River was kissing me. This was what I wanted, but I stood frozen for a second, shocked that he actually wanted it too. I thought he only saw me as a friend all this time, but his current actions were saying otherwise. He kissed me gently as I stood as still as a statue, gathering my thoughts and processing what was happening.

I could feel River about to pull away since I wasn't reacting at all, so I pulled him closer and began to kiss him back, desperate for his lips to stay attached to mine. I didn't care that this would complicate things. All I cared about was my need for him that begged to be relieved.

As River's tongue slid inside my mouth, he cupped my face and deepened the kiss. I gasped and wrapped my arms around his neck, trying to get closer.

I realized how much I wanted River once I stopped thinking about Daniel. Daniel was an ass, and I didn't want to see him again. With him out of my mind, my feelings for River intensified, and I realized that all the jealousy I was harboring about him and Harper was just a sign of how much I wanted to be in Harper's position, and now I was. It was even better than I imagined.

As he ran his fingers through my hair, we kissed passionately. Weeks of built-up tension were released as we grasped each other, trying to get as close as possible.

River slowed from our frantic pace before pulling his soft lips away. He kept his forehead on mine and gazed at me. I could tell we were both looking for any signs of regret in each other's eyes about what we just did, but no signs of that were found in either of us. I nodded my head lightly, hoping he got the message that I was okay with whatever it was we were doing.

After gazing at me for a moment with lust-filled eyes, he moved even closer to me and laid me down on top of my sleeping bag. He was so gentle about it, contrasting our rough kisses moments ago. I didn't even realize we were horizontal until my head touched the ground.

He looked down at me before moving his mouth so that he was kissing my jaw, then my neck, and then that spot under my ear. He sucked and bit softly, creating a sensation I had never felt. I was still learning what I liked, and I definitely enjoyed whatever he was doing.

He came back up and caressed my lips with his own before lowering his head again and kissing down the top of my chest. He looked up at me when he reached my cleavage, silently asking if I wanted this to go further.

I responded by sitting up and pulling my shirt over my head in one swoop, leaving me in my bra.

River brought a hand up and cupped my breasts, massaging them as his other hand reached behind me and unclasped the piece of fabric covering me from his greedy eyes.

"Is this okay?" He asked before taking it off all the way. His voice was low and grave, and it turned me on even more as I squeezed my thighs together.

"Yes," I said before he slid it off and threw it somewhere in our tent. At that moment, I didn't care if I ever saw that bra again.

River's eyes went wide and dark as he saw my bare tits for the first time. I didn't know why he looked so amazed. My breasts were average-sized without anything special about them, but he seemed to think they were the most remarkable things in the world.

"Beautiful," He said before attaching his mouth to my nipple. I laid back and moaned at the contact. It felt so good as his opposite hand rolled my other hard nipple in his fingers. Playing with my breasts was something I hadn't ever done before, even while masturbating, so this was another new feeling. He switched back and forth between nipples, leaving me a moaning mess.

I was ready for more, though. As he came back up to kiss my mouth, I took his shirt off, throwing it away from us. His chest was defined and made my mouth water. I wanted to see even more of him, though. I wanted to see the intimate parts of him that not everybody got to see.

I reached for River's sweatpants as his hands came down and covered mine, stopping me from pulling them any lower.

"Alani, we can't," He said, running his thumb along my hand.

"What? Why not?" I breathed, my heart stopping and my mind racing. Was he regretting this?

"This is your first sexual experience, Alani. You should have it in a bed surrounded by candles or something. Not in a tent. It should be special."

"What makes it special is it being with you. All the other stuff doesn't matter. I couldn't give a shit about candles or a bed. I just want it to be with you," I said, looking him in the eyes and showing him that I was ready for this.

I must have said the right thing because he let go of my hands, nodded, and pulled his sweatpants off, leaving him in dark boxers. I could see his erection, and it was huge. I wanted to trace the outline of him, but before I could, River reached for my sleep shorts.

He lowered my shorts, leaving me in only my underwear. I looked at his eyes and saw them dilated. Lust was written all over his face, and I'm sure it was written on mine too.

"Do you have a condom?" I asked.

"Shit," River said, pausing and looking like someone had stepped on his puppy.

"You don't have one?" I asked, disappointment coursing through me.

"No. I wasn't expecting this."

"That's okay," I whispered.

"Alani, I need to touch you, though, or I might explode, so if you'll let me, I want to feel you," He said, looking at me lustfully and stroking my cheek.

"Okay," I said, anticipating what was next and smiling.

"Lay back," He said, steadying his erratic breath.

I did as I was told.

He moved to the lower area of my body and hooked two fingers into my panties.

After pulling them down my legs, he said, "Spread your legs."

I followed his directions, embarrassed as he looked at my center. Nobody had ever seen this part of me in this way before, and I didn't know if he would like it.

"You're gorgeous," He said before bringing a finger down to my pussy, grazing my slit, collecting my arousal, and sliding into my wet folds.

"God, you're wet," He said, his voice strained.

"It's all for you, River."

"Fuck, Alani," He said as he began to rub my clit.

"Oh my god!" I said, arching my back, bucking my hips, and enjoying the pleasure he was bringing me. This felt a thousand times better than when I did it myself. He was ruining masturbation for me since I would never be able to get this feeling without him, but I didn't give a shit.

"I need to taste you. Can I go down on you?" He asked.

"Yes," I moaned before he brought his head down. He slowly licked my slit and traveled up to my clit, causing me to grip my sleeping bag and cry out in pleasure. Nobody had ever had their mouth on this part of me before, and it was amazing.

"You taste so good, sweet girl," He groaned, lifting his head before going back in for more.

Adrenaline coursed through my veins as he licked, lapped, and sucked on me.

When he pushed his finger inside of me and pumped it, I lost it.

"Oh god, yes, right there!" I yelled at the sensation, my hips coming up to meet his finger after each thrust.

He added another finger, doubling my pleasure while still sucking on my clit.

"Alani, you're the sexiest person I've ever seen. The things I want to do to you..." He said.

I clutched around his fingers as he increased his speed.

"River!"

"I know, baby," He said as my eyes rolled to the back of my head, feeling my climax build. This was unlike anything I had experienced before.

"Shit! River! Yes!" I yelled, not caring about the neighboring campsites hearing me at all.

I came hard around his fingers. Waves of pleasure overtook me, and my legs shook as I rode out my orgasm.

"Oh my god," I whispered as River removed his mouth and hands from between my legs. He came up and kissed my mouth again. I could taste myself on his tongue.

"That was the hottest thing I've ever seen. I'm so hard for you right now, Alani," He said, grinding his hips into me and showing me proof of what he was saying.

"Oh," I said.

"You like that?" He asked as he thrust his hips again.

"God, I wish you had a condom," I said, wanting to feel him thrusting into me without the fabric.

"Me too, baby."

"It's your turn. Can I touch you now?" I asked.

"You don't have to," He said.

"But you're hard?"

"I can jerk off."

"I want to, River. I want to right now."

"If you want, then okay," he said before we switched positions, so he was the one lying down. I pulled his boxers down. His erection immediately sprang up, and it was huge. The tip was already leaking with pre-cum, and his long girth was mesmerizing. He was perfect in every way possible.

I got closer to him and took him in my hand, feeling like a kid in a candy store. He grunted as I moved my hand up and down. I didn't know what I was doing, but he was grunting and moaning, so I continued.

After a second of pumping him, I took him in my mouth as my hand gripped the base of him. His cock twitched in my mouth.

"Oh my god! Fuck! Warn me before you do that," He said, wrapping his hands around my hair.

I bobbed my head up and down, not going super deep, but River didn't seem to mind.

"Do you like having your mouth around my dick?"

"Yes," I replied, but it came out disgruntled since I had him in my mouth.

As I continued to bob my head, I gagged, but after a little while, I got the hang of it.

After a few minutes of pleasuring him, he warned me that he was close. I could have removed my mouth, but I wanted to taste him.

"You need to move your head, baby. I'm going to come," He said.

I didn't listen.

"Shit," He moaned as his salty cum squirted into my mouth, and I swallowed up every bit of it. "Oh my gosh."

With one last hungry suck, I moved my mouth off him.

Our breathing was heavy, both of us processing what just happened as I lay down next to him.

"Come here, Alani," River said, motioning for me to lay on his chest. I hurried over and rested my head right below his neck before we both fell into a peaceful sleep.