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after we delivered the papers to the correct teacher.

we went back to the front office, where we now all sat in the back room talking, i was so happy to still have an entire hour with these two. and THEN lunch right after that. not to mention even having fourth period with kenma.

it was actually the best shedule i could possibly ask for. even if i had to sacrifice fifth period as being p.e.

"i'm bored". kuroo said flinging his head back in his chair. "say something interesting". he said now popping back up to look at me.

i sat across from kenma and kuroo, but even though the table was long, it was fairly thin in terms of width, so i was actually quite close to the two.

"something". i said back smiling.

"you know what i meant"! kuroo said hitting the table.

"your mom". i said back, wanting to make my own mom joke. kenma snickered.

"oh yeah, is it funny? y/n why don't you tell us again about how you want to fuck kenma". he said grinning.

my face started to glow pink.

"i didn't mean it like that". i said pouting.

"then what did you mean it like"? he asked.

kenma rolled his eyes.

"i just meant like.. i don't know - like if he wanted". i was stuttering and i put my hand on my arm.

"if he wanted to, then he could"? kuroo asked with a sly tone patting kenma on the back.

"i guess". i said blowing a piece of hair out of my face as the two of them looked at me shocked.

"in what position"? kenma asked with his cat eyes glaring at me as he leaned down to look at me closer.

now my heart was really racing.

"wha-". i said not understanding, the blood rushing to my head.

"personally i prefer, in my gaming chair while you try to beat my high score". he said looking at the ceiling. kuroo started laughing.

"i don't know". i said red and shaky.

"embarrassed"? kenma asked smiling.

"what"? i asked back.

"grab the stamps, kuroo lets finish the papers".

"alright". kuroo responded standing up to grab them.

i was at a loss for words.

*ding.

finally the bell rang and we all stood up stretching our arms.

"finally it's lunch"! i exclaimed grabbing my bag.

"our you eating with us"? kenma asked coming to stand next to me as kuroo packed his bag.

i nodded. "if that's ok"? i asked.

kenma smiled. "yeah".

we all headed off.

"kuroo has to get his lunch from the cafeteria, will you come with us"? kenma asked as we walked through a crowded hallway.

"sure". i responded as we followed behind kuroo.

a few times the backs of me and kenmas hands accidentally touched. and my stomach was getting twisted.

when we reached the cafeteria and got into line, i exhaled surprised i hadn't passed out from how much i was hyperventilating.

i couldn't stop thinking about kenma, he wasn't shy at all. he was just quietly thinking like every other boy. i wonder if he would really do that stuff with me... i wonder if he wants to- right now.

i took a quick glance down at his joggers to catch if he had a boner or not but i didn't see anything.

he must not be as sensitive as me.

i wanted to laugh out loud, and then i don't know- hug him and take him somewhere private.

i put my hand on my forehead.

these thoughts would be the death of me.

"the line is moving so slow today". kuroo said looking around.

"can we just go up already, i'm so hungry". kenma said squinting at the harsh overhead lights.

"whatever just leave me to die". kuroo said dramatically. "thanks". kenma responded grabbing my wrist and leaving the line.

he let me go and we started walking.

my wrist felt warm because he touched it.

my brain was melting.

i've never really had friends before this, let alone been touched by someone other than my family.

i was walking behind kenma, but after making our way out of the cafeteria and down the hall.

he let me go up the stairs first.

he was right behind me walking up, and it made me a little nervous knowing i had a skirt on today.

i started to get a little worried because we were alone, and i got to the top of the stairs quickly pushing on the door.

kenma who was right behind me, slammed into the back of me.

he was pressed against me, and he put his hands out to catch himself, on either side of my head. momentarily trapping me between him and the door.

he sighed in my ear as he backed up.

i blushed.

"it's pull not push". kenma said exhaling.

i nodded with wide eyes and pulled the door back. walking out onto the roof with kenma behind me.

"sorry about that". i said as i sat down in the spot from yesterday.

"it's.. fine". he said rubbing the back of his head.

"are you hurt"? i asked looking him up and down.

"what? no i'm fine". he said sitting down across from me.

we were the only ones up here.

i guess kuroo met with the others in the cafeteria before coming up.

my body was really getting hot, i kept replaying it in my head. kenma slamming into the back of me and grunting like that.

it really made me think.

think about things like-

"y/n what did you bring for lunch today"? kenma asked me as he took his bento out.

"oh- um". i brought my bento out and slid it in front of me, opening it.

"i packed these chicken wrap things, they're really good, and then i packed um.. this soup bowl thing and- yeah". i didn't know how to talk to boys this cute.

"it does look good". he said leaning forward.

"oh! do you want some"? i asked.

"yeah". he said opening his mouth.

"what? you want me to feed you"?

he nodded and smiled.

his teeth were pointy like kuroos.

"but, you're watching me so it's weird". i said crossing my arms.

he closed his eyes and smiled wider.

uhhh.

i grabbed the chicken wrap in my hand and leaned forward pushing a little in his mouth.

he bit it and chewed.

wow he even ate pretty.

"it's so good". he said swallowing.

"wow you like it"? i asked with twinkling eyes.

he nodded.

"here have some of mine". he said opening his bento as my eyes widened.

"you don't have to feed me". i said softly actually kind of wanting him to.

"close your eyes". kenma said leaning forward and scooping a spoon full of the curry he had.

i closed my eyes and opened my mouth.

when i tasted no food. i opened my eyes to peek.

kenma was staring at me with blush on his face, and his eyes half lidded.

he snapped out of it when i opened my eyes.

"no peeking"! he said.

i shut my eyes quickly and opened my mouth again.

"ahhh". i said moving my head back and forth.

"stop moving". he laughed.

i started to move back and forth more aggressively.

"oh my god". he said laughing as he stood up.

when i opened my eyes.

i was sitting on my knees with him standing in front of me.

it made my stomach turn, and he smiled above me.

i looked up at him, and this somehow felt inappropriate.

"ahh". he said now putting the spoon to my mouth.

level with his crotch.

i opened wide and he lightly pushed the back of my head, making me take the spoon in my mouth.

from behind it definitely looked like i was giving him head.

my face was probably hotter than the sun right now.

when he pulled the spoon out of my mouth, i looked up at him and he turned around to make sure no one was watching.

"want some more"? he asked raising a brow.

i slowly nodded and handed him the bowl of curry.

he took a spoonful.

and again placed it level with his crotch. holding it almost like it was his- you know.

he watched me attentively.

"eat it then". he said standing still.

i guess he wanted me to do it this time.

i leaned forward and he stopped me with his hand.

"close your eyes". he said.

the playful mood was gone, i don't know what we were doing right now.

but if he was feeling how i was feeling then this was just roleplay at this point.

i gulped and closed my eyes.

then i leaned forward and found the spoon with my tongue.

i stuck it in my mouth and took the curry off. then i pulled it back out and swallowed.

the door behind us opened and kenma quickly sat down, i put his curry down and we looked at eachother with eyes that held secrets.

as the boys approached us yelling about something, we went silent looking down and eating our bento boxes without a word.

oaktree- DADDY KENMA!!!!

everyone say it with me.

DADDY KENMA

DADDY KENMA

DADDY KENMA

oh my good if he did that i would just honestly take him to the bathroom and UHNAIRJ