I did not sleep much that night, or at all really. Not only because the nightmares were tying to pluck me from this world and take me somewhere dark and to my death. But, also because I kept thinking about seeing Steel. My heart beats faster just by thinking about him and I like that feeling that I have inside my whole body when the thoughts of him are inside me. The electricity inside my body that jumps from vein to vein and bring this happiness along with me. I laid in that bed all night and just thought about him.

So the next morning when the nurse came inside with my breakfast I was too excited to even eat anything at all, then again the food that they give is not that great but anything is better than what I was severed but did not eat by him. I let the hours pass by, sometimes watching my father work on his computer as he sits there. But other than that I just try to do anything that I can to o something and let the hours pass because after noon I will see him again and I can't wait.

I'm anxious and still more excited than I have ever been. All I want is for Steel to hold me and make me feel better, and he needs to be there to drive the evil away like he always does. I may not know how he does it but I don't have to know how he does it to know that he somehow can drive all darkness away from me, and he can save me when I can't save myself. The hours are still so slow, yet they are passing by like they always do and soon it is time.

I stand up from the bed. My feet are aching from not moving them that much. I don't pay any attention to that as I walk out of the room and towards the therapist office. The two bodyguards are behind me, following me and I find my heart beating faster, but in the worst way possible. The sweat is dripping down my forehead as I hear their footsteps which are echoing inside my brain. I walk faster but so do they. I'm panting from the fear that is starting to rise within my chest and it doesn't stop and it doesn't go away.

I'm walking as fast as I can to her office and as soon as I make it to the door I knock, and she is quick to open and let me and close behind me. Only then am I able to breathe. It is not until I have let out a couple of breaths that my eyes run over to him. To Steel who is sitting there. I stare at him as I give him a small smile and walk over there. He is taking all the place in the seat and I stand there for a moment before he reaches out with his hand.

Neither one of us says a thing as I put my hand on his and allow him to take me onto his lap until I'm sitting on it. His skin is so warm and so nice to hold. I don't ever want to let go of him again. I can smell his heavily scent which brings me nothing but calmness. I have tears in my eyes, but they are happy ones. I snuggle close to his body. Wanting nothing more than to feel him and have him close to me. His arms are wrapped around my body as he holds me tightly to him.

"Now that you are both here, and we have little time. I wish to start. Lila. You can speak about anything you want. It's your choice" She says to me. I gulp but I hold his hand and I make sure that I don't let go of it. I need his hand. It's clear what they want to know, about what happened when he took me and what happened in that room. I have been told that the police have swept everything in that house and found some things, but they don't want to tell me about it.

"I stood in the rain and I met some man. I had heard his voice before but I could not place it... he handed me an umbrella but I can't remember what he said. He left shortly after some words were spoken and then nothing. I woke up to the most agonizing pain that I had ever felt in my life. It felt like my body was dying. Like all life was being sucked out of my body in the most painful way possible. The pain was so intense" I start.

The tears are already streaming down my face. Steel is holding me close to him and I listen to his heart. It calms me down and it helps me get through this. She is writing something but I don't pay attention to it for I'm too lost in Steel. "The ground was cold and I think it was dirt. I don't know. I can't remember much from it but the pain... and a shadow that I saw. The darkness was always there to take me away and I thought I was dying until I woke up in a white room" I tell them.

In this hour I start to tell them about it but I don't make it that far until the session is up. Steel had stayed silent the whole time that I spoke, but he made sure that I knew that he was there, and he was helpful. He held me, and he would rock me and comfort me when I cried. He is my rock and I need to hold on top him for dear life because if I slip away from the rock then I don't think I can ever grab it again, grab onto him again.