That's algae. beautiful,isn't it? 💀

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I sighed as my head touched the pillows and I tried controlling my tears. Oh god! I couldn't let him pick me up now. Not when I've gained weight and one of my baggy jeans fit me. I had bought those when they were on sale and were looking good on me. My first baggy jeans and now they were baggy anymore. meaning I had put on a lot of weight. Like a lot.

Swatting away those tears and controlling my breaths, I tried sleeping. Minutes later I heard him come in the room, try to talk to me but I didn't have courage to talk. My head was occupied in its own inner voices that I just was tired and overwhelmed.

Was I being stupid?

She fucking slept. like in a minute. I had taken water along with me and before I could even talk or hand her water, I saw her sleeping.

I'm sure something must have happened. I could feel it in my bones. Maybe she had a fight? but with whom?

Avha is damn sensitive at times and needs reassurances and I happily oblige to it. After all she's my girl and if she needs me telling her 'you are amazing, babe' or in the line of that, a million times to get that smile back on her face, I'd do that.

Putting the water bottle on the bedside, I picked up my phone and contemplated calling Silas. Fucking bastard had no relation with me now. Done. Everything was over now.

He was a mere employee of mine. Boy lost his friendship the moment he shitted. I wasn't ready to acknowledge his perspective right now. No. He should have told me earlier and now in his drunken state. because of him, she had fainted and am damn sure she had a panic attack. My Avha as in the hospital, again, becauise of him.

It was already night and all of them were drunk, so I kept back my phone and slept with her. She was laying away from me so I pulled her in my arms and snuggled closer to her.

"Avha, what's happening baby?" sighing I stroked her hair and that comfort brought me sleep.

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The next morning, I woke up late and Avha was nowhere to be found. Her bag, phone, files..wasn't in its place.

"Avha" I yelled and ran down to check her room. It was empty.

"Avha" I yelled and checked the place and called her once I didn't find her anywhere.

"where are you baby? Are you fine? Where did you go this early?" I rushed.

"I'm in the office. You were sleeping when I I woke woke up and didn't want to disturb you. Had a meeting today, so I left early. Sorry forgot forgot to leave a note" she stuttered, didn't she?

"Avha" I said sternly.

"Ye-yeah" she was fucking lying.

I took adeep breath and continued "Did you complete your meeting?" calm the fuck down Carwyn. Calm down. Don't scare her.

"No No" but she was fucking stuttering right now.

"So when's the meeting?" I said rubbing my chestinorder to ease the pain, controlling my heartbeat.

"before lunch. Why?" I swear I could feel some shit.

"Nothing. just asking. What are you gonna eat for lunch? Did you take something with you?"I fucking know the answer, damnit.

"Hold the fuck on. It's sunday. How the fuck are you even there? and why? Is you boss fucking stupid?" What the actual fuck, Caroline?

"I know. but it was urgent and I got Caroline's call. As soon as I finish my meeting, I'll come back. Don't worry. Byee" and she hung up.

Removing my phone from my ear, I stared at the damn thing. What the hell was happening? and why was she behaving like that?

I decided to call her.

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