《His Second》Part:52 (innocent insecurities)
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As Sana said she wanted to continue, Sid did happily. It was their 6th round when her face became pale as he kept thursted into her. He looked into her eyes, “Baby?You okay, right? Should I stop love?"
She weakly nodded no & mumbled, “continue"
He knows, she wasn’t being able to take him more but the fact that she wanted him to continue pushed him in delema. He could continue all night as she was his world of fantasy, but her ability is a big concern for him. So he kept checking her while drilling her.
Here, Sana? She was dying in pain. Not even a bit of him was endurable for her bruised part. Yet, she was forcing herself to face it. Because, Sakshi 's statement kept ranging in her head.
But, her body didn’t give support to her & she went unconscious while her part started bleeding at round 6.
Sid who was so into the moment looked at her face & found it to not move evn a bit. He patted her cheeks, “Sana? Baccha?"
No response came from her side, confirming her blanking out. He hurriedly came out of her & found bloods oozing out from there.
He instantly wore clothes & called the doctor again while cleaning her up worriedly.
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“Umm....Sir...umm...you...shouldn’t force a woman. I mean not everyone's energy or limits are same. She got hurt... Um....& um..you should have stopped when maybe she told you too..um..this is not good to force in such.... Um..." the doctor hesitated making Sid hear all this silently.
He didn’t want say anything to the doctor just asked, “She'll be okay soon?"
The doc nodded making him order, “Leave"
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It was late 5 PM at the clock when Sana opened her eyes slowly. She Looked around her & found Sid sitting on the couch while looking at her in one gaze.
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She hissed in pain mumbling, “m..mein sogayi thi?"
He didn’t reply anything, only kept looking at her. He looked calm as like as the Everest of dawn. She gulped down meowing, “I'm sorry agar mein so gayi thi. Umm..a. Ap chahe to we can continue now.. Um....hum.... Umm...ap.....um..kya huya?"
He didn’t reply anything this time too making her heart bit super fast. She cried, “Ap naraz hogaye? Mein sogayi thi? M...mujhe yaad nehi m...kab sogayi...um..I'm sorry.. M..Please mujhse nafrat maat kijiye.. I...can.. Make..it up..mein..mein..."
Continuously blabbering she tried to stand up, but her state was such that she screaming fell down on the floor making him shout, “STUPID!!" & then run towards her to lift her up in arms before placing her back on the bed.
She hold his collar, “Ap gussa..."
Without letting her finish, he wrapped her in the duvet scolding, “You are not leaving THE BED"
She nodded fearing, making him rub own forhead in irritation. He sat beside her asking, “Kya problem kya h tumhari? Do I beat you? Itna daar kis baat ka hein? Janwar jaisa dikhta hoon?"
His voice was so much loud that she shiveringly moved back & tears keot brimming out of hers making his mind frustrated.
“I just can't deal with you anymore. Bloody immature kid!" yelling he walked towards the swimming area to puff Ciga.
“Bloody immature kid" she mumbled to herself & then started crying hiding her face in own palm till she fell in sleep.
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“Sana?" J.M called her as sana was cooking breakfast for them.
She looked back mumbling, “G..ood..morning mumma"
J.M kissed on her head, “Good morning, but um..you okay right?"
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She nodded her head asking, “Haan, mujhe kya hoga?"
J.M tapped on her head, “The maids were saying tum subhe se ansu gira rahi ho? "
Sana gasped as she didn’t knw all of them noticed it. She meowed, “Ai..sa matlab.."
J.M pulled her in own arms, making her start crying like a baby while holding Her mother-in-law tightly.
J.M kept patting her head softly, “Kya hogaya Sana? Siddharth ne phirse daant di?"
She got hiccupped as she mumbled, “mu..Mujhe unko khush rakhna hein mere sath, mumma. M..mein unko sari khushiya dena chahti hoon. Lekin, har baar mein bas unko gussa hi dila deti hoon. Mujhe samajh nehi ati ki mein kaha galat hoon? M...mumma, I dont want him to find me immature. Mein....kya karoo?"
J.M : Tum aisa kyu bolrahi ho? Siddharth has anger issues, we all know this right? Wo gusse m bohot aise chize boldeta hein jo wo mean bhi nehi karta, pata hein na?
She hugged her tightly saying, “Wo nafrat karte hein mujhse "
J.M playfully slapped on her back, “Haan haan, aur Uski pehli biwi ko pyaar karta hein. Hein na?"
This was a plain sarcasm which hitted Her head like a stone. She Looked at J.M as if she saw a ghost making J.M giggle, “Aise kya dekhrahi ho, pagal! Wo tumse kitna pyaar karta hein ye sabko pata hein thik hein!!? "
She mumbled, “Hmm" & then broke the hug meowing, “Wo..khana hogaya mein..unkk bulake lati ho"
J.M nodded while Sana walked towards their room with a lots of insecurities in heart. There, she found Siddharth buttoning up his shirt.
Biting lowerlip, she back hugged him very cosily mumbling, “Good Morning "
He looked at the mirror just to find her small fragile hands on his naked abs. He asked without turning back, “How are you today? Dard hein ab bhi?"
She nodded her head shying, “nehi. Behtar hein "
He silently then continued getting ready making her mumble, “Siddharth ..um...I love you"
He didn’t reply anything, just focused on wearing the wrist watch.
She meowed again, “Apko mein duniya ki sari khushiya dungi. Ap..ko mein humesha khush rakhungi aur...ekdin ap bhi mujhse utna hi pyaar karoge jitna mein apko karti hoon. I promise "
He plainly said, “ Haan, ek din right. Ab to nehi karta na! Tabhi tumhe lagta hein ki I'll hurt you anytime, gonna beat you anytime. Hein na? Kha jayunga na tumhe mein? Insaan to hoon nehi, Rakshas hoon . Forcefully sanse chinke rakhdunga ekdin. Hein na? Kyuki obviously pyaar sirf tumko hein. Mujhe to bass darake apni jism ki chahat ko pura karna hota hein tumse. Nehi?"
She broke the hug & then stood infront of him mumbling, “Matlab?"
“Matlab side haato. Ready hone do mujhe. Meeting k liye late horaha hoon" he replied making her hold his thumb of both hands like a kid of class 1.
“Mein...aisa nehi sochti...mujhe pata hein you adore me. Pyaar.. Bhi karoge jab m thodi mature banjayungi. I have no complaint for that. M....ein intezar karungi uss wakt ka" she said with a nervous smile.
He sighed, “Dimaag bohot kam hein tum mai" & then left the room taking own blazer .
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