ahhh No. " I almost cried when Zach pulled his fingers out preventing me from coming, leaving me so needy. I wanted to stroke myself but my hands ended up being trapped above my head.

" Zach. P-Please. I can't. " It really frustrates me that I couldn't come. I really wanted to come. I could feel myself gaping, completely anxious at the sudden lost.

" You want me? " Zach taunted which I moaned helplessly as a reply. Smirking as he let's go of my hands. " No touching. " Zach ordered that made me whine frustrated. Nothing came to my mind but the need to come.

" P-please! " I begged. I'm sexually frustrated and here he is teasing me mercilessly. Zach pulled his erection out of his pants and stoke himself against my puckering hole. He rubbed the tip of his cock against me and it really frustrates me why he wouldn't just shove his cock in, he used to do that sometimes.

Zach ordered me to hold my legs so while he took off his clothes. I stared at him, I knew already he had a hot body but I couldn't stop staring. Zach smirked seeing me that I was checking his body out and I blushed avoiding my eyes.

" No need to be shy. This is all yours Sam. " Zach encouraged shifting towards his drawer and pulled out a lubricant. I don't know why he has it in the first place but I just pushed the thought out of my mind.

Shifting my gaze to my side, I heared Zach squeeze the lube but it wasn't in or on my hole. I peep at him and found out he used it to himself before looking away again, I suddenly got shy. Later on, I felt the tip of the bottle into mine and moaned feeling the slimy product being put inside me. " Relax. I don't want to hurt you. " Zach said breathy, his sounded so deep and sexual.

" mmmmn " I whimpered in anticipation. It's really been a while, it's been 5 years. I know Zach couldn't just shove it in, he is after all undeniably big, and I mean thick big. Back then I fell even more inlove with Zach because sex with him was just amazing.

" Hmmm Ahh..." I moan helplessly when Zach entered me pushing my legs up.

" It's like you've become virgin again. " Zach gasped the moment he was half way there. I didn't respond and just kept moaning. Zach already stretched me but it's still painful.

" Z-Zach it hurts. " I cried gripping on his arms, my nails dug his skin. Tears literally fell at the side of my eyes. For the past five years, there hasn't been in me aside from my finger. It was too painful. Zach wiped my tears away and slowly pulled out and slowly pushed back in.

" It's like when we first did it babe. " Zach chuckled slowly penetrating me and constantly putting lube. When we were college, it took about a couple of weeks before Zach could fully enter me.

Zach kept doing what he was doing until the pain slowly disappeared. I was gasping holding Zach's arms, I feel like after this he might end up having a couple of scratches on his arms and back. I cast my sight at our connection as Zach slowly went in and out. It really turned me on, he was so big but unlike before that it took about a week to fully enter me, now Zach could easily push himself further and further inside me.

" Ahh Zach. " my mouth drop open the moment he's finally balls deep inside me. Zach grasped grinding my insides giving me time to get used to it.

" Zach. " I called as I held Zach's face and gave him kisses. I admit I really miss this man, and I'm happy to see that he miss me too.

" hmmm!? " he hummed focusing on my face as if memorizing my facial structure. Blushing in embarrassment, I move my eyes to our connection feeling light in the head.

" So good! " I moan shaking my butt urging him to move. This position made his dick rest just below my sweet spot. I moan again feeling him become even bigger inside me, he pulled and pushed back in hard, surprising me and making me come without warning. " Ohhh! Ahhh!! " I yelp kicking the air as I come delayed relief. Zach also groan continuing his movement to prolong my orgasm.

" ZACH! " I shrilled making him stop. It was just too much. Zach smiled grabbing my chin and claimed my lips. Zach held my erection and helped my release.

" My turn. I'm giving you five years worth of service. " kissing me one last time as he said this, Zach leaned backwards, he held my hips possessively and started thrusting in. It's really been a long time since I had sex so my body had become so sensitive added the fact that I just came.

Zach and I continued making love until we were both exhausted, and by exhausted, I mean me in the verge of passing out. He made me come so much, it was what he said five years worth of service.

* * *

" You better not run away from me again. " My eyes almost bulge out in surprise when I heard Zach grumbled deeply as I was about to get off of the bed and sneak away. I remained unmoved seeing that I've been caught, I squeak again surprised when Zach suddenly was so close to me I could feel his breath against my neck.

" I-I wasn't. I just want to check the kids, its about time they wake up from their nap. " I lied. Zach slowly snake his arms around my body softly kissing the mole at back of my ear.

" Okay. But you better not think this is us being fuck buddies... I want you. I want the kids. I want us to be together..." he started, hugging me from the back and rested his head above my shoulders.

" Zach, I don't think us being together is okay but I promise you I won't keep the twins away from you. " I quickly interrupted removing his arms around me and stood my eyes scanning for my clothes. I didn't want to make the same mistake I made before. I know we just cleared out our misunderstanding but I honestly don't think our situation improved. It's still not possible for us to be together. Just him being a Welton and me an Abiñon is enough reason for this to stop now.

" Sam why are you doing this? " Zach jump off of his bed and walk towards me.

" Zach you know we can't. " I bawled pleading looking straight into his eyes, my voice wobbling. Our family had a deep internal feud since our great grandfathers. I didn't know the details but I know my father completely despise the Welton's.

" What's between my father and yours are their problem not ours. Why are you making things difficult? We complete each other. Sam, you're my treasure. You and the kids are special to me. Can't we be happy together? " Zach pleaded. God knows how much I loved Zach and I don't think that ever change till now but I can't just abandon and betray my father again. I'm their only son and despite of them being not the greatest parents they're still my parents. This really frustrates me because I knew if Zach insisted I know to myself that I would willingly betray them again for Zach.

" Zach I've always wanted to say that I love you, I've always been in love with you but I... I can't afford it. " I stammered looking down gripping on my palm tightly.

" We can Sam. " Zach held my cheeks as he, our foreheads touching and bodies closing.

" I'm terrified. You're too good to be true. You were always the man in my dreams and now that you're here, I'm afraid. Afraid that all of this will disappear one day. The twins are already my happiness. I don't want to be greedy. " I held into Zach's arms and confessed.

" You were already selfless enough. You deserve happiness Sam and I can give it to you. "

" I don't know. I still think it's a bad idea. "

" Please give me a chance. " Zach pleaded, pulling my hip closer. My head was tilting upward as him leaning down. It's like our eyes were talking to each other. It took a couple of minutes before I respond. I didn't say anything but just wrap my arms around his neck and tiptoed kissing him.

I know this is me being a disobedient son again and things might not end well but I really wanted to try this with Zach. Besides we already have the kids and it would always be good for Allen and Alex to grow up with their father. I want to give the things I've always wanted for the myself to Allen and Alex and one of those is a complete loving family.

" But please let's try to hide it for the time being. " I gasped between our kisses. We were like that for a couple of minutes until we heard loud cries from the twins. We immediately separate, Zach immediately wore his pants and took another set of shirt since I'm wearing his previous one. We both walk hand and hand to the kids room and saw there Allen and Alex calling me. When both saw me and Zack they immediately run towards me, hugging my legs.

" Hey. Why are my babies crying? " I ask messing up both their hair.

" Mama wasn't here when Alex woke up. " Alex explained. Allen also nodded.