Ik im inconsistent with the updates and im sorry ... I'm in a dark place rn, depressed ash! Im insecure about everything so I'll start writing then just stop like naw this ain't it ... I'm trying and y'all love (votes& comments) motivates me ... it really does. I was having a mental breakdown and just so happen to look on wattpad expecting no notifications but I had 50 and it was shocking but calming to the soul .