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She contemplated. I massaged her hips and she relaxed. We were now sitting on the bed and she was sprawled between me with my legs on each of her sides. She had been procrastinating for the past half an hour.

"Come on baby. Call her. The worst she can say is no" I said leaned on her shoulder and left a lingering kiss there making her shiver.

"Thank you for the confidence boost" she muttered sarcastically, giving me a glare in return. I dipped down, taking her chin in my hand and connected our lips.

"You're so feisty today and I'm all for it" I said and pecked her but she wasn't ready for it.

"Shut up, Carwyn. Let me focus" she pinched my thigh making me groan in return.

Finally I took the phone and pressed on the dial button.

"Why would you do that?" she rushed whisper-yelling with wide eyes. This needed to be done. or she would have wasted her day and today wasn't about that. It was about her being happy and if Rida could bring it then so be it. I was jealous but come on at least she'd share with someone.

The woman's voice echoed and I smirked at her. Pulling the phone to her ear she leaned back my chest and I stroked her ribs, just below her breasts. Those damn breasts. I could just live there.

"H-hello, Rida?" I stifled my laugh at her question. Rida had herself given her her own number and saved it as 'Ri bitch'. Fucking nuts.

"I'm f-fine" I was so happy she had a friend and I knew she was a good one. Vibes and shit.

After minutes of both of them talking she hung up and turned to me. "I'm anxious," she said but a smile still grazed her face.

"Excited, nervousness bubbling in you, scared" I elaborated "Exactly. Like I want to go but I'm scared you know" I hummed.

"She'll meet me in 4 hours" She said. Where was this going?

"She said to to meet me at this place and we-we'll go from there. In her car" she spoke up.

"Why can't you just go where she wants to take you?" I asked suspiciously.

"Calm down, caro. It's it's fine. She's good good one, ig." Avha said, pecking my lips. "Will you drop me there? Please?" she asked again, trying to act cute. Fuck if she wasn't already, she looked immensely ethereal in all that please act.

"I will, but I need kisses" she smiled and pecked my lips again and again making me groan. Fuck.

"I wanted to share something," she said, taking a deep breath. Sensing the seriousness in her voice and demeanor, I placed her in my lap and rubbed circles on her hips, massaging the place to calm her down. Her shoulders slumped and muscles relaxed. Good, I thought.

"go ahead baby" I smiled and I could see her hands shaking. "Deus! Breathe." I held her hands in mine and stroked them. "Baby, Breathe with me" Bringing her head to my shoulder I made sure she calmed down.

"Do I hurt you?" she said so low that I almost missed it.

"Come again" I scrunch my brows in confusion making her face me.

"Do I hurt you? like you know, does my we-weight hurt you? I I know that I have have gained weight-" she stopped looking at our laced bare hands. Avha started twirling the rings she took from me which were now residing in her fingers.

"Where's this coming from?" I drew circles on her palm all this while trying to calm her and luckily it was working to an extent. She was trying to calm down and that's what we needed here. I needed her to breathe and not get worked up, talk and sort the shit out and bring that smile on her face. To see her ebony eyes twinkle again.

"I mean, my clothes too have been tight, indi-indicating my weight" her shoulders slumped.

She paused. Her breathing heaving and heard in the now silent room. I took a deep breath keeping my emotions at bay and act as a fucking good partner. The atmosphere was tensed and one wrong word could fuck everything up.

"You have exercised with me, right?" I asked, getting an unsure nod where this was going.

"You've eaten the food we made, right?" she nodded, still skeptical.

"You've been to my work, bought things for me, did everything with me, Ever for once have I said anything? made you feel uncomfortable?" I asked.

"N-No" she shook her head. "You love when you wear my hoodies, sorry 'yours" her pinkish red lips broke into a half smile, uttering a "yess"

"you love it when you eat the food I make for you?" I asked "Yess" I got a response,

"Then when everything is okay, why suddenly are you thinking about your 'weight'? Did someone say something to you?"

She was silent.

After a minute of silence. She took some heavy breaths, gaining enough courage to talk. "But I have gained weight," she whined.

"So?"

"So? It's not right to gain weight" she said.

"Says who?"

"I- what?"

I repeated. "Says who, baby?" it was time to knock some love and sense in her insecure brain. I had to let her know she was perfect just the way she was. Completely ethereal.

"Everyone," her voice small enough to blend in the silence.

"Are you earning for everybody else?" I asked and she shook her head.

"Verba. Words" I said, taking her chin in my hand and pecking her nose which made her smile a bit.

"No," she said slowly.

"I've said it before, gonna say it again. You have to fight your battles, Avha. You'll have to choose them. I'll be there by your side always, I promise but the first step is to try to not let people control you. There are tons of them waiting to take advantage and we can't do that. We have to be strong. You've gained weight, soo? You are still my hot, sexy, beautiful, amazing, gorgeous, bomb soul. I like every inch of you and your body. Not every weight gain or lose is to be concerned about, some are healthy. Like this" I said smacking her little tummy. Never have I ever talked this long with anybody but it wasn't just 'anybody' it was my Avha.

She was silent and I waited for her to speak. I waited for her to process what I said. Take all her time but actually take in what I said.

"But I I can't" and she broke into tears. "I can't do it. It's It's so hard" she said sniffling hard. I let her cry. All of it. She needed to vent it out and I wouldn't stop her. Avha had been taking in a lot lately which resulted in her running away and breaking down.

Stroking her hair, I tried to calm down her sniffles. She had been crying and babbling about everything for the past fifteen minutes and not even once did I interrupt. She didn't need my advice, rather my shoulder to lean. To cry away

At a point her sniffles died down and I got up taking her with me when she whimpered. "No," she said lowly bringing a smile to my face.

kissing her hair, I said, "Don't you want to eat cookies? I was thinking of making them" I said and she tightened her hold around me. She's happy, even if a bit, she is happy and that's all that matters rn.

"How about some dark chocolate too? Cakes would have been better, but next time when you ask me sincerely" I said spanking her ass and pinching her rounds.

We reached down and I tried getting her on the chair. "Come on you big koala baby. Get down so I can make them cookies" I said pinching her hips and she squirmed. "No. This is good" I sighed knowing why she was so clingy and I honestly was loving every bit of it. I loved holding her body. Every inch of it. Reminiscing every mole and stretch mark on it... All of it.

"Stop fucking taking mine" I glared at her and she smiled. Fucking smiled and I melted. Fuck. I was too deep in this.

Pussy whipped.

"But yours tastes even better" she smiled and took the cookie from my hand and shoved her legs further below my thighs. Fucking baby!

She took the melted chocolate ganache that she forced me to make and dipped her, no MINE cookie in it. Munching on it like a rabbit, she ate all of them while feeding me too.

Avha dipped her finger in it and spread it on my Adam's apple. Her eyes held lust and mischief and fuck me, the sight just made me hard.

She licked her lips and ducked forward entrapping the bobbing Adam's apple around her lips. I groaned and held the counter in my hand. Fuck!

My head fell back and she kept on licking me and sucked me.... hard.

"Fuck baby" I moaned.

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~LT