10 minutes passed after Siddharth's havoc yet Sana was standing there burying herself in him to calm her her.

He broke the hug & made her sit down on the bed before offering her a glass of water saying, “Calm down"

With her trembling hands she took the glass and gulped it as if her life was dependent on that.

He caressed her cheeks, “You okay?"

Nodding she gave him back the glass. But Didn't at all looked at him as her shyness was beyond any hill.

Sid: Look at me.

Her breath again became uneven and her chest vulnerably moved uo to down in nervousness making him cup her face & pull it up. So that he could directly watch inside her eyes which had tears. These tears came for overstimulating her limit suddenly. Though her heart knows how much it liked the closeness.

But Siddharth who could only watch her tears which was very unknown for him in intimacy time made him confuse. As he nvr knew that a girl can shed tears in such time too.

He softly asked, “Hey, did I hurt you excessively? "

She didn’t know what to say. What to reply. What to react. She only asked him, “Apne to kaha tha mein apke liye ek bacchi hoon? Yo..you treat me as a ki..kid?"

Sudden realisation & all the calculation banged in his head like storm. He upcupped her face & stepped back saying, “Yes. Forget it thinking as an accident. Yes accident "

Her heart hurted. She didnt want to hear such after tolerating such harsh bite. She stood up saying, “Accident? Aise kaise accident? Ap itni time se to..baat kar rahe the..Apne kha ap..."

He yelled in frustration, “Haan, behek gaya tha. Hogayi galti. Now Just cut it off!" & walked towards the swimming area to lit up cigarette.

Her heart started bleeding this time. She followed him & asked, “Galti tha ye? Galti se koi kisiko kaat ta hein? Wo..wo bhi...wo..bhi..aise?"

Her every cell wanted to hear assurance of her being owned by him but there he was standing with his cigarette without even accepting there intimacy a thing.

He didn’t reply. Rather started puffing Ciga making her cryingly stand infront of him & started punching on his stomach, “Galti tha ye??? Galti kaise kiya apne?? Ap to Siddharth Agnihotri ho? Jo kabhi galat nehi hota. To...apne ye kaise kiya?!

Her strengthless punches did nothing to him so he kept looking down at her with calm eyes.

Sana: Batao?? Bacchi hu to kyu chuya apne abhi mujhe??"

He replied to hide his sudden burstout of lust & make her feel a lil better & still pure, “ I'm almost of 40 Sana! My body has uncontrollable need of a woman's body. And i admit it shouldn’t go on you like this. Don't just feel touched or anything. It wasn’t a kiss. You are still young & fresh. I'll surely think of something to never let this happen again. Don't just feel upset. Don't feel disgust. I'll make it up "

Saying all this in one breath, he left the room with heavy heart which didn’t go unnoticed by Janvi maa who overheard their convo.

Before Sana could process Siddharth's words, Janvi maa clapped on her. She turned around saying, “M..mumma ap?"

J.M: Don't you call me that Sana!! You do not need to call me that ever again. Tum..kar kya rahi ho mere bete k sath??

Sana: Mein?

J.M: Haan tum. What do you think hum e dikh nehi raha that how you are punishing him?! Zara k janey k baad se tum jo mentally hurt kar rahi ho usse dikh nehi raha?? What do you think, It's only you who's sad about Zara?? Wo Dad samajhta tha usko khudke!! I had seen my strong son's eyes go wet when Zara was given into his arms for the first time!! Wo dikha nehi raha but tut chuka hein andar se. Tumse, mujhse sabse jyada! Kyu uski chott ko aur gehra kar rahi ho???

She continued, “Kya lagta hein tumhe maza aya usse ye saab karke?? Tumse chota tha mera beta jabse wo pura Agnihotri industry samhal raha h. That too alone!!! Mein kabhi shak nehi kiya uske decisions par! Humesha pta tha mujhe uska liya huya har ek faisla sahi hein! Phir tum kon hoti ho to doubt him??? Humara ek past h Sana!!

Janvi maa then stated the whole flashback of Sameer adding, “Siddhart ko nehi chaiye tha ki Zara badi hokey Sameer jaise tumhe aur usko kosey ki chinn liya uski pita se!! Hum e nehi chaiye tha ki Sameer jaisa Zara bhi aise suicide threads de bde hokey!! Tumhe chaiye bolo???

Sana nodded no while whimpering. She had no idea about the history.

J.M: Kyu uski takleef badha rahi ho tum?? Sakshi ne waise hi tabah karke rakh di thi uska jindegi. High blood pressure ka issue hogaya mere bacche ko, wo 1 ki jgah 4 cigarette leta tha, Drinks pe drinks karta tha. Mujhe chaiye tha uske jindegi m khushi. Tabhi m tumhe layi!! Ki tum shayed thoda behtaar kar sako uski life. Uske manly needs ko meet kar sako. Usko pyaar se pyaar karwa sako phirse. Naki ye bacchi bado ka natak karo!!

Sana: wo maante hein mujhe bacchi.. Meine aisa kha nhi kbhi...

J.M: Baccha wala kam karogi to yehi kahega na wo? Did you ever try to be his wife? Sana, mujhe mere bete k liye biwi chaiye tha. Baccha nehi!!! Kis baat ki saja de rahi ho isse? Pehle wale baato ki?

She further said, “He used to think tum bhi Sakshi jaisi hogi. He didn’t want to get soft neither wanted you to be for him! But hogaye tum dono kareeb. Jabse usse lagana Sana you aren’t like Sakshi, he's been Good na Sana? Wo bohot accha hein. Lkin Sakshi ne uske life kaisa bana diya tha you habe no idea. Mein baas haath jorke ek binti krti hu, Tum usse khush nehi rakh sakte na sahi, but mere bacche ko aur takleef maat do?? Bohot kuch kiya mere bete ne sabke liye wo bohot accha deserve krta hein. Don't hurt my son for God's sake!!!

Saying J.M left the room crying making Sana stood there shockingly. His every good flashback roamed in her head.

She fell down on the bed with a thud & before she could close her eyes two of the guards knocked the door saying, “Mam, we are here to transfer your luggage"

She frowned standing up, “Luggage? Kaha?"

Guards: Sahab bol gaye ki ap apni room mai laut rahi ho? To luggage transfer karde.

While saying this the guards looked at her as if showering her with venom. They loved their boss yoo much & know his past. Like J.M even they wished for a better married life for him. But Everything started going backward to where it all started.

Sana could feel the hate. She mumbled, “M..baad mai karlenge. Ap..aplog abhi jao "

Nodding the guards left.

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Two days passed from the day but Siddharth didn’t return to his home. The house members only got a news from Mohit that Siddharth has some messed up issues to solve in the office. So he wouldn’t be able to come home anytime soon.

Sana tried to call him but it always showed switched off making her already messed up heart more disaster.

She was going crazy to see or atleast watch him. She hated to feel ignored from him & cursed herself for doing this to him in past.

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