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" Grandmama! Grandpapa! " Allen shouted the moment they saw mom and Dad waiting here in San Francisco International airport. They both run towards them and hugged, Alex to Dad then Allen to Mom soon after they exchange Alex to Mom then Allen to Dad.

" How's my cute grandsons? Did you miss me? " Mom ask and gave both a loud kiss in their cheeks. Dad and Mom gave me a hug.

" We missed grandmama and grandpapa too. " Allen and Alex excitedly replied. Mom and Dad sometimes visits us in Chicago so the twins know them and quite like the two since Mom and Dad buys them toys I usually don't.

" Ahww I missed my sweet babies. How about in a couple weeks we're having a big party to finally introduce the both of you in public? " I heard mom mentioned and it made me frown in objection.

" Mom? What is this about? They're not ready for that, they've just arrived. Dad! Stop her... " are they crazy? The media would talk about them and I'm sure the news will reach 'Him'. Mom and Dad still didn't know who's the biological father of my twins and I think they didn't expect him to be an important person, but for God sake his the second son of the Welton Family Corporation and to make it worst they're our family's rival company in terms of trade, shipping and telecommunication.

" The news about you being pregnant is not going in public. Infact, we've already fix that problem. " Dad added making me frown at him, suddenly I felt Alex small hands wrap around my index finger.

" Let's not discuss it here. The kids are listening and I'm sure the three of you are tired. " what are they planning this time? I carried Alex in my arms and immediately Allen rush toward me and held my hands. I marched pass through the both of them and crawled straight in to the car.

" Is mama angry with grandpapa and grandmama? " Alex ask while hugging me.

" No baby, mama is just tired and definitely not angry with grandmama and grandpapa. " I assured kissing his forehead while I caress Allen's hair.

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We arrived at the mansion with me without talking to either mom and dad. Allen and Alex didn't talk to the both of them as well after observing my behavior towards them.

" Sam let's talk when the kids have rested. " Dad suggested as I brought the twins to my old room. I didn't anwer and continued to walk. Back then, when I was pregnant I didn't know what to do so I ask for their help but right now I've gone into labor and raised my children alone in a different country for five years without them at my side. I think that's enough for me to make my own decisions, for me and for my sons. Its not like I didn't worked for the money I've been using until now. I studied business while taking care of my kids when infact I didn't have the slightest bit interest in it. I had managed to raise and maintain our company's status in Madison and bringing it up from the its near end for the pass 3 years.

'Was it wrong to go back here?' I questioned myself already regretting my decision.

" Mommy, is this your room? " If we stay in this house, Mom and Dad are going to start manipulating Allen and Alex. It's not that I don't want them to bond, but Mom and Dad just don't understand that they're still babies and still seek the warmth of my wings. Like what they did to me, they believe that its better to train young minds early and I strongly don't want that. I want my sons to enjoy freedom, laugh and play while they're still kids unlike me who didn't had the chance to do so.

" Mama? " I was sitting at the edge of my old bed when Allen and Alex's jaws rest above my lap. I smiled to the both of them pulling them up in the bed until the three of us drop above it. Both of them giggled, Alex riding my chest and Allen the side of my head.

" Are you guys excited going to school? " I started and both their faces became bright as I mentioned the magic word. They been convincing me to enroll them in a kindergarten school, but I told them that they weren't ready. School is uhmm, based on my experience I would say it's dangerous but because they have their father's genes in them I think they're going to be fine. The both of them nodded.

" Give me a kiss first before I change my mind, hurry! 1, 2... " Allen and Alex immediately kiss me repeatedly. I was filled with their kisses before I could even say three.

" Okay! okay! I surrender. Tomorrow ... " their eyes beamed. " You rest. " I bit my lower lip at their dissapointed expressions trying to suppress my laughter " Buut... Maybe after tomorrow, I'll show you your school "

" Thank you, Thank you, Thank you mommy. " Allen kissed me in my cheeks again repeatedly and Alex on my lips repeatedly. God how long are they going to think that school is an awesome place. Back then, School was a disaster for me. I was always bullied because I was quiet, thin, nerdy and ugly, it didn't change until college in C University where everyone minded their own businesses.

" Okay now. Down you go, I need the both of you to take a bath like right now! Go go go Mama's gonna catch up with you in a moment. " hopping out of the bed, they raced to the bathroom leaving their clothes in the floor. I shake my head while I picked their clothes.

Not long after I joined the twins. I caught Allen trying to wash his hair and Alex playing in the shower.

" Mommy look, I washed my hair. " Allen bragging. He sounds so proud and that made me giggle.

" That's awesome. Your a big boy now. Mommy and Alex will be sad because we can't join Allen in the shower anymore. " I acted miserable while I washed Alex hair. I shake my head and clicked my tongue.

" waaaaah b-but I like taking bath with Alex and Mommy. " Allen wailed cracking his voice. I'm a bad mom but I admit I want to laugh right now.

" But you know how to wash your hair already, you don't need Mommy anymore. " I lied said making a sad face and that's just the last of it, he cried while the bubbles almost falling into his eyes. Alex suddenly went to him and whispers something to his twin.

" Don't cry Allen. I know how to wash my hair too but I let Mama do it. " he whispered but I heard it loud and clear. I just pretended not hear it.

" What did you say to Allen? " Allen stopped crying. When I asked, they immediately look at each other suspiciously and looked at me.

" Nothing. " they said in chorus. I gave them the narrow eye look indicating that I didn't believed them.

" We love mommy/mama so much! " they said in chorus again. Tch. When did these two learned to keep secrets from me!? This kinda makes me feel sad. Well, never mind, I hugged the both of them. I ask them to rinse the shampoo off of their hair while I shampoo mine. Soon after I finished washing their body and mine. We played a little bit on the tub but not too long cause I know they're tired from the flight.

I dried their hair first before applying their lotion before dressing them both with their pajamas. And soon after they fell asleep in the bed and I kissed them both on the cheeks. Its 4pm in the afternoon I'll just wake them up at dinner time.

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" What? you're gonna lie to them! " I roared at Dad. Three weeks from now our family is going to host a party at one of the Grandest Hotels in California. They're planning to lie in the public about me marrying a women from Chicago, we had twins but she died in a traffic accident leaving the twins to me alone.

" What do you want to say instead? When they grow up they'll going to noticed that your not a women Sam. What are you going to say!? That you got pregnant by some psychotic rapist at the street. For God's sake Sam. Grow up will you. " God, I really hate this side of my parents. Though they kind of right. One day when the twins are old enough to understand human anatomy, I'm sure they're going to ask who's the mom and who's the dad. Male pregnancy is too complicated for them to understand now. But I don't want to lie to the kids and besides sooner or later men getting pregnant won't be too much of an issue in the future. The drug called OmegaX is getting quite popular now and there are more and more gay couples coming out of the closet.

" They're only 4 years old Dad. Don't go poisoning their young minds just because you couldn't get what you always wanted me to become. They're my sons not yours. I'll play along with your plans once but no more than this. " I stated loud and clear and left Dad sitting on his office chair and Mom standing beside him.

After talking to my crazy parents, I felt sluggish. I'm not getting away with this party and I also think it's for the best, also good thing I bought a house in advance when I was still in Chicago. Maybe in the next day I'll bring the kids after visiting their school.

I slowly climb on the bed to sleep beside my precious angels. It's starting to get stressful already. I don't want to start working in the company until all of this is settled.