Chapter 11

SeniaMarie Milano

"Okay Ms. Milano you're good to go." My nurse spoke placing a band-aid over the spot where I had gotten my depo shot.

"Thank you." I smiled getting my bag and walking out to the waiting area where Erin was.

"Bitch it's bout time. Why they be takin' so long." She asked agitated almost.

"Family planning is important Erin. It's the last thing I need right now." I spoke rolling my eyes as we approached her car.

"I mean I can't wrong you babe. It's rough out here." She spoke as if she was going through it.

"It is..."

"At least you and Rah's on the same page though." She said as I scrunched my face.

"He does know you on that shit right?" She asked as we drove off into the street.

"Not exactly. But I think he has a clue, all that raw bussin and no baby?" I said with my brow raised as we both bust out laughing.

I didn't think Rah cared about stuff like this. We were able to have our fun without a worry. Besides we had a lot to deal with and a baby was a bit too much for right now. Mind now I wanted kids but we had to be more steady and stronger than this.

He was busy running businesses and I was busy figuring out what was next alongside raising a five year old.

"Your best friend really ouchea living her life I mean I can't get a text back." I grumbled seeing Tracey short answer me.

"That's that million dollar dick baby." Erin yelled as I burst into laughter.

She was happy and that's all that mattered.

"I hope everything goes smooth since school starts in a few days." I spoke lowly scrolling through my phone going on Instagram.

"She say she got that shit down packed and I believe she gone have it just like that." She said and I nodded.

"Definitely."

❤️

I saw as a message from Rah pop up at the top of my screen.

❤️😏

Rolling my eyes I didn't even realized how hard I was cheesing until sense was knocked into me.

❤️

I bit my lip contemplating on if I should go in detail and I decided to.

❤️

❤️

My smile and enthusiasm dropped to a two immediately.

I sighed deeply at him reading my message but not responding.

"Can your ass answer me." Erin said turning down her music.

"Girl what?" I asked completely confused.

"I was saying that since I passed my classes should I apply public or private?" She asked referring to her TCN course.

"It honestly depends on the benefits and the pros and cons of each." I answered truthfully.

"That's true."

Ping!

I looked down at my phone seeing that he'd messaged me back.

❤️

I looked at his message and rolled my eyes, back to this.

"You goin home right?" I nodded. I thought I had a me day since Tae and Rah were home but since he was goin out I was back on duty.

When I got home his G wagon was still parked up I said my farewells and walked up the stairs to my door and pulled my keys out my bag opening it.

"Sharks don't even like people..." I walked in seeing Rah and Tae on the couch watching the discovery channel.

"Nia...did you know sharks don't even like humans and would avoid them?"He asked and I shook my head.

"No baby I'm glad that you learned that."

I spoke putting on a smile for him.

Ignoring everything else I walked to our room where I saw his whole outfit laid out on the bed. Rolling my eyes I put on my 'better self' and laid on my side of the bed. Sighing I just went through my phone seeing that Tracey had replied.

This what we really doin'...

"Yo, I'm heading out inna bit you need anything before I go?" He asked walking into the room.

"Nope." I answered head deep in my phone.

It was after 5 now and I was exhausted, Rah was now in the shower after he did dinner. I knew it was out of guilt.

I heard the showers stop and soon later he came out the bathroom with only his towel on, he walked over to the room door to lock it to avoid Tae from barging in. He dropped his towel and snatched up his Ralph Lauren briefs sliding them up.

"What time are you gonna be back?" I asked being bold.

"I ain't tryna stay out after twelve, so before then." He said nonchalantly spraying on his cologne.

"Ok." I mumbled returning to my phone. I watched him from the corner of my eye slipping into every piece of his clothing. I watched him reach into the bureau drawer pulling out his gun and tucking it.

He latched his watch and shook his wrist grabbing his phone walking over to me.

"Imma see you later." He leaned into my lips but I dodged him. I felt his stare on the side of my face for a minute before he roughly kissed my cheek.

"Needa check yo' attitude." He scoffed unlocking the door and walking out.

He needed to check himself.

Rahmik Ford

I took the ready rolled blunt from behind my ear and lit it. I was really just tryna be inna mellow state right now.

It wasn't as full tonight and it wasn't dry either. It was just enough for a nigga to chill.

I pulled out my phone going on the gram and seein' that Nia had posted on her story. I raised my brow tapping it cause I knew she don't be posting unless she go out or in her feelings.

'If he wants you he'll

Show you that there's

No one else but you'

I laughed to myself tapping seeing her going on bout some stupid shit.

'You should worry when your woman stops 'trippin.'

I tapped the last picture and there she was posing in some tie up raunchy swimsuit and my half smile dropped. The picture was about a month old. I bit my lip and shook my head replying with a heart anyway.

She be wanting to get me outta character so bad.

"Man you in?" I looked over at Loke an'nem as they set up eight ball and I shook my head.

"Nah, I'm coo'." I said blowing out smoke.

"Yeen want the heat." Tez said as I laughed shaking my head.

I watched closely as I saw Candace and two other females started to make they way over to our section.

"Can I sit?" She looked at me and I shrugged as she smirked sitting beside me.

"You havin fun so far?" She asked trying to make convo and I really wasn't here for it.

"Yea I'm ight." I said clenching my jaw blowing out some smoke.

"We ain't talked since our deal though Rah..." she trailed off lookin at me intensely before I let out a light laugh.

"My words my word." She grabbed my hand smirking.

"Then prove it."

"We ouchea. Steppin' on you bitch made niggas!" I looked up seeing Tez and Loke recording some snap.

"Nah them checks gone show for itself." I said taking my hand back.

"I'a see you though." I said walking over to the pool table dropping a hundred on the table.

"Fuck it up then." Pop said grinning.

I looked at my phone seeing that it was 11:15 and that I coulda' put in a few rounds.