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Me and the kids started living at the villa and it's been 3 days. Today first thing in the morning mom called and asked us to go back home because we're having a tailor coming over to get our measurements.

Since I'm going along with this, I said okay. When I the call had ended the twins were already awake, walking inside my room and now crowding my bed.

" Good morning. "

" hmm morning mommy/mama " both said in chorus while Allen climbing above my lap and burying his nose against my neck nuzzling probably because he's still sleepy. I rubbed his hair and kissed both of them.

" Alex are you hungry? " Alex nodded. In mornings, Alex is the lively one while Allen becomes super clingy just like Alex the rest of the day. I carried Allen as we walk to the kitchen. I watch Alex sitting on his chair while rubbing his eyes.

I immediately gave him his glass of milk after heating it up while Allen was still clinging in my neck. After a few years of practice I already mastered making breakfast using only one hand. This is because Allen won't get back to his usual self when he doesn't get his breakfast and morning bath. It's like both unconsciously made a schedule who would monopolies me, but it is unfairly devided since Alex tends to cling to me whole day long depends if he finds something interesting.

" Honey or chocolate? " I ask Alex.

" Honey. "

" Then honey it is. " Just a couple of minutes I already made pancakes, sunny side up and toasted bread. I set it all on the table with a glass of milk.

" Allen it's breakfast time. " I rub Allen's back. Without saying anything he finally wakes up and sat on his chair. We ate our breakfast silently, this is always our mornings. Since Allen is quiet during mornings no one's around to ask unlimited questions aside from me with a simple question like how's their sleep and how's the food?

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Abiñon Residence.

" I didn't know you bought a house. " mom said the moment we got inside the mansion.

" It's because I didn't told you. The kids are going to Kindergarten soon so I wanted a place nearer. " I said.

" About that, why don't we just home school the twins? It's safer and we can monitor them properly. Sell that small house of yours and just stay here, this house is big enough for all of us. " mom suggested without stopping. I frowned at her but before I answered her I asked the twins to stay in the living room and watch cartoons.

" Mom, I want Allen and Alex to live a normal life, to experience what normal kids experience. Don't worry the new house I bought is safe and is fully secured, of course the school too. " I assured her.

" Sam, danger is all around us. Your dad and I already made a mistake when we decided not to home school you. Now, look what happened to you. Do you want this to happen to Allen and Alex? " I secretly rolled my eyes at what mom just said. What happened to me didn't happen because I wasn't home schooled, it happened because I turned out gay and fell in love with the wrong person.

" My decision is final mom. Please I don't want to argue with you with this. " I pleaded and left her. I suddenly felt exhausted talking to Mom. She followed me into the living room.

" How's uncle Mike and Geremy? The celebration is tomorrow right? " I asked changing the topic.

" They're fine. The baby came out healthy, he was finally released from the hospital yesterday so the party is happening at the Villa. " I hummed and nod. I guess I need to go shopping again and buy gifts for my baby cousin.

" When is the tailor coming!? The kids and I are going out to buy gifts. "

" He'll be here in a couple of minutes. " Mom sigh and answered. I nodded and didn't payed her anymore attention.

" Sam, Give my suggestion a little bit of thoughts " Mom advised after standing at my side a couple of minutes not saying anything.

" Mom, my decision is final. Just please let me raise my children the way I think would be the best. If you still insist on this topic I promise you you'll never see me or the kids ever again. " I said in frustration and slightly begging. Mom was slightly surprised at my threat, she wanted to say something but it stuck in her lips. I know she wouldn't take the risk because I am their only son. After a moment of silence mom finally nodded and left defeated.

" Mommy, are you and grandmama fighting!? " I smiled at Allen and Alex. I know its wrong to let the kids see or hear my arguments with my parents that is why I kept my voice low. These kids are just too smart that they are able to tell just by our expressions.

" No baby, Grandmama and Mommy are just talking. " I assured him softly caressing both their cheeks.

" hey, is it okay for us to go shopping later today? " I ask both with my puppy eyes because I knew they kinda hated going shopping with me, but I didn't want to leave them with mom even if I have to pay extra careful while shopping because last time I left the two for a couple of hour with mom they ended up crying all night.

" But mama we went shopping a couple of days ago. " Alex complain while playing with a toy robot mom bought for him.

" Yeah but this time we're going to buy a gift for your baby aunt. " I said, basically, uncle Mike's daughter is Alex's and Allen's aunt and my cousin this is because uncle Mike is mom's only younger brother.

" Baby aunt? We have a baby aunt mommy? " Allen ask excitedly putting his toy at his side and looked at me.

" Yeah. Uncle Grandpa Mike's and Geremy's baby. You've seen Uncle grandpa Mike's tummy on skype right? The baby just came out so tomorrow we're going to have a party. " Allen's eyes became even more excited while Alex had also become interested. They always wanted to have baby sister but unfortunately the fairy who they thought would grant their wish didn't because they thought they weren't being good enough.

" okay! okay! I'll go shopping with mommy. " Allen jump happily.

" I'll go shopping with mama too. " Alex whispered.

" Yey. Great. I promise we wont take that long this time okay? "

" Okay..! "

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" Mommy look Alex and I thought this is cute. " We are at a mall and I'm so happy that the twins were also excited to shop for their baby aunt.

" Wow! It is cute. Okay we'll take this as well and let's buy another matching set for the two of you okay? " I pick the clothes Allen gave me which is a pink unicorn onesie, it was made of a very soft fabric and it's good for cold weather. There's a zipper at the back where you can open when the baby wants to poop. It was super cute so I also wanted a set of different animal for Allen and Alex.

I followed both Allen and Alex where they took it but I stopped at my tracks when I saw who the kids started talking to someone.

" Both of you really reminds me of my youngest when he was about your age. Where is your mommy? " A middle aged woman who I am very much familiar with approach Allen and Alex. She was also buying the same baby clothes.

" Mommy is over there. " Allen simply replied pointing at my direction. I hurriedly approach Allen and Alex afraid that 'He' was also in the area. I'm not ready to meet him yet.

" Oh nice to meet you, are you the dad? Your twins is so adorable they helped me pick the clothes that I dropped. " the woman mentioned smiling at me. I smiled back at her and slowly pulled the two at my side.

" Yeah. Thank you. " I replied and wanted to go already.

" Mama isn't a daddy, mama is mama. " Alex said suddenly I almost had a heart attack.

" Oh Really? Gosh I'm sorry! I totally get it, my eldest is the same. You're very lucky with your twins. " The middle aged woman said excitedly as she looked at me. I was so confused and frighten at the moment. I didn't know what to do, I wanted to get out of here immediately but at the same time I couldn't just brush her off.

" Uhmm thank you. Uhmm I really need to go now. " I said as I picked Alex up.

" Oh Okay. " The middle aged woman said sadly. I chewed on my lips and left hesitantly with Allen and Alex.

" Mama were not going to buy a matching pair of baby aunt's clothes anymore? " Allen asked making me halt from my escape. There is no way I'm not gonna buy the same pair of that design today. I want Allen and Alex to wear it tomorrow night when we sleep over at uncle Mike's.

" Oh right, wait here! Mommy's gonna get you one of each. " I asked one of the sales lady to watch the twins for a sec while I get the clothes. I'm glad the store is pretty big I didn't want Zach's mom to see the twins cause I know she's gonna see Zach in them.

" Pretty much sure both said they wanted to be the dragon to protect their aunt. " I scanned through the designs and saw a toothless outfit from the movie 'how to train a dragon' and it was pretty cute. Zach's mom wasn't here anymore so it relaxed me as I checked the sizes. I had a few already on the counter so after this we can eat then go home.

" Sam? " Just when I was finished, the man who I wasn't ready meet yet stood across me with his mom. I froze staring at him.

" Zach you know him? " Mrs. Welton ask as she stared at the both of us.

" I-I'm sorry you got the wrong person. " I said avoiding his icy orbs and left as soon as I could. My heart was beating so fast like I was chased by a ghost or something. I needed to take the twins away from here. I'm not ready to introduce each other yet.

" Wait! Sam! " he called and I squeak when I felt his armed pulled me.

" I'm not Sam. " I denied feeling stressed. I shouldn't have came back for the damn clothes. I tried to pull my hands but he was stronger, he's always been.

" You can't lie to me." He whispered as he caress my left ear that I immediately covered.

" W-What do you want? " I chewed on my lips. I couldn't look at him straight in the eyes. I betrayed him. Left him without saying anything and worst of all, I hid the twins from him.

" What do I want? After all these years that's all you're going to ask me? " Zach taunted, he sounded disappointed and upset. I could already feel his brows frowning. I didn't looked at him in the eyes cause if I did I would have to tilt my head up. He was way taller than me since before, the top of my head only reach his shoulders and barely his chin. When we kiss he always need to bend down and slightly pull me up. I had a look at him earlier and despite of him only a year older than me he had matured quite beautifully. I admit he was way hotter now than before.

" I- I . . . " like a fish fidgeting in front of him. I couldn't say anything. I was sweating a ton and currently very pressured. And I don't like being pressured.

" Come with me. " Zach said and drag me to the exit.

" Stop! I can't. " I slightly screamed trying my best to get away from his grip. I struggle until I was almost out of his hands but stopped when his lips touches mine. I was frozen. Dumbfounded. It happened so fast I couldn't react right away. His arm were already on my hip and the other below my chin forcing my lips up.

" Hmmmm." I felt his tongue slipped inside my mouth and it made me lose my mind. I had to admit his kisses were always the best and it always turn my knees weak. My hand grip tightly at his suit pulling him down. I don't know what I'm doing. I just miss this kiss so much. His scent. His everything.

" Mommy/Mama " I was so drown to the kiss until two small voices snapped me out. I immediately pushed Zach in shock. I can't believe I responded to his kiss.

" Why are you kissing mommy? " Allen ask confused frowning at Zach while Alex run towards me. He pulled me down so I bend my knee that our height could match.

" Mama why is he kissing you? " Alex wipes my lips with his small palms and kisses me after. I suddenly felt a headache coming. I can't say that we weren't kissing since the kids clearly saw that we're kissing. And Zach!? I peeked at Zach's reaction and regretted that I did. Allen and Zach were having a staring contest. Zach being utterly shocked and confused while Allen being angry at the man who just kissed his mommy. This is the 2nd time I saw Allen like this, the first were just a few months ago when someone held my buttocks while in the line buying pop corn for the cinema.

I didn't answer Alex and carried him instead.

" We need to go. " When I said that Allen stopped glaring at Zach and turned running towards me.

" W-wait! Sam... A-a are they. . . " I didn't let Zach finish and stop him from talking.

" I don't want to talk about this now. Please just leave us alone for now. "

" You're not denying it so they're really mine? " Zach was shocked and I figured that he would but surprisingly I couldn't detect any negative emotions and instead I feel like he was happy about this.

" No they're not. What makes you think they're yours!? " I said and left but he was so persistent and held me in the arm.

" Zach pleas---" / " Ouch!! " I was about to say to let go when Allen suddenly kick Zach on his feet I was so shocked I immediately stopped Allen from kicking him again.

" Stop! Touching! Mommy! " Allen shouted snapping. This is getting messy. What to do? Alex was about to cry when I put him down and so is Allen when I stopped him.

" baby, why did you do that? " I carefully asked caressing Allen's cheeks.

" B-because no one is allowed to kiss and touch mommy. O-only Allen and Alex. Grandmama and grandpapa. " Allen started crying and so is Alex. I chewed on my lips trying to calm the two down.

" They're mine. "

" Will you shut up!? " I shouted frustratingly at Zach. Who knew this day would become like this? I glared at Zach, he just smirked at me like he used to and put his hands up in defeat.

" Just telling you. I'm not going anywhere until you explain everything to me from the very beginning. "