chapter forty two

"no, lydia. he does not come onto the bed with us. put him on the floor." tatum firmly spoke, watching as lydia carried the cat to her side of the bed. he was already irritated enough about the kreed situation, but he had decided to let that one go without approaching it.

"b- but why?" she sadly asked, her eyes full with sadness as she looked up to the boy standing at the edge of the bed.

"if i say yes will you stop looking so sad?" he playfully taunted, placing his pointer and middle finger beneath her chin to raise it up so that they were making eye contact.

"yes, and he will too," she started with a smile.

"and you'll get extra cuddles if you let me have him up here," she teased as she kissed the kitten on the forehead.

"only for tonight." tatum gave in, placing himself in bed next to the girl.

as tatum adjusted himself to his own comfort, lydia turned to face towards him with her baby in hands. she gently placed the kitten between the two of them, huddling in close to tatum as she did so. she felt like she had her own little family now, and she was happy with that. of course, lydia had taken no notice to the fact that tatum did not like the cat very much. she was always wrapped up in her own world, yes, but blue had made it increasingly difficult to devote her attention to anything other than the small baby.

"please move him to the other side of you, he's breathing in my face." tatum said with irritation, turning his head the other way so that the kittens breath was no longer in his airways. this cause lydia to laugh, gently placing the kitten amongst her backside now.

"thank you, little. goodnight my love." tatum gently whispered, now facing the girl with his head once more.

however, instead of receiving a response from his little, he was met with silence. this obviously caused him to open his eyes with a quick flutter, immediately being met with the beautiful sight of the girl laying next to him. she was staring at him in awe, as she just couldn't seem to figure out why she found him so pretty.

now, instead of getting angry at the sound of no response coming from the girl, he simply felt no anger towards her. in fact, he found himself leaning in towards the girl that held so much awe in her gleaming eyes. tatums heart was beating uncontrollably out of his chest, as he didn't want to make his little uncomfortable with his actions. he was careful of her now, and he felt as though the progress that the two had made was too much for him to ruin.

lydia slightly gasped as tatum gently placed his lips against hers, sending a wave of an unfamiliar feeling to rush through-out her body. the two had never shared a kiss before, and it was nothing like either of them could've imagined. it felt as though the two had known each other for decades when they had kissed, and it felt as though they really had a connection. this was no new feeling for tatum though, of course.

surprising the both of them, lydia slowly kissed him back. tatums body immediately reacted to this by deepening the kiss, slowly of course as to not make her uncomfortable. lydia felt her body lightly tremble as tatum gently placed his hand on her throat, sending a gentle squeeze as he further deepened the kiss. tatum was extremely pleased to hear his littles response to this, as she sent one of her beautiful quiet moans into the air that filled the room. it was something that tatum had only heard once before, but he decided that he wanted to hear it for the rest of his life.

as tatum continued to tease the girl with the gentle love to her throat, lydia felt as though she was going to explode. she was feeling numerous things that she had never felt before, and she decided that she loved the feelings that tatum was bringing to her.

tatum slightly groaned as his little squirmed beneath him, him now being on top of her. he felt like she was his little lamb, and he would do anything to never become to lion that she is afraid of again. and with that, tatum gently moved blue off of the bed with one hand as he never broke the kiss once while doing so. he would be gentle, but he would only be gentle for his little and her baby.

lydia was too busy to notice that the baby had been moved, as tatum was her one and only focus for the moment. her body felt like it longed for his, and although she wasn't familiar with the feeling it was one that she wanted to keep. lydia felt like her mind was racing with thoughts strictly about tatum, but she wouldn't contest to that, either.

"c- can i touch you, little?" tatum politely grumbled, feeling overtaken by the longing he felt for the girl. fortunately both were too busy to notice the stuttering that took place in his words.

lydia delivered a quick hum of approval, accepting the fact that she wanted nothing more than tatums touch. and as quickly as lydia said yes, tatum delivered. the excited boy sent slow kisses down the girls stomach, slowing when he reached the bottom of her waist. he wanted nothing more than to take things to the next level with lydia, but he wanted to do so in a loving and respectful manner.

lydia squirmed with excitement as tatum placed his hands over lydias underwear, as the girl frequently sent herself off to bed with nothing but underwear and a t-shirt.

tatums pointer and middle finger gently made their way over lydias sensitive spot, circling in motion as the beautiful girl squirmed beneath him. the faces that lydia made were unlike anything tatum had ever seen, and although he was clouded with a sex induced cloud, he wished that he could place a freeze in time so that he could see this sight forever. the sounds that she made were tatums muse, the soft moans circling around in his head as if he had a song stuck in there.

tatum gently tugged on the girls t-shirt, unaware that she was wearing nothing underneath. this being said, the sight of lydias body that he was greeted with was simply too much for him to handle. he couldn't control himself anymore, but lydia was okay with that.

tatum quickly slipped off the boxers he was wearing, all while continuing to toy with his little. he could feel that she was extremely excited from the whole ordeal, as her panties dripped with excitement and eagerness. tatum didn't know how far lydias sexual knowledge was, but he had assumed that it was not much due to the fact that she was unaware of his hard on when he had given her a bath.

"d- do you want to do more, little?" he asked the girl, his breath shaking with every word. the girl quickly nodded once more, slightly lifting herself so that tatum could undress her bottom half. the boy did as expected, and the two now lay one on top of the other with heavy breaths.

with this, tatum smiled the most genuine smile that lydia had seen from the boy since they had picked up blue. along with this thought, lydia felt as tatum had placed himself against her entrance. tatum was not going to immediately jump into his little, so he did the next best thing that he could imagine.

tatum groaned as he slid himself up and down against lydias slit, causing lydia to let out the same small moans that he had loved to hear. and with this, tatum felt like he couldn't take it anymore. he felt as though if he did not enter his little, he would simply die. with the thought of this clouding his brain, the boy placed himself at lydias entrance once more.

"do you want to do this, my love?" he breathed heavily.

"p- please tate," she moaned, causing tatum not to think twice before slowly beginning to slide the beginning of himself into the small girl.

lydia quietly whined, giving that tatum was much larger than her. tatum kept his low eyes on his little the entire time, allowing himself to make sure that she was okay and wanted to continue. honestly, he didn't know much about sex either as he had never done it before.

before tatum knew it he was fully indulged into his little, feeling her warmth and excitement as he prepared himself to continue. being inside of his little was something that tatum wished he could be doing forever, almost like he wished he could be inside of her skin. he felt like he fit perfectly inside of her, and that feeling was the best feeling he had ever felt in his entire life. he felt like there was no way to be closer to her than to be fitted inside of her, so he would make sure that this became a frequent thing.

on the other hand, lydia couldn't control the way her body was reacting to him. she felt like she couldn't think for herself when they were doing things like this, but she also didn't really understand what they were doing either. however, she knew that she enjoyed every moment of it. her heart was fluttering out of control, and she felt like her insides were on fire. tatum was large, so lydia did feel a slight pain whenever the boy would move while inside of her.

tatum moaned as he pulled slightly back out of his little, slowly sliding back in shortly after. his brain was numbed over by love, and the pure joy he felt when seeing the lustful look on his littles face was a sight that he would pay great money to experience again. he was so in love with her, infatuated even, as the world knows.

"are you hurting, my baby?" tatum soothed, pausing in his movements once more after he had slid himself completely in.

"no, love." lydia whispered, wrapping her small arms around the boys shoulders.

tatum froze, taking notice to the name that lydia had called him. she had never called him a loving name before, always 'tate' or 'tatum'. the word held great meaning to him, and he would make sure that he let her know that once the two were finished.

due to the loving name, tatum felt like he couldn't control himself once again. this caused him to rather quickly host himself in and out of the girl again, enjoying lydias embrace as he did so. he felt euphoric, and he never wanted to stop. lydia's sweet moans travelled throughout the room, tangling themselves with tatums. tatums pace was getting rather quick with the girl, and lydia enjoyed it. she no longer felt the pain that was there when they started, but rather felt pure ecstasy as he continued.

"you love me, right pet?" tatum groaned as he placed his forehead against his littles. the eye contact that the two now held was enough to make tatum near his end, as for lydia as well.

"i- i love you" lydia whispered in a moan. she didn't really know what it meant to say that to a boy, but she knew that she said it to her family. and at this point, lydia felt like tatum was apart of the new family that he had created for her.

"so responsive." tatum groaned, his body coming to a slow as he had reached his climax. now, the two didn't understand that time was of the essence during sex, so neither of them minded how quick the ordeal lasted. they were both content, both happy.

although, tatum felt like he had a new found love for lydia. he had always loved her, and everyone knew that he always loved her, but the things that she had said and the activities that had occurred in the last few hours had brought a new film of light over the girl for him. now, he was more positive than ever that he would be with her for the rest of her life. lydia was going nowhere, and even if she did, she would never get far.

tatum gently pulled out of the small girl, knowing that she had also finished by the way that her legs trembled beneath him. he was so pleased with the sight, he had taken multiple photos in his brain so that he could keep the memory stored forever. tatum slowly placed himself next to the girl in bed, embracing her as close as he possibly could to be sure that she was going nowhere soon.

"happy birthday, my sweet girl. i love you." tatum breathed out with a shaky tone, delivering a kiss to lydias forehead as he did so. by this time lydia was gathering blue from the floor to place on the bed next to them. however, lydia froze in her actions.

"i- it's my birthday?" lydia croaked out, feeling a familiar feeling of dread wash over her body.

"yes, baby. that's why you have blue now," he began before lydia completely drained out his voice.

lydia felt as though she had broken free from a sense of hypnosis, and she was slowly realizing what had really created the entire relationship between the two in the first place. lydia was hyperventilating to herself at this point, her breathing beginning to quicken as she thought to herself.

i don't even know my own birthday anymore. i have no idea what day it is, i have no idea where i am.

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guys they finally had segz :o

i was so excited to FINALLY get into the smut of this book, i waited so long because i wanted to make sure that they were in good terms and it was consensual ofc.