I don't feel too good and it's supposed to be my wedding day. My stomach hurts a little and I don't know if it is nerves. Maybe it is but I do love him, I want to be his Queen. The hot water felt great on my skin, my muscles were a little sore. Xavier had gotten dressed and left. He told me William will be here in an hour and it has left me to panic more. I have no wedding dress, I can't get married looking a mess. I think back to the dresses that took half of my closet when I first moved in. I try to stop thinking and enjoy my shower, I decide to shave because I'm sure Xavier's going to want more. I decide to kill two birds with a stone and wash my face thoroughly, I need a clean face for make up today. Since I had been staying in Xavier's room for a while most of my things are in her. I do occasionally have to go back and get more. However I would rather do my hair and make up at the vanity than in his bathroom.

I wash all the soap off my body and stand in the hot water one last time. I open the door to the shower and exit. I grab a towel and wrap it around my body and walk to the drawer of the bathroom and grab my make up bag and toiletries. I leave the bathroom and go into a dryer that Xavier gave me to store my underwear in. I chose a lace blue bra and and underwear set and pic them up. I turn around to grab my things off the floor that I left last night but something black caught my eyes per usual. It was a dress laid out with a note card, the dress was long and seemed like it would touch the floor. It had a inches waist and had floral patterns all over it. It was strapless with a long black train. It was so beautiful I couldn't breath and my heart was pumping out of my chest.

I drop everything in my hand on the bed and pick up the notecard, "Could a Prince please you then Mary you after? I have spent my entire life alone and today I finally realized that I was just waiting for you.-X"

I want to save the note but I am supposed to get dressed, I pick everything back up including the dress and try to pull the door open. After a few attempts I finally get the door open, I see my room and run across the hall to it. I open the door and the sight always shocks me but what shocks me even more is seen Mackenzie sitting on the edge of the bed. She's holding some sort of small cloth and I can see tears falling from her eyes. She finally notices me and get up immediately to come and help with my handful of things. "No Makenzie please go sit down."

She nods her head and does what I say, I feel so guilty. I feel so guilty for being happy when I caused her extreme grief and heartache. I walk towards the vanity and set everything down, "Mackenzie I'm so sorry, please forgive me. I know it's a lot to ask for but please."

She finally speaks up and say, "I could never be angry at the one who tried to save her. For that you will be a great Queen, many are just royal. You are so much more than that and for that I thank you. Also I got your letter and it spoke volumes on your character." I blink away the tears and bend down to her level trying not to flash her with this towel.

"Mackenzie I can't tell you how much this means to me." I say to her with a tear slipping out.

She looks down and it wipes my tear away, "Let me help you get ready please Amelia." I smile at her finally calling me my name, I stand up to hug her and she feels very frail like she hasn't eaten anything. I haven't eaten anything either, food just hasn't been on my mind since I killed my mates brother. A sentence I'd never thought I say and certainly wouldn't do. I let go one her very frail body and finally go to put on my underwear. I had decided not to wear the bra since my dress is strapless.

I sit down at the vanity and Mackenzie starts on my hair while I organize my make up. She walks away into my closet and comes back with a black box. "Your something blue." She sats it next to me and opens the box and it a white bridal hair clip with blue crystals all over it.

"Oh that's really not necessary, I already have my something blue." I say to her nodding my hair at the beautiful hair jewelry. "It will add to your eyes, If only you wore more color." She frowns at me after saying.

"Fine I'll wear it." She hums in approval and goes back to sleeking my hair in a nice bun. She leaves to front pieces out and begins to add the clip. I move back to my make up and prepare my face, I decide to go minimal. I move to do my lips and she's about finished with my hair.

Once I'm done with my lips I open the drawer in my vanity and grab some really pretty pearl earring Xavier gifted me after a swimming date 3 weeks ago. Once I'm finished with that I stand up and face Mackenzie and she's holding the dress.

She zips it down and opens it for med to step in, I slide right through and she pull it up for me. It fits perfectly and hugs my body. I turn around so she can zip me up and once she does just that we move to the mirror. She gasps and so does I, I looked like an actual bride. I look very mundane and queenly.

"You have beautiful eyes Amelia and you'll be a beautiful Bride and Queen."She says, I turn around to bring her into my embrace.

"I want you to stay at the Palace once things calms down." I say and Pull back from her, she becomes teary eyed and that pain in my chest returns.

"I can't stay here, the more I stay the more my pain flourishes. I wish to leave to get a new start, to learn who I am without her. Maybe even find my mate, I just have to go." She says and wipes away the tears. She turns away and picks up some heels, my dress touches the floor so it covers my feet. I make a face to her and point to some slides that will work just better. She picks those up instead and helps me adjust till I'm comfortable.

"Okay well at least update me, and if you need anything you know I'm here." She nods her head in response and we hear a knock. I smile at her and she goes to open the door, it is William dressed royally formal. He formally bows and faces me again, "Your Majesty I am to escort you."

I nod my head and he walks to lock his arm with mines, as we walk out the door Mackenzie fixes my dress.

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I though there would be music playing but there is none, we're at the entrance of the throne room. Xavier is at the other hand of the door. I am nervous to walk in plus I have never watched a Royal Wedding. I guess this is the first to be private but the way things played out I am sure protocol put this in place. I take a deep breath in and clenches Williams arm, the guards open the doors and there I see him.

Dressed perfectly to match me wearing an all black suit and his hair was perfect. William and I walk for what seems like forever until we reach him. I now notice Victoria standing a step ahead of us. Michael isn't here, Xavier hugs and kisses me and we turn forward to her. She's wearing a very dark marron color, I had learned in my classes that the Queen Mother would wear dark colors during this time period. Either way she looks very beautiful with her long hair curled to perfection. "I never imagined doing this alone, I thought I'd always have my mate beside me. I thought that all mates were perfect matches. I now know that no one is perfect, we all have flaws especially me. Years ago I made the wrong choice in not choosing my son and sanity. In that choice I set the way I would behave as a Queen. I know nothing in details of my son, though I hope he will forgive. However I know a lot about my daughter and she is everything my son has ever deserved in more. She will be the be the Queen I never was and even more." I look to Xavier and see a tear fall down and I squeeze his arm in response.

"I am here to perform the marriage ceremony that had been practiced since the very first King and Queen. Beside me is a ribbon that was blessed by the Moon Goddess, every King and Queen has been in witness with this ribbon. It creates and agreement of marriage to the two and the moon goddess." I look at the ribbon the pedestal beside her and it gold and glowing. I can't take my eyes off of it." She swiftly pics it up, and wraps it around the arms that Xavier and I have linked.

The ribbon glows the brightest light I have ever seen and our names begin to be etched upon it. I feel my heart beating extremely fast and I feel emotionally closer to Xavier than I have ever been. It stops glowing and our names remain. Victorian unlaces us from the ribbon and sets it back down. I turn to Xavier and kiss his soft perfect lips and I can't wait to kiss them forever. He kisses me back with force and urgency then pulls away to talk.

"Lia now you're my Queen, Wife, and Warrior Luna."

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This is the end of the story, don't worry there will be an epilogue and maybe a bonus chapter. I began this. book two years ago and fell in love with it. I hope you all enjoyed this story. Do not worry this isn't the last of my writing, maybe a sequel ? I don't know, on a good note the book will go under HEAVEY editing. Like I said there will be an epilogue and some bonus so be on the look out. Love you guys, Like, always comment because I love it tremendously. ;)