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This is so weird and I am okay to admit it, this doesn't feel like home anymore. Xavier is where it feels home and it is like I stepped back into my old life. I don't even remember what it was like to breath before him. Right now we are staying in the packs house for long or short term visitors. It was weird seeing my old pack, it is weird being here. I am staying in a old room that needs to be redecorated. Of course it's not my room like the one I have back home but it at least have a bathroom attached so that I don't have to share one. The bed is quite small but it will do, some of my things are sat on the floor next to a huge wooden dresser. I refuse to unpack because I know I won't be stying here long.

My family insisted that they were to stay in their own home and that I come with them. I decided to stay here with the Queen because I don't want her to be alone. Some of the gaurds that came with us are watching my family home. The Queen took the bigger bedroom only after I kept assisting, she was very silent after dropping that bombshell to me. I have not spoken to Xavier since the last time we got off the phone. He seemed occupied and unapologetic about the things he said to me but I figured none of that matters now with our current predicaments. I haven't slept and it nearing day time, I have no idea what I am going to do to fill my day.

There is nothing else I can do, it is another time back home and I feel no need to adjust to the days ere. I guess I could visit my old students but it'd be weird now that they've have a new teacher for several months. I decide to shower and wash away my thoughts with the water. I go to my luggage and open it. The weather is a little here so I quickly grab something comfortable but still cute. I also grab my shampoo and conditioner because it's time to wash my hair. It's just midnight black now and Xavier said he likes it that way but I feel the need to dye it every two seconds. However I won't do that since I do have to attend a wedding soon, hopefully.

I walk into the old bathroom and turn on the shower to the hottest setting I could. Once I strip of my clothes I get in and the water burns, its' perfect for washing away thoughts.

***

The Queen and I decide to leave this entrapment, we've been stuck in this house all day and she wanted to walk and talk with me. I am dressed in a silk black mini dress with a jean jacket, and white converse. I have on very minimal make up with a hint of pink and my hair is clipped up. The Queen is dressed very casually but she is still poised, she isn't wearing a dress. She is wearing a black turtle neck with long pants and the most beautiful designer heels. Her pretty brown hair is nicely curled and she looks stunning. We have been walking for the past 10 minutes in silence. We decided to go grocery shopping for food in that old house. There is a few Palace guard following behind us and in front. Theres a grocery store not too long from here and it feels nice to breath the air.

"Do you love your mate?" I ask her as we walk, she laughs and keeps staring ahead.

"I do love him." She only says those 4 words, everything she says is hard to interpret. I was surprised by her answer.

"But he hurt you."

"And I hurt my son." She says to me and it leaves me thinking.

"Who am I to hate someone who has hurt me when I've hurt someone else in return. I have only hope Amelia. That is hope that my son will forgive me but hope I will forgive myself. So yes I do love my mate and yes he hurt me.also yes I still hope my son loves me. You can't just turn your feeling off when someone hurts you, at least for me it's that way." She finished.

We finally reached the store and discussed how we'll split up and each find different things we need. Good thing it was an even number of gaurds because the Queen took 4 and I too. The store is quite small but big enough to get everything we need, the Queen wrote a list and I wrote what I needed to get on my phone. There isn't a lot of people in the store but we do earn a few stares. I go straight to the snack area, and look at the candy options. I hate chocolate I am more of a surgery candy girl. I finally decide on two different types of candy that I have been craving for months. My diet has certainly changed since I have been living with my mate and his ever so nor al family.

The Pit of my stomach and chest begins to ache and I can't shake the feeling. My head is starting to punt but maybe I am just dehydrated. It makes me worry but not enough to mention to the Queen or the gaurds.

I hear someone call my name and I look up to see someone I haven't seen in a few months, Macy comes running toward me. She looks shocked and excited, she was wearing sweats pants and a long sleeved shirt. She still looks pregnant but very much bigger than she was last time I saw her. She tried to come to hug me but one ion the gaurds Greg had physically stopped her.

"It is okay, she is a family friend." I wave off to him.

"Are you sure your Majesty? She seems a bit frantic." Macy takes offense to his comment based on her facia expression. "Yes I'm sure." I say to him then he steps aside, I move closer to embrace her into a hug.

"it is really nice to see you Macy." I say ti her whilst pulling away.

"You're so formal Amy, I wanted to say I am sorry. I know I could've called or texted but I am telling you now I am sorry." She finishes seemingly stressed.

"It is okay, I have learned a lot and decided that our friendship was too dependent and I am glad this happened. I'll always cherish what it once was, but it was really nice seeing you. I hope the pup is doing great, have a nice day." I feel like a weight has been lifted off my chest as I finish my words to her. I pick up some more snacks and turn to leave her there.

I never hated Macy for how she treated me those months ago but it opened my eyes. I support her but she didn't support me. That is not the type of friendship I wish to continue.

***

My whole body feels like it is in pain, I can feel every sore muscle. I feel like an idiot for not telling Amelia what was going on, because her being near me can help heal some of the pain I am going through. I do not regret challenging my father as I lie here in pain. I would do it all over again, because it meant that I was protecting her and out future.

I can feel the pain Mannox is in too, I do remember some part of the battle. It was dark and wet, I ave never doubted for one second that my father could kill me. I would never think of killing him but he certainly has thought about killing me. I can't exactly recap what exactly happened, I hope that I am not dead, If I were then Amelia would feel it. I hope she isn't in any type of pain that I am, I regret not telling her. She'll no doubt be mad at me but I had to do this. I wish to be nothing like my father and I hoped in doing this I'd be protecting her. It feels like I'm dead, though by the way I rammed my fathers body against a tree I had hope I win.

There I got hoping, I have been awfully optimistic this past year. I guess I really need it right now, to just open my eyes. Please all I need to do is open my eyes, that's all. They feel so heavy, like I can't open them, I force them open and feel a bright light stinging them. I groan in pain to the light and my body, I notice the room and it's mine and it calms the fire in my chest, I look down to see an IV in my arm. I decide not to move or take it out, I need the fluid anyway. My head is pounding and I need Amelia, William walks through my door.

"How are you feeling, Your Majesty?" He asked in a freighted tone. "My head hurts and I need my mate." He understands that having your mate near you can help heal you, we werewolves heal just really slowly without our mates. "I called Queen Mother Victoria and informed her, Queen Amelia and her are headed home soon. "

My heart starts beating rapidly as soon as he calls my mother Queen Mother, that means I won. That means I am King. It means that Amelia is Queen, my head starts pounding even more. I can't process this and be in the much pain, I have no blood wounds but I do have bruises and aches. I hit my he'd press hard in the battle of my father and I, he came at me fast and that's what knocked me off my feet. The memories of the whole fight comes back to me and it making my head hurt worse.

"Have you told my Mother about The Challenge?" I ask William and close my eyes because of the light shining. "No I did not inform The Queen or The Queen Mother, I did inform the guards. They are expected to land tonight, they were quickly put on a plane. Your father is being medically attended to, he has some very bad wounds that need medical help." He says while pouring me some tea.

"Great, I don't want them to know until they are here. After my father heals I want you to inform him of his banishment. Then I want you to clear the office of him and prepare Amelia and I's new room." I finish talking and sigh. I know I still have to worry about my half brother but I can't deal with that now, as long as I know Amelia is on her way home to me.

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We're reaching the very end and I am glad but also sad. I love the closure Amelia got from Macy.