"That was the big news," Shay smiled.

"You want a winter wedding?" I asked her with eyebrows raised. I hate the cold so I'd never do it but she can have fun with that.

"Yes! And would you like to be my maid of honor?" She had this huge kid smile on her face.

"Really?" I asked. I'm actually excited about being apart of a wedding. "Duh!"

"We're gonna have so much fun! Wedding planning and all," She downed another shot.

"Maybe I should drive you to my house and you can spend the night," I suggested and she shrugged.

"This is my song!" She got up and started dancing to an old Drake song.

"Shay, stop dancing like that," I called out. Reno would not like her twerking around the club. "Shay," I sternly said as if I were talking to my child.

"Stop killing the fun," She rolled her eyes.

"Better to kill the fun than your man to kill you," I muttered. "Lets go," I began pulling her out of the club and the whole way to the valet parking, she whined. "Shut the fuck up!"

"Didn't have to be so rude," She made a face and it was like that until we got the car. Once I started driving she fell asleep.

This girl better not throw up in my house or I swear we're going to have to fight. Haven't been in the house long enough for her drunk ass to be throwing up in it.

One of Alessandro's cars is sitting in my driveway as I pulled up. After he professed his love for me in the front of the club, he left. We agreed that we'd talk later.

"We're having a sleepover?!" Shay yelled as I helped her out the car. "Yay!"

"Shut up!" I groaned. My front door opened to Alessandro without a shirt on. Sweet baby Jesus, you never fail me.

"Ooooo! Y'all getting it on tonight?" Shay asked and Dro laughed.

"Please don't encourage her," I gave him a look and he put his hands up with this very sexy smirk on his face.

"I wanna get it on too!" Shay whined. "Where's Reno?"

"On a trip," Dro said and she made a face.

"You're always sending him somewhere!" She yelled then her body jerked as if she wanted to throw up.

"Hell no!" I pulled her to the kitchen trash can and she vomited. "That's nasty as hell, Shay,"

"I want to sleep," She groaned. I brought her to a guest room and tucked her in.

"Why do you drink so much Shay?" It's in her blood to drink but she never used to drink so hard.

"I lost it," she mumbled.

"Lost what?" I asked. Lost your mind? Yeah, you did and I'm going to help your African ass find it.

"My baby. I drink to he-" She started snoring. Shay was pregnant? What the hell? I left out of the room in shock. This is why she's behaving like this? Alcohol isn't going to help her right now.

"Grace, what's wrong?" Alessandro stopped me in my path.

"Shay," I shook my head, still in shock. "She told me that the reason why she drinks so much now is because she had a miscarriage,"

"Really?" Dro's eyes widened. "Reno has been trying to get as many out of town jobs as he can. My usual hit men are getting kinda upset that they can't do their usual jobs,"

"Dro, I don't need to hear your reference to your gruesome job," I said and he laughed. "But he shouldn't be trying to stay close by her? She's grieving," My eyes starting tearing up.

"Baby, I know," Dro kissed my forehead. "But we have to mind our own this time,"

"Our? Since when did I become your baby?" I asked and he rolled his eyes. "And when did Alessandro Colombo start rolling his eyes?!"

"You rubbed off on me and we became a "we" and "our" when I fell in love with you," He picked me up and my legs automatically wrapped around his waist. "You just didn't know,"

"You're scaring me," I confessed. He started walking towards my room.

"Why?" He asked.

"Because you're so nice and caring. You weren't like this at all," I told him. "I like it, don't get me wrong. It's just different,"

"You're different too. A few months ago I couldn't even look at you much less touch you, you were healing and you still are," Dro finally made it to my room.

"What the hell?" I laughed.

"Do I have permission to give you the best loving you'll probably ever receive?" He winked and I laughed. Roses all over the room, cinnamon apple candles lit up the room, sexy music played lowly.

"How'd you know that cinnamon apple is my favorite scent?" I asked him.

"I just pay attention. You always get that scent for the car or when you were at my house," He walked us in the room some more.

"And white roses instead of red?" I asked.

"That was just luck," He chuckled.

"You have my permission," I finally said. I'm very much nervous about this because the last times that I've "had sex" it was the most disgusting, unpleasant thing I've ever had done to me. Rape is what it's called and now I don't know how I'm going to react to Dro's touch.

He set me down on the bed and stripped me of my club clothes. He's seen me half naked before and he's seen me naked but for some reason this is different.

"Hold on," He left to the bathroom and I heard the shower turn on. He came back into the room with only boxers on. I tried to keep my eyes away from what he's packing, I'd rather not frighten myself.

"As nice as this bra is, it's going to have to go," Before I could even react, my small boobs jiggled against my chest.

"You're breasts look bigger without a bra," He looked confused. I am too, I don't know why my boobs look smaller with a bra on. It's supposed to look bigger.

"Ready for the best shower of your life?" He imitated a surfer voice and I laughed. Next thing you know I'm lifted in the air and my breasts bounced against my chest.

The steam in the bathroom warmed me up but as soon as we entered the shower, I knew what time it is. As my feet touched the shower floor, Dro's hands met my vagina. Moans flew out my mouth like butterflies before I could catch myself. He began kissing on my neck as he slipped a finger into me.

"Are you ok?" He whispered in my ear and I nodded. We kissed as his fingers pleased me. Our tongues wrestled, his soft lips made me feel safe but horny.

I can't wait on him to go down on his knees, so I took his fingers out of me and went down on my knees. It's been a long time since I've voluntarily done this, and I'm nervous as hell. His deep voice let out the sexiest, melodic moan ever as I took him in my mouth. He was big before I started sucking on him but as he started growing in my mouth, I can only pray for my vagina. His hands began playing in my hair and soon pushing me into him.

"Stop before I cum in your mouth," He told me with his eyes closed. He pulled me up and bent me over in the shower. I felt cool liquid on my back. "It's just body wash,". He began massaging my back with his dick pressed against the entrance of my vagina.

The anticipation is killing me! I need him inside of me right now! I moaned at the thought of him pounding my vagina. I can't take it anymore. With my hands wrapped around my ankles, I backed my ass up and his penis slid into my vagina. He stopped massaging my back and groaned.

"Without any warning huh?" He chuckled. His big hands sunk into my tiny waist and he began stroking. Our moans together sounded like an orchestra, it's beautiful how we sound like one. There's no fear in my heart, nothing from the past. I'm just enjoying the present and who's in my life now. It may be too early to have sex with him but I feel comfortable enough to do so, that's all that matters to me.

Pretty soon, he flipped me over so that he's holding me up and we're face to face. He smiled at me, that real smile of his and he looks so happy. Our lips crashed together as he slowly stroked me. I couldn't help my moans, they came in shudders.

"I love you, Grace," He didn't whisper it, he said it. "I really do and as much as me loving you scares me, I'll try not to let it affect us,"

"I love.." He started to speed up and my breath hitched. "Oh, oh, I love you too. I'm about to-" I couldn't hold it as my body shook and my brain felt like it was about to explode. I came all over Dro's penis but he pulled out before he came. Dro doesn't know that I used to be a freak, before Andre messed up. So I got on my knees and sucked until he came in my mouth.

"Did you just swallow?" He breathed out and I nodded. "Wow," He smiled at me. He kissed my lips and turned off the shower. "I usually never say this but you're vagina is like a magnet, I can't do a round two tonight,"

"I wore out the great Alessandro Colombo?!" I sarcastically said and he laughed.

"Yes you did," He allowed me to get out of the shower first. "I'm going to have to make a date with your ass only," He slapped it and I felt my ass jiggle.

"I'm ready whenever you are," I smiled at him then dried myself off with my towel. "I wanna sleep now,"

"No clothes?" He asked.

"No clothes," I agreed. "Did you get around to setting up the rest of the tv's?"

"Yep. Netflix and chill, coming right up," He turned on the smart tv and went on Netflix. We both know that we aren't going to be up for long so we just turned on White Chicks. As my eyes fluttered, a smile came onto my face.

I'm happy.