(This was a lemon I made myself, idk why but I had a emotional Reiner Smut dream, and thought that I should write it so I won't forget it 😊. . . Here it is 😏 enjoy my dirty dream of this thick big daddy of a man 🛐 also. . . My dreams are very creative and somewhat very interesting to read, it's strange how I can even have such detailed dreams like this.)

~3rd pov~

After Annie and Reiner fought the Yeagerist, they were carried back to a ship. The ship had separate rooms and both were placed into different beds, and the medic was sent to check on them.

Reiner looked at his arms which were fizzing with steam since he was healing. He heard the door open and looked at the lean strong feminine figure enter and close the door.

Wearing a red medic mark on her left arm and wearing a large white coat. His eyes cleared and he saw her face, the girl he thought he'd never see again until today, four entire years later.

Y/n L/n.

The one who ripped her shirt just to wrap around his arm when he was bit by a Titan, the one who thought she was friends with him, who laughed with him and shared their emotions with.

She looked more serious and darker, mature and not surprised to see him at all here. Almost like she lost all of her emotions when he last saw her.

"Y/n?'' he said as he sat up on his elbows.

"Lay down." She said, her voice had changed.

It was no longer sweet and innocent, it was scary and straight forward.

"I said lay down." She pushed his chest down to make him lay back. He was taken back by her actions.

"Y/n, it's me-"

"You who? Which one am I speaking to exactly? The guy who was my best friend? The one I always sought out to protect and tried to find when you disappeared? The one who broke me when I heard that he was a traitor and a undercover warrior from Marley? Who destroyed my home and let the titans devour my 7 month old pregnant mother and little brothers? Or the Warrior who thinks of me as an island devil who wants to do God knows what to other innocent people? . . . Dammit, Braun. . . I know you were brainwashed as a child but. . . Shit. . . I just wished you could've-. . . . I shouldn't have listened to Jean. . . This was a mistake." She said.

"No, Y/n, I'm-"

"Don't talk. I'm just here to see if your Titan ability is working. And as far as I can tell, its perfectly fine, you still have those weird marks on your eyes. So stay here, rest up and you'll be good to go." She said before turning her back and walking away, she left the room and headed back to Armin to see his wounds.

Reiner saw the last second tears forming in her eyes when she turned around.

Reiner was lost himself, and realized that she never said his name, Reiner, but instead just his last name. He was upset and hurt that she spoke to him that way, but he knew that she had the right to treat him that way, after what he did.

Even then she felt guilty and remorse for what should be her enemy, which at first was the titans and the corrupted people. But now. . . Her enemy was Marley, and even himself.

Armin immediately saw the tears when Y/n checked on him. She broke down and cried in Armin's arms, he comforted her. She said how it hurt so much to see Reiner again, saying that she actually loved the big, built like an Ox, idiotic moron before she found out his secret.

She cried in his arms, and felt so stupid and so weak for even crying about a traitor. She shouldn't be crying over someone who practically killed her family, one who cheered her up when she was down.

But she couldn't fight her weak emotions. She just cried. Saying that she feels like she loses everyone, how everyone either leaves her or dies.

After crying to Armin, she managed to calm down and stop crying.

"Dammit. . . Sorry, Armin. . ." She sighed as she cleaned her face.

"It's okay, Y/n. I. . . I never seen you cry before. Even back in Paradis, you'd never cry, you'd just act tough and nice to everyone. . ." He said.

"Pft, yeah. . . Thanks for. . . Hearing all of that." She said.

"It's okay, I won't tell anyone you cried."

"Heh, thanks. . . I'm going to go to my room. . . I'm gonna keep studying more about medicine. I'll. . . I'll see you tomorrow, Armin." She said as she stood.

He stood and hugged her.

"Thanks, Y/n. For everything you did for us."

"No, thank you. You're the last person to actually help me with my mental state." She grinned, "Bye."

"Bye, have a goodnight." He said.

"You too.''

~Y/n pov~

I held my arms close to my chest as I walked down the hall to my room. I looked down and saw that the lights were on in my room, I took a breath and opened my door.

Seeing Reiner who turned around to look at me. And in his hand was my journal.

"What the- Re- You bastard, you're supposed to be in your room resting! And give me back my book!" I yelled as I walked to him and tried to snatch my book away.

He simply lifted it above his head with his arm.

"R- Give it back!" I ordered, "That's my private property!"

"Do you have feelings for me?" He said, snapping me into realization that he had actually read the entire thing the entire time I was with Armin.

"Y-You asshole!! Give it back now! And N-No!! I don't like you!! I hate you for what you did to me!! I can barely stand to look at you now give it back!" I said as I tried to reach up to his height, which was a fail since he was like 6'1 in feet.

And I was just. . . small.

"Answer my question first!" He said.

"Give it back or else!"

"Or else what?"

"I'll knee you in the damn balls and castrate you after!!" I growled, "Give it to me now-MM?!"

Everything stopped in my head when he grabbed my face and kissed me. I was not only surprised, but I was fucking pissed off and past my limit.

I shoved him back and smacked him across the face. I grabbed my book and walked to my desk before putting it back in the drawer.

I faced my desk with my hands on the table, keeping my eyes shut and trying to forget his face. Trying to make my own brain forget about his appearance.

"Get out."

"Y/n-"

"Get out now!" I said as I faced him.

"I don't want to see you! Get out!" I said again as I tried to push him back, but he didn't move an inch. He held my wrists and made me look at him.

I shut my eyes and turned my head away from his direction.

"Y/n, look at me."

"No, leave me alone." I growled as I tried to fight his strength and pull my wrists away.

"Look at me now before I make you!"

"Let me go!"

He moved my wrist to his other hand and held both of my hands in one before trying to hold my face.

"Don't fucking touch me, Braun!"

"Just look at me dammit! Listen to what I'm trying to say! I love you, too! I love you, I love you!! I always have!! Ever since we first met! I wanted to marry you!" He said.

No. No! He's lying! He's always lying to me! He lied before and he's lying again.

"You're lying! You're trying to trick me again like last time! And I won't fall for it again! I won't like anyone again!! I don't trust anyone but Armin, Jean, Connie and Mikasa! Let me go!!" I yelled.

"I'm not lying! Look at me!"

I still fought against his strength which was hella strong. I mistook him for being a dumb himbo, but I was wrong. I raised my leg and prepared to knee him in the baby maker, but he deflected my hit by shoving me backwards onto my bed.

He pinned my arms beside my head and sat on my legs to stop me from kicking or struggling.

"Fucki- Get off!! This is rape!! I'll fucking kill you myself!"

"I'm not going to do anything! This isn't you, Y/n! What happened to the Y/n who would laugh with me? The one who said she'll always be there when I needed her?! Who would never harm me-''

"She's dead! She died four years ago, you ass! This is me now! Wow! what a damn shocker! Well, guess what, You Bastard! I had to grow up! I had to get over the fake friend who abandoned me!! Now get off!! I'm going to make you pay for this!! You motherfucker!!" I growled as I moved.

"Y/n!" He said as he looked at me, what made me stop moving was feeling a drop of something wet on my cheek.

I opened my eyes and saw that he was close to tears as he looked down at me. He. . . He was crying. Really crying as he watched me.

"Y-You. . ."

"Y/n, please. Don't fight me. Just listen. . . I do love you. . . I do. When I made it back to Marley. . . I had terrible nightmares about you. . . That. . . That you might've been eaten by those titans and I never got the chance to even say anything I wanted. Or that you were already with someone else like Eren or Jean. . . It hurt. . . It scared me. . . It made me so fearful when I saw you. I wasn't sure if you. . . Were engaged with someone else. . ." He said.

"When I saw you. . . I thought about everything we've done together. You're beautiful smile, your colorful eyes, your laugh, your positive thoughts, sweet compliments, nice demeanor, the funny weird and dark jokes she made, the kind and helpful person who wanted to help others. . . Please, Y/n. . . Become that girl again. . . Be the girl that cared for me. . . That. . . That would hug me and tell me her worst fears when she had a nightmare or thought of something horrible. . . The one who shared the same father issues with me. . . Who needed me to be there when she was down. . ." He begged with a breaking voice.

Never in my life. . . Have I seen Reiner cry.

". . ." I turned my head away to hide my own tears that were reappearing again.

"You. . . I'm not like that anymore, ." I said, nearly above a whisper.

He let go of one of my hands and turned my face to look at him.

"Please. . . Open your eyes." He whispered.

I didn't want too. I shouldn't.

But I did. I opened my eyes and looked at his own hazel colored eyes. He had a small grin as he wiped a single tear from my face.

". . . You said my name. . ." He said, holding back his joy and longing sobs of happiness.

". . . So what if I did. . . It doesn't matter. . . It's just a name-"

"You never said my name in the last four years. . . I read that in your book. . . Do. . . Do you really hate me that much?" He asked.

I gulped back my dry throat and took a deep breath, rethinking the question he asked me.

". . . Yes. . . And no. . ." I mumbled.

I could knock him off the bed and grab my knife, but even if I try to stab him, he could shift into a Titan instead.

"I hate you for what you did. . . But. . . I can't stop loving the dumb idiot I fell for. . . I hate that I even like you, I should've gotten over you. I should be with someone else, not you. I'd actually rather marry Jean or Connie. . . Even Marco but. . . You killed him. . . You, Bertolt, and Annie killed him when he was innocent. He didn't do anything to us. . . Sometimes. . . I always think about if me and Marco swapped places, what if I heard about you and Bertolt talking. . . Would you've done the same to me? Left me on that roof alone to die?" I said, "Sure, you tried to save him after. . . But it was too late, you took Marco's life, but he took your sanity with him."

Reiner didn't speak, he knew I was right.

"Y/n. . . You're right. I lost my sanity, I'm all over the place, I never will be the same, and neither will you." He said.

"Yeah. . . No one will be. . ." I agreed.

I looked at him again, he let go of my hand got off of me, sitting on my bed instead of me. He held his face and rubbed his cheek, making me remember that I actually slapped him.

I stood and walked to my desk before grabbing a rag, it was cold luckily before I turned to Reiner and lifted his head. Placing the rag on his cheek, below his titan marks on his eyes which haven't disappeared yet. . . I probably looked so pathetic right now.

I'm helping someone I just hit and cursed at for a good 5 minutes.

". . . This helps with the mark I left you." I said.

"Even now, you're still helping me. . ." He added as he looked at my face.

"Yeah. . ."

I removed the rag and he grabbed my hand, letting my palm hold the side of his face. I felt the side of his thin stubble beard, I couldn't look away from his eyes, or move my hand.

"Y/n. . . You still look so beautiful. . ." He added out of nowhere.

"Thanks. . . Reiner."

I don't know I did it. But I somehow, I lost myself. I grabbed his shirt and made him kiss me, he automatically took my hips and brought me onto his lap.

He opened his mouth slightly and let my tongue enter, I held his face and he held my back as he hugged me close to him. I slipped off my white coat and dropped it on the floor, Reiner undid his shirt and let it fall as well.

"Oh shit. . ." I muttered as I looked at his body. Not even seeing what was below the belt, the upper body was enough for me. He purposely reached to his neck and held his side as he looked at me.

"What's wrong?~" he flirted. I rolled my eyes and crawled back onto my bed and let Reiner take off my shirt. I was wearing only a bra and my pants, he kissed my neck and my jaw as I pushed him back to sit down.

I already saw his hard bulge, I unzipped his pants and pulled them off, he helped kick them off his legs before I uncovered his cock.

He was fucking huge, precum and twitching. I gulped as I glanced at his face.

"Something wrong?" He asked.

"Um- I never. . . Did this-"

"Me either.'' he said.

". . . But. . . I-I overheard some guys talking before. . . So. . . Sometimes. . . The girl would. . . Do this?" I said before holding his large dick, he reluctantly moved his hips against my hand.

He liked it.

"Then-"

"You don't need to do this~" He replied.

"I-I'm okay, just. . . The girl also does. . . This?" I began to move my hand up and down his length.

"Ahh~" He groaned.

"And then. . . This." I said before licking tip.

"Agh! Y/n~" he grunted.

I licked up his cock and even began to suck on it. I kept jacking him off as I tried to take his whole dick in my mouth.

"Y-Y/n~ Stop~ I'm- I can't- AgH!~" He gasped before I felt his cum flood my mouth.

I gagged and sat up holding my mouth. I didn't know what to do with his cum in my mouth, he looked at me and was confused too.

"Mmm! Mmnn!" I hummed, obliviously trying to make a form of words.

I held my throat and swallowed before coughing.

"Ugh, fuck, that's disgusting." I gagged.

"Why did you swallow it? Why not spit it out?" He asked.

"I didn't want to ruin the floors. . . Or my bed." I answered, "Reiner, I never expected you to be big. . . Sure, your a big guy but. . . Sometimes big guys don't really have big dicks. . . And I was wrong about you." I said.

He held my face and kissed me.

"You flatter me, Y/n~" he said, I reached behind me and unclipped my bra.

I held it on my chest before letting it fall to the side. His face became red as he looked at my breasts, he was hesitant to touch them. I held his hand and brought them to my breasts.

"Stop being a wuss, I just sucked your dick and now you won't even touch me." I sighed.

"You're really pushy." He chuckled awkwardly.

I undid my pants and slid them off.

"Okay. . . I don't know how you're going to fit. . ." I muttered, "Is. . . Is it going to hurt?"

"I think so, but only for a minute. Y/n, we don't have to do this."

"I want to. . . I've been wanting to be with you, Reiner. So. . . Do it." I said as I laid back and let Reiner slip off my underwear.

He held my knees and sat between them. He used his fingers and touched my wet folds lightly, I bit my lip as he gently pressed one finger inside of me.

"Mmm, Reiner~" I moaned.

"Y/n, you're tight around my finger~" He whispered, "I-I'm going to add another one." He said.

I felt his finger slid out before two tried to enter me. I winced and held his hand to stop since it began to hurt, Reiner looked at me and kissed my hand.

"Just look at me~" he said, he stayed over me and held my hand.

"I'm scared, Reiner." My voice muttered.

"It's okay, I'm not going to hurt you. I promise, it'll go away after a minute. Trust me~" he answered as he kissed my lips.

I reached above my head to hold the sheets as he rubbed his tip against my folds. Slowly, he began to push through my folds and into my tight sealed core. I felt it stretch and painfully sting. I gasped and winced as he kept going, he stopped and kissed my tears away. Whispering that he's not done, but it'll be over soon.

"R-Reiner!~ It hurts!~" I cried as I bent my legs and clenched my knuckles into the bed.

"It's okay, it kinda hurts me, your very tight, Y/n~ T-Try to relax a little, breathe~" He said, I closed my eyes and calmed my racing heart.

I hugged his large chest and breathed calmly.

"A-Are you almost in?~" I asked.

"Barely-"

"Argh, fuck!~" I groaned.

I used my legs to hug his waist, Reiner continued to penetrate my pussy. I wasn't only wet, I was sure as hell bleeding too. It felt so full with his cock in me, finally I told him to fully enter me quickly and stay still. He was against it at first but I convinced him.

So he covered my mouth gently and repositioned himself before fully ramming his entire dick inside of me, pushing past my walls and stretching me to the size of his cock.

I did scream in his hand, he held me close and gasped himself as he stayed inside of me. He removed his hand and held my face.

"A-Are you okay?~"

". . . Mhm~ J-Just be slow. . . At first, a-am I bleeding?" I asked in a whisper.

He slowly rose and used his finger to touch the wetness on my thighs. He showed me the red velvet color on his fingertips.

"Ah, damn~" I whimpered.

"It's okay~ It's okay. I got you~ I'm staying still, tell me when you want me to do anything~" He said.

I had my hands on his strong arms and waited, shaking slightly and nodding my head for him to move. Which he did, he slowly pulled his dick back and gently pushed himself back inside me.

He was kissing me as he gently made love to me. My arms wrapped around his shoulders to bring him down on my breasts, I felt his abs softly grind against my stomach as he continued.

This was actually happening, I'm fucking Reiner Braun, shit, it still doesn't feel real.

"Is this real?~" I asked with a slight moan.

"I was starting to think the s-same~" he grunted, "I never thought I'd ever be in bed with you~"

"G-Go faster, Reiner~" I begged.

He held the side of my hip and my hand before making his hips snap faster against me.

"R-Reiner~ Ah~ Ah~ Shit~ It feels so good~ Mmm~" I moaned.

"It does~ Ngh~ How are you so tight~ This is amazing~" he groaned.

I locked my legs together around his waist and used my knees to try and push his back down on me. I wanted to feel his warmth, he kissed me again and sucked on the crook of my neck.

He held my legs and continued to thrust into me, I let my hand find my clit and circle it as he kept going. My panting and soft moans were right by his ear as he licked my throat.