While he's eating, I'm trying my hardest not to throw up. But I don't eat. There is no way that I'm going to eat and even if he forces me I would spit it out. I'm not going to eat my best friend. I only drink the water and I actually drank three glasses of water but I still feel thirsty. I have not spoken a word as he does all the talking while I try not to listen to him. With this newfound hope that I have inside my body I find myself thinking about Steel and how he's taking all of this.

The same day that I become his girlfriend, I disappear. He must've thought that I left him or something, I can't stop; thinking about what could've gone through us head at that time. "You might think that people are starting to realize that it's me but with the police always following Steel, I think it's better to leave him alive because it creates the perfect suspect" He speaks and I break out of my thoughts to focus on his words. I have no clue what he said before he said those words but I have a feeling that I have just missed out on a lot.

"Is that why I don't need to do anything to save him?" I hadn't realized that I spoke out my thoughts until they have left my lips. I'm quick to close my mouth right away, but he had heard it and the words have been said which means I can't take them back now. "Part of the reason, yes" He says but that doesn't tell me anything, unless he's planning something and I'm just far too dumb to even figure it out right about now, yet I can feel that there is something that he's planning, something big and something evil.

I don't like whatever it is going to be but I do hope with everything that is left of me that it has nothing to do with Steel. I don't think that I would be able to handle that. "But now that we're on the subject. Tell me, Lila. Why do you want to save him? He's never done anything for you and you've only been seeing each there for about two weeks?" He asks but his voice is mocking it with every word that he speaks. I let out a small sigh as I knew someone would ask this sooner or later.

I'm not sure what I can say to that question because I don't even know it myself. All I know is that I deeply care about Steel and now that I have this hope inside me, I feel like I'm starting to become alive. Like some part of me is just waking up from a long nap and it's all thanks to Steel. He's coming for me, and he's coming soon. I can feel it deep within me and I just know it myself. I take a deep breath as I finally have the rights words to say, even if I will regret them for the rest of my life.

"I don't want to save him, I want to save you. If you kill him then everyone will know it's you and you will be taken away from me forever. I don't want that to happen. I don't care about him, he's no one to me. Just someone that I used because I was bored but you're the one that I want" I speak, lying through my teeth. Every single word is more painful than the last one and it's hurting me and stabbing me to have to speak this way but I have to.

It nearly breaks me apart from the inside out but I have to do this, for Steel and for myself because he's coming and I need to protect him as best as I can. I see his face light up after the words that I speak. "Look at you, just being naughty but I like it" He says and puts his hand down the table and I can hear that he's putting into his pants. I gulp when he does this as I already know what pain will be waiting to greet me.

"I suppose everyone has a dark side. Some are just good at hiding it" I say, and he smirks at that as I see him go up and down with his hand. I don't know why he's doing this here but I know that the camera can't see it, does it? It does confuse me but I will not question it. I notice that his plate is empty and that honestly makes me feel sick to my stomach that he actually ate his brother for no reason at all.

"You're definitely speaking my language. I love you even more now than I did before" He says to me as he closes his eyes and groans. I look away as I don't want to see that and I end up look at the camera which I always forget is here and I just stare at the lens. Hoping that someone is watching and that someone is looking at me to see the look that I give, begging them to save me and help me get out of here and I do hope that Steel is watching and trying to find where we are right now.

I do hope that there is no sound coming through because I don't want him to have heard that but at the same time I would want to because then it would be easier to find me. "You're so hot. I can't wait for the dinner to be over. Now it's your time to eat" He speaks as he takes a napkin and starts to clean his hands. I gulp as I look down. There is no way that I'm going to eat what is on my plate, this is my best friend and I will not eat him.