The reason why I've mentioned cat in this chapter is coz of her ^ . and her mama . Yesterday, Marie had jumped straight and entered our home through window and did a whole tour of my place like a queen - sniffing, sitting, jumping. Yesterday was so much fun 'coz of her. Also, Joey and Marie are stray cats and both of them are lovely. Joey loves licking and rubbing herself on my leg and Marie loves petting.

Sorry, i had to share. I hope y'all don't mind.

What a fucking day it was. Friday was just fucking fantastic. My body couldn't really comprehend having such a sweet soul around me. Avha and I, both enjoyed a lot. We went to a lot of rides, had a lot of food and basked each others presence for the next two days. The following two days, we spent a lot of time cuddling, having ice-creams and enjoying the snow.

One thing I came across was, Avha loves physical touches. she loves when i touch her, she's like a small goddamn kitten who hated being touched and now is just too snuggly.

she loves ice-cream, pastries, cuddles and snow. I had thought she'd not like snow coz of how much it snows every damn time, but no the woman just fucking loves it and that's how half of our Saturday was spent. she'd make snow balls throw at me with so much force and when I'd throw them back, she'd cry, throw tantrum and complain how I had hurt her. Dramatic shit.

On Sunday we had decided to do barbeque and pool party, called over Ryan, Ruth, idiot Silas, Rocky, Rida, Xavier since he was going to move out and Avha had been in his touch. He told me how she was doing well and how Avha was updating him time to time abt her health. Xavier looked proud of her and that was so fucking good. The highlight of the day.

Sunday happened even better than we had planned. Avha was nervous earlier but she started to calm down when Rida was around. Rida was constantly flirting with Silas but that man was one tough nut. He shut her down or I should say rejected her openly. That was one awful scene, but everything else was just perfect.

Now back to the pathetic Monday. waking up in her arms being a small spoon was ecstatic feeling. Avha's hand around my waist and her leg on top of me felt surreal. She was a pure angel and no one could deny it.

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I winced when 'Silas's' name flashed on my phone. I could swiftly hang up on him, but considering he was with Avha, I picked it up.

"Silas" I said firmly.

"Dude, I am sorry." His voice called out. "Anything else Silas?" too petty for my own good.

"Come on, I just got punched from Avha. She just punched me and looked dead in my eyes, said 'Wrap up your head, Silas Wilson'" my eyes widened. "I think she remembered it. The doc too said, there are chances and that look scared the shit out of me. she looked angry one moment barging in the office and now I have a broken nose. After so many apologies she smiled and treated my wound." He groaned in pain. I bit my inner lip to control the laughter from escaping.

That's why she asked me to teach her some punches. Fucking vixen!

"Silas at the basement. In the ring, yeah?" I asked smirking.

"Fuck you man. Fuck you" he groaned hanging up.

Before I could recover from the moment my phone buzzed again.

"Dad" I said coldly.

"Jr. how are you?" he asked enthusiastically. "How are you sweetie?" mom's voice echoed.

"Fine, mum dad. How are you both?" I winced at my own distant and hostile tone.

"Great. Just got back from your aunt's wedding. Everybody missed you" How much I missed them!

"Mom, I had work and you know that" I tried reasoning.

"Are you still single, jr? Stay like that if so. That's actually better." I chuckled when my father groaned.

"C'est l'heure du canapé." mum yelled making me laugh.

"Ce n'est pas juste, chérie. Je plaisantais." his sweet voice resonated.

"Shut up and let me talk to my son." A small ok was heard and she started talking again. "When are you going to visit us? once you left, you never came back. I miss my boy. it's been years Carwyn" her tone going sad. It was enough to make me upset over my actions and the guilt started seeping it's way in me.

"We heard you and Es had a fight? over a girl? what's going on Jr. Is everything fine?" dad asked. "Yeah she was very upset. Esmee was crying on the call baby. what's all this matter about?" mom chimed in.

Esmee really had to do it, didn't she? "Maa, it's nothing. She just stepped wrong" I tried convincing. Surely they didn't know about Avha and I didn't know how to tell them.

"No, boy. you tell me whole. Everything in detail. I don't want my kids fighting over someone else. Tell me Carwyn what happened" her mom tone made me stiffen. She had always used this method to get to knowing it worked fully every goddamn time.

"Esmee, umm she she- let it go mom. It's b/w us. We'll sort it out." My dad snorted. "Ofc yeah. Let them be honey."

"Why do I think you've got somebody in your life?" my mom voiced her question making me freeze. Never did I think mum's intuition would be this accurate. Even though we have been distant all this years, calls here and there were normal but not much of a talks. But damn THIS! this was a shocker.

"It's not like that maa" I tried telling her that, that she wasn't supposed to ask this.

"Carwyn you need to tell me or even better bring her or him or them here. Next week it's Esmee's birthday she's celebrating it here. Ask the person to come along. We would love to meet them, baby. We have spent years staying away from each other. Years of you being distant and we still don't know why, sweetie .I can't deal like that anymore. I would want to be near my kids before I pass away." There comes the emotional maa.

"Maa, please" Not me trying to supress my tears.

"Come on love. You are gonna make him sad. Jr. let us know when you can. Byee" after exchanging formalities we hung up.

Fuck

I had a tear running down my face. In no way or sense did I ask for that neither did the people around me. I had tried getting over it for years now. Getting this job and working my ass off, I have accepted all of it but it still haunts me. Haunts me, never letting me forget those screams that left my mouth and the helpless pleas of being forgiven. Being forgiven for what exactly? I had no idea. It still hurts that I never had the courage of looking for those two pathetic souls, even when I had enough resources, but not anymore. When Avha had decided to fight her inner battles, it was my turn to hurt those two bitches and cut them into pieces and end it. Now I was going to hunt them down and make them regret what they did. Esp now when I have the power and their son 'Andrew' too. I'll show them what being helpless means.

I need to move on just like Avha is trying. i couldn't be a hypocrite in this matter. if I had to be in a relationship, one thing that has to be correct is our mental health. in no way or sense do I want to spoil other person's peace just because my past holds me in the shackles.

It was a show time. A final showdown which will end all three of them where I 'll safely come out from, to my sweet Avha, in her arms and lay my head in her boobs.

Carwyn Araztimuno ends things his way.

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