jess had made her do it

she had met the love of her life on this dating app and

now everyone had to do it

just type in your name and upload your google search history

I mostly type on incognito tabs

she says

jess laughs

that doesn't matter everything you search is saved anyway

so it's like the matrix or v for vendetta

or whatever odd anarchist things you watch

she's asks about the novel

and she has to say it's going well

but she still can't see it

the darkness she needs

to make the readers taste her fear

she doesn't want to accept it but

her nightmares aren't enough

she has to taste the fear before she can write about it

but how?