he wants to say i love you

but he keeps it to goodnight

because love would mean some falling

and she's afraid of heights.

- r.i.d.

PART THREE ; order of the phoenix

immortal,

hair streaked with daggers

and iron filling her lungs

and each breath invitingly toxic

playlist

ribs | lorde

and i've never felt more alone

it feels so scary, getting old

paris | the chainsmokers

if we go down then we go down together

oh no! | marina

maybe it is all a test

'cause i feel like I'm the worst, so i always act like i'm the best

beige | yoke lore

baby, do think about the past?

do you wonder if every stupid little thing has led us to this?

three rounds and a sound | blind pilots

now i see you 'til kingdom come you're the one i want

to see me for all the stupid shit i've done

skyfall | adele

we will stand tall

face it all together

dusk till dawn | zayn

but you'll never be alone

i'll be with you from dusk till dawn

rebels | call me karizma

raise some hell before we ghost

break the rules, a broken nose

mr. sandman | syml

so please turn on your magic beam

mr. sandman, bring me a dream

yellow flicker beat | lorde

my blood is a flood of rubies, precious stones

it keeps my veins hot, the fires find a home in me

sign of the times | harry styles

just stop your crying

it's a sign of the times

everybody wants to rule the world | lorde

there's a room where the light won't find you

holding hands while the walls come tumbling down

to build a home | the cinematic orchestra

when the gusts came around to blow me down

i held on as tightly as you held onto me

tongue tied | grouplove

take me to your best friend's house

i loved you then and i love you now

into the unknown | panic! at the disco

you're not a voice, you're just a ringing in my ear

and if i heard you, which i don't, i'm spoken for i fear

like gold | vance joy

and i got a feeling

like everything is possible

i'm trying to change

ms | alt-j

close eyes, open, close again, forget and fall asleep.

the dark seeks dark