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'This is not happening!'

This was what Sam had on his mind as he covered his body with a blanket squeezing them tightly as if someone would snatch the covers away. He was blinded by Love and stupidly resorted to drastic measures in order to keep Zacheus by his side. He wanted something that could tie them forever. He wanted a connection and just all of a sudden there's this drug that has been spreading across the black market that really ables man to get pregnant.

It isn't illegal but its not totally accepted because of the Government's passive decision to avoid war with the religious sector. Despite this, the drug was spread and its been earning millions a month, exporting them across different countries. Even Sam's Gay uncle had several of them in his closet hoping that he could finally have a baby with his husband without adopting. That's where Sam got those drug, of course it wasn't given to Sam. He stole them and now this happened.

'What am I going to do?'

'I never should have stole that drug at my uncle's closet, now this is my karma.'

" argg. " he buried his face on the pillow and screamed his lungs out. He was thinking, funny how love could make people act so stupid. He knew what he did was stupid but the damage had been done. There is no turning back.

'Why did I ever love that person anyway?'

That question came out of Sam's mind. Zacheus is out of Sam's reach. Sam had a crush on him since highschool, he thought it would end after graduating but it turns out they both attended the same University and even had the same blocks. He never once talked to him even though they always sit close to each other.

They never talked, but surprisingly it progress really fast from blockmates, to friends, to sleeping with each other. He thought it was unbelievable, it's like yesterday he couldn't talk to Zach but now, he's pregnant, 7 weeks to be exact and it had to be two! Yes! He is pregnant with two.

Sam's belly wasn't showing yet and so far, he's only been experiencing morning sickness and vomiting since the last 2 weeks. That's why after having a lot of thinking, he decided to buy himself a pregnancy tests. Unfortunately all five went positive. Every test he took made his heart skipped a beat without knowing if was it because he's happy or frightened of the thought of him getting pregnant. ' How am I going to tell this to Mom and Dad, and Uncle '. A lot of questions came to Sam's mind. Yesterday he secretly went to their family doctor for a checkup and now he hadn't slept a wink, 6:42am, and first class starts at 8:30.

Finally, laying on the bed his back touching the mattress. Sam closed his eyes and caress his harden belly. ' 2 weeks and 3 days ' its been 2 weeks and 3 days since the last time they did it because of Zach's new busy schedule. They haven't been meeting often, they haven't talked to each other and haven't texted. He had Zach's number and email on his phone but not once he tried to contact it. Its always been Zach who's the one initiating the texting but recently he hasn't been. When Zach isn't so busy they sometimes go out, eat lunch or dinner together and of course have sex after but more than that was nothing. Sam was just thankful that both of them felt comfortable with each other despite of them being fuck buddies. But for the last 2 weeks and 3 days they only met 4 times because of the busy schedule.

They weren't dating and it's just purely pleasuring each others sexual desires. Their relationship is complicated and Sam was starting to get tired of it. It hurt him so much, Zach was so close to him but yet he can't touch him. He thought he would be satisfied but the more they comfort each other the more he wanted him. He's always been jealous of those girls Zach dated and everytime, he wishes that he was her though sometimes he just wished that it's better to forget everything about Zach.

Sam was still lost in his thoughts he didn't noticed the door of his condo opened and closed.

" Sam are you okay? " after hanging his coat and putting down his things. The man went straight to the room where Sam was laying.

" Zach! " immediately sitting up, he felt a little dizzy but he ignored it and dashed straight to the man's body to embrace but immediately pulled away feeling sick. Zach smells awfull. Sam's face cringe and rubbed his nose.

" What? Do I smell bad? I took a bath though. " confused, Zach tried to smell himself.

" It's your perfume! I hate it. Go take a bath again " Sam covered his nose and pushed Zach all the way to the bathroom.

" Since when did you became so sensitive with smell? I didn't even wore perfume today. " Zach popped out his head at the side of the doorway teasing Sam as he stopped Sam from desperately closing the door.

" Zach, stop it! Take a bath now. " Sam demanded pushing the man further but Zach caught his wrisk and pulled Sam into his chest. His hands landed on Sam's butt cheek slightly giving them a squeeze.

" Seriously, you smelled disgusting " Sam glared at Zach still covering his nose.

" I just took a bath but if you strip me I'll go take another " the man seduced, his hands travelled Sam's body but the smell made Sam's stomach turn, he immediately pushed Zach of the way and vomit feeling the bile rising up into his bathroom sink.

" Fuck. Are you okay Sam? Do I seriously smell that bad? " Sam watch his yesterday's lunch washed away by the water, his left hand on his belly and the other pushing Zach away from him preventing his attempt to help.

" Okay, okay. I'll take it now. " the worried man took off his clothes in a rush, tossing them in hamper and now stand completely naked. Even though Sam have been seeing the man's perfect body for a year now he still couldn't stop himself from blushing. Without looking to the naked man in the shower, Sam brushed his teeth and gargled to erase the trace of vomit on his mouth.

" Sam? Best if you hop in yourself, come here. " the naked man invited but declining the man's offer, Sam left the room slightly in a rush. Not that he doesn't want to take a bath with the man, he's just uncomfortable and he's afraid that Zach would notice his baby bump. Standing naked in front of him is the least thing Sam wanted to do now. He hop back into the bed and blanket covering his body from head to toe, minutes later, he watch the bathroom door open and a man with a scent of soap walked out, Sam doesn't like the smell of soap in Zach's body, but he prefers this than him smelling someone else's perfume.

Zach sat on bed's edges half naked with his new pants on.

" satisfied now baby? " asked Zach as he bent backwards and hands supporting his weight. Pouting, Sam crawled on his lap like a caterpillar making Zach giggle at his action.

" did you brush your teeth? " despite being just a fling to the man, Sam doesn't want Zach kissing someone else specially when his coming to his apartment. Zach manages his own new opened business which is a bar house. Because Zach is good looking and women are aggressive, it wont be a surprise if he has someone he sleeps with every night aside from Sam, but despite this Sam doesn't like any traces of other person when they're together. He wanted Zach to himself.

" Yeah, before coming here and a while ago after taking a bath." the man confirmed, his warm palms landed on Sam's bare thighs when it sneaks in the blanket's opening. Their foreheads were touching that they could smell each others breath with the close aproximity.

" Good. " Sam praised, gently holding Zach's cheeks and kissed him slipping in his tongue. The man gladly responded together with his naughty hands tracing Sam's thighs to his bare butt cheek. The kiss felt good, Sam was having a goosebumps as he inhales Zach's scent. The loud sound of their kisses echoed in the dim room.

' I love you ' Sam badly wants to say it. He started rubbing his lower region to the others' erect member, he was feeling the friction even with the thin fabric between them.

The kiss now separates, Zach slowly pulled Sam's loose shirt to the side almost showing his erect nipple. Zach suckle his partner's bare skin while trying to loosen his boxers.

" ahh Zach. " Sam cried after Zach sucked on his little nubs sending sparks across his body. His hand immediately landed at Zach's soft locks gently pulling him closer supporting the man of his life while he's latching on his small breast. The feeling of being sucked on felt real good and turned him on. He scooped out Zach's member massaging it up and down together with his little one compared to Zach's. Zach then turned their position, Sam laying underneath him.

" don't blame me if you can't go to class later. " Zach warned feeling impatient and with just second he pulled down Sam's boxers tossing it to the side, spreading Sam's legs open. Sam's privates were exposed to Zach that he felt so embarrass. The man above him suddenly place his lips at his entrance giving it a kiss, then licks them until his tongue thrusts inside. He fondle Sam's erection rubbing the tip with his thumb.

" ahhh Zach! W-wait! " he thrust a finger inside Sam's already wet hole. He moan at the feeling as Zach move it inside him.

" You don't even need a lub, your ass seems to lubricate itself it's so soft inside. " thrusting another finger in, Zach leaned close for a kiss. Feeling the hot and wet kiss, Sam subconsciously pulled the former's head to deepen their kiss.

Sam was barely able to catch his breath when Zach finally pulled away and kneeled between Sam's thighs and rubbed his penis against his partner's puckering hole and teased.

" hmm Zach! H-hurrry. I want you " Sam's voice were desperate as he felt so eager for Zach to put it in.

" what do you want? " Zach teased while his hands crawled inside Sam's shirt but Sam instead of answering his attention were at his Zach's hand. Sam suddenly remembered that he had to hide his stomach from the man. Immediately, Sam kicked Zach pulling down his shirt giving a terrified expression.

" S-sorry! I-I have a disgusting skin condition today so... " Sam explained without looking at Zach's confused expression. " b-but down worry i-its not contagious. " Sam held Zach's arm to help himself sit up while still pulling down his shirt to cover my belly. Sam kept his eyes at his Zach's bare chest and didn't dare to look at his face. He was afraid he would see the expression he didn't want to see. Without hearing Zach's respond, his tears started to fall. ' he doesn't want to continue anymore? ' Sam thought and felt extremely sad.

" *sob* O-Okay I'll f-finish myse- " Sam cried but he was about to leave the man's strong arms suddenly hugged him causing his cries to worsen as those arms embrace him tightly, at this moment he suddenly felt loved and protected.

" Sorry baby I was shock. This is the first time you refused me. " Zach explains, his warm palms caress both Sam's flushed cheeks wiping off his tears away. Their foreheads touch, Zach gave Sam a gentle but small kisses before claiming Sam's lips for a passionate kiss. Both their bodies started rocking as they rub their erection together.

Zach moves fast and Sam's mind went blank and before he could realize it, Zach's big size is already inside him thrusting fast and hard.

" ahhh oh " Arms under Sam's thighs pushing them up. Sam held on to Zach's as he release his moans against his neck as Zach was purposely hitting his prostate, they've done it a hundredth time Zach knew exactly where it was. Feeling Sam's tightening channels, Zach groaned feeling like he was being eaten whole.

" Ahh I hnnmiss hmm ah yo ah " Sam expressed between his moans while nibbling on to his man's piercing, if only this man could be his forever he would have been the happiest man in the word but sadly Zach isn't and Sam had to miss him and want him all the time.

" What is it? " Zach asked while slowly releasing Sam's legs to the mattress allowing Sam to gain control over its movements as he immediately wraps them around Zach's waist. Smirking at his desperate partner, Zach wraps his arms around Sam's body pulling him into a sitting and hugging position. Sam moaned helplessly feeling their connection deepened in the process.

Seeing Sam messily moaning for him, Zach yank down the side of Sam's loose shirt for him to suck on his unblemished skin, he couldn't help himself and want more of Sam's.

The two continued into their activity. At this very moment the two travelled into their own dream land. Lost in the world of pleasure.

" Ahhh Ahh " eyes rolled up, Sam screamed as he felt Zach's member pushed deep and continuely hitting his sweet spot. Zach held unto Sam's slender waist as he control their movement and Sam's heated body. Sam was now on top of him, riding him passionately.

" Ahh Zach N-No More Ahh ahh " Sam begged, moaning as he lost his mind. He grab Zach's arm feeling himself on the edge of cumming falling above Zach's sweaty chest but he still couldn't stop himself from grinding above his man.

" hmmm? " Zach hummed taking over the movement. His thrusts became a lot quicker effortlessly carrying Sam's weight. He kissed Sam but Sam barely respond unable to get a grip of himself and eventually had to pull away because he was feeling so good that kissing was too much for him at the moment.

" Z-Za ahhmn C-cumming ahh I'm cumming " Sam whimpered. His body arch back and eyes rolling as he once again sits up.

" its okay. Cum baby. " Zach hit Sam's prostate multiple times again that Sam started trembling. He felt light headed and dizzy as he came long and hard while my body drop to his lover's.

" Ahhh " Zach's thrust never went slow and every thrust he make, made Sam's body tremble. He couldn't control it even if he wanted to.

" Bear with me please baby I'm close. " Zach whispered, grasping at Sam's tired shoulder but hearing his man's desperate but silent moans, Sam once again felt the heat of his body, the feeling of wanting Zach again consumed him. He felt so needy as he anticipates for something.

Finally, mouth open and walls tightening. Sam felt himself cumming again.

" Baby drink me up okay? " Zach, heavy breath he said. Sam nodded aggressively humming in pleasure before he felt the warm liquid exploded inside him causing Sam to come for the second time. The warm semen coated every corner of Sam's insides that it gave him a shiver travelling from his legs all the way up to his nape.

Feeling exhausted, Sam's once again dropped to Zach's chest. He's body twitch a few times as the man below him pulled him for a passionate kiss. Responding to the kiss and his partner's tongue movements, Sam couldn't believe he came twice in one round. Sam thought was it because he's now pregnant and became so sensitive?

" Ahh hmmm " the sound kisses once again filled the room. The feeling of Zach's mouth against Sam made Sam felt so needy again and tightened around Zach's pulsating member inside him.

" arg. Baby, don't tighten too much you'll gonna break me. " Zach groaned grabbing Sam's thighs. Sam hazily apologies to Zach and snuggled to his bare and sweaty chest. He savored the feeling of Zach inside him. The feeling of the man he loves while it still last. Sam didn't realized this before but Zach's hot seeds that's flowing inside him made him feel the illusion of being loved and wanted.

Sam can't remembered the day when they started to stop using condoms but he's glad that they did because doing it without protection somehow made him feel like Zach wanted him. Back then, they always used condoms every time they did it, Although Zach always said its to protect Sam, it gave him the feeling of not truly having sex with Zach, directly. So when they suddenly stopped using it, Sam was bold enough to request not to use it anymore.

Sam laid drowsily above Zach, he didn't sleep last night so obviously after an intense activity he'll be knocked out cold. Zach's body warmth also help Sam relaxed a bit more. It had been weeks since the last time they had a time like this so Sam grabbed the opportunity to hug Zach while he can.

" hey, stoooop. I'm tired already." after a few minutes of rest, Sam felt Zach's penis once again inflated inside him and it made him feel really weird as his walls suddenly stretched wide. Sam whined helplessly, he's already so tired and wanted to rest but despite this he still didn't want Zach to pull out from him.

Sam and Zach barely see each other and so when they did Sam couldn't help but miss him and want him. He doesn't know when are they going to see each other again and eventually their relationship is doomed to end. In a few weeks his belly is going to become a lot more bigger making it harder to hide and by then he had to leave Zach. But at the moment, Sam wanted to indulge himself.

" its okay, you can just lay in the bed and I'll do the rest " Zach shifted their position sidewards. Him against Sam's back lifting one of his leg up causing to form a curve at the side of Sam's hips. Still exhausted, Sam held a pillow and brace himself as he couldn't really stop Zach from taking him again. This was always the case when it comes to sex. He could never truly complain against the man loves even when sometimes the man had the urged to do it at school.

" Ahhhh " Zach started penetrating again spooning him, Sam moan in panic when he suddenly felt a weird sensation in his stomach, because of the different position it's like Zach was hitting something he shouldn't have.

" Zach. I hate this pos-hmmm " Sam in panic shifted his head but only to meet Zach's lips and his words being swallowed, tongue assaulted in the process. ' No! The baby! ' Sam thought as he struggled to pull away from the deepen kiss but no use as Zach preventing him to do so. The kiss lasted long, Zach didn't let him go until both their mouths were tired of sucking.

" ahhh hmm " body trembling, Sam finally released from the kiss. Tears started to flow as he couldn't utter a single word. His head suddenly thought nothing. He was barely catching his breath with Zach's vigorous movements. Once again, the room was filled with the sound of slamming and squishy sound comming from from the two.

A couple of minutes later, Sam was messily moaning with Zach's movements and his saliva drop at the side of his mouth, his hot skin became more sensitive and body hair standing. The only thing running on Sam's mind was how every Zach's thrusts felt so good like it was sending him to the clouds. He was so addicted to it.

Sam squeeze the pillow on his arms, his mouth open and eyes started rolling. Even when Sam already came, Zach just won't stop leaving no choice for Sam but to accept it all. He would helplessly scream and whimpers when Zach bites him, couldn't even complain or beg Zach him to stop. Sam was too tired already to even say a single word. He couldn't even remember if Zach came or not as his consciousness just wont keep up.

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