Taehyung was lying in his bed, the whole room bathing in the darkness because he had switched off the lights to sleep but the sleep wasn't ready to visit him as his mind was going through so many things. How he was ready to kill the ravenette to how he almost exposed himself by showing his skills to the ravenette?

He was confused as to why he didn't listen to his mind and let the mafia leader met his end? But he loved the impressed expressions on Jungkook's face. His mind went to the moment when he unknowingly snuggled into Jungkook's chest to get the comfort....everything was messing with his mind so he just shut his mind and decided to sleep but he couldn't help the giddy feeling he was feeling inside.

And he didn't realised when the sleep overtook him.

On the other hand, it was after three in the morning when Jimin called Jin to come to the gym urgently. The doctor's sleep vanished when he heard the urgency in Jimin's voice. He took the injection he needed along with some other drugs and went out of the room leaving Namjoon sleeping behind.

When he reached there, he was confused to see what he was not expecting. Jimin was standing and biting his nails worriedly as he looked at the ravenette who has his headphones on and music blasting in them as he threw angry punches on the punching bag.

Jin walked to the short haired boy who immediately turned to him.

''What happened?'' Jin asked still looking at Jungkook working out.

''I don't know. He went to sleep but after an hour, he came out with his headphones and gym clothes and since then, he is continuously working out on something or the other.'' Jin explained worriedly as they both looked in the same direction.

''Did he say something to you?'' Jin asked unsurely.

''No...I think he is unable to sleep.''

''Did something happen?...which made him too angry, too happy, too excited or too confused?'' Jin asked as he looked at Jungkook with observing eyes.

The ravenette has a blank face, his eyes narrowed as he threw powerful punches making the bag fly every time.

'' I don't know...He was working on something today...'' Jimin told but he didn't wanted to tell Jin about Taehyung but he has to, because he is a doctor who can help Jungkook right now.

''What work?'' Jin asked confusedly and Jimin told him every little detail making Jin stunned.

''So much happened and you didn't felt the need to tell me?'' Jin asked angrily making Jimin look down guiltily.

''JK didn't wanted anyone to know.''

''The last episode in his office....does that also happened because of Taehyung?'' Jin asked again to which the short haired boy nod in agreement. Jin can't believe what Jimin just told him. Taehyung is a sweet kid who loves nature, respect his elders. His eyes are clear image of what he is inside....or did he read them wrong?

His heart was not ready to accept what Jimin told him.

''So what happened today?''

''That boy took down all the three cars alone. I don't know what to think of it. He didn't know that they were our men but he still 'saved JK'...you know.'' Jimin made quotation marks with his fingers and Jin nodded thinking about something.

''Is he confused about Taehyung's true motives?'' Jimin asked looking at Jin who was observing Jungkook closely, his eyes reading every scrunch of Jungkook's nose and forehead, his narrow blank eyes, his pursed lips, lack of blinking and the carefully thrown punches.

''He is confused...that's for sure, but for what?.. That's a question.'' Jin replied observing Jungkook.

''He isn't ready to talk and getting speedy. He is constantly exhausting himself but looks like he has never ending energy right now.''

''That's a problem. If he got over speedy, things won't be good. We have to help him sort out his confusion.'' Jin replied.

''But he is not ready to stop and talk.''

''Leave me alone with him, Jimin....'' Jin said and looked at Jimin who stared at Jin for a moment. The doctor nodded assuredly making the short heighted boy smile weakly and left.

The doctor stood there looking at Jungkook working his ass off but none of his expressions showed exhaustion. Its very important for the ravenette to get exhausted right now.

Jin walked and stood in front of the ravenette who has his eyes focused on the punching bag but his mind was somewhere else, Jin can very clearly see that.

The mafia leader was bathing in sweat, his black loose t-shirt sticking to his body, his feet jumping in unsure manner and he threw punches bare knuckles like he wanted to get them bruised. Jin observed him again but the ravenette didn't looked at him.

When some moments passed, Jin caught the punching bag and stood in front of the ravenette who didn't noticed. His punch was about to come in contact with the doctor but the ravenette stopped. Jin looked at Jungkook horrified.

''You know what could have happened to my handsome face if you hadn't stopped?'' Jin asked shouting. Jungkook looked at him boredly and took off his headphones.

''You were saying something?''

''Huh?'' Jin looked at him wide eyed. Did Jungkook just looked at him like he was some fool?

''I....leave it. Why are you working out at this hour?'' Jin asked leaving the punching bag and sitting on the bench beside Jungkook who was brushing his hairs away from his face.

''I was not feeling like sleeping.'' The ravenette replied shortly.

''What happened?'' Jin asked.

''Nothing.''

'' Then why are you not feeling sleepy?'' Jin asked again.

''Don't wanna talk about it Hyung.'' Jungkook replied standing up.

''You know you can talk to me about anything....right?'' Jin asked. Jungkook need to open up. Its been years he last saw the ravenette smiling or laughing. It hurts to see Jungkook going through all this.

''I know Hyung...I just...I don't know.'' Jungkook replied weakly.

''May be I can help you.''

''You can't Hyung....''

''But at least tell me, I-''

''That's the thing Jin Hyung, I don't know how to tell you...I don't know how to explain. I am feeling so suffocated and can't see any opening to fresh air.'' Jungkook replied without realising what he was saying.

''Kook..'' And Jungkook felt himself getting teary when he heard the nickname after so many years. Jin stood up and came to him.

''Don't stress out yourself bub...Things will clear out. Everything will be fine again.'' Jin said making Jungkook avoid his eyes.

''I don't know what it is?...Its so...so beautifully suffocating.'' Jungkook stuttered with his words and Jin wanted to hug him but he know that the younger don't like physical affections.

''Tell me whatever comes to your mind. Don't filter your words...I am here to listen, Kook.'' Jin said making Jungkook sit down on the chair.

The doctor waited patiently for the ravenette to speak. Jungkook fiddled with his fingers as he looked down towards his feet.

''I don't know what I am feeling, Hyung....I want to smile, but something always stop me from doing that. I want to tell people what they mean to me but I don't know how to say it out loud. I-I want to feel wanted Hyung....I want someone who see me as a human, not a mafia leader who sheds blood and has so many dark secrets....I want to believe what I see but my heart tell me that I am wrong. This is so confusing...so frust-frustrating. I don't want to feel anything but again, I want to feel everything....pain, anger, confusion, frustration, care, exhaustion, surprise, shame, fear, sadness, happiness.....l-lo.... I don't know what I want.'' Jungkook couldn't say the word out loud but Jin clearly saw what he wanted to say in his stumbling words and fidgety movements.

''And?'' Jin encouraged the mafia leader to speak. After years, Jin felt so emotional seeing Jungkook talking about his emotions, his hardships, his wants.....

''I want to sleep, Hyung...but can't. I want to smile, but can't....I fucking want to cry but can't. I want to do so many things but I can't....this is messing with my mind. I want to believe Taehyung but I can't..'' Jungkook finally let the words escape and Jin smiled.

So this is what is making him so speedy.

'' Jimin told me everything about him.'' Jin stated making Jungkook look at him in surprise.

''He didn't wanted to but I am your doctor, Jungkook....I need to know everything that's happening with you.'' Jin explained immediately making the ravenette look down again with a sigh.

''He is here with a motive but he acts like he cares....Why does he have to play with someone's emotions if he is going to leave in the end?'' Jungkook questioned.

The ravenette knew very clearly that his heart will become a problem in future because it has started beating, it has became alive and the one who is behind this miracle is a person who will leave him as soon as his work is done here. But he couldn't stop himself when he saw that beautiful smile, that innocence in those brown eyes, an attractive seduction in those blue orbs, cute blush on those rosy cheeks and an embarrassment behind those avoided gazes.

When Taehyung snuggled into his chest today, he felt like he has got something he was forbidden for. He wanted to wrap his arms around the blonde but he couldn't. He don't want to get hurt....he is afraid of being left alone again...When he was left alone last time, he became the Devil...if he is left alone for the second time, he don't know what he would do.

He will set the whole world on fire.

He let his mother leave him because he was incapable but now, he will not let Taehyung leave him.

Because He love Kim Taehyung.

A person who came to his life like a storm and turned his whole world upside down.

And the confession to himself was enough hard for him. Saying it out loud may take forever but he will not let anyone take Taehyung away from him.

Whatever the blonde want, whatever his motive may be, he is now bound with the Mafia leader, a Devil.

'' Are you falling for him, Kook?'' Jin asked carefully sitting on the ground in front of the ravenette who looked at Jin with determined expressions.

''I have fallen for him, Hyung.''

He tempted the Devil.

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