In front of me there is a plate with what looks like food but it's not and I know, and he knows it. He actually cooked his own brother is going to eat him. The very thought of it makes me want to throw up and the longer that I stay here, the more I want to throw up. This makes me disgusted beyond disgusted. The fact that this person that is sitting in front of me would do such a thing shocks me to the bones and it brings forth these feelings that I can't stop, horrible feelings such as bone-chilling fear and disgust and everything in between.

I just stare down at the plate in front of me, wondering how I can get out of this. Everything inside me is screaming at me to avenge my best friend. Even if that means hurting his own brother but Mark is dead and his own brother killed him. He actually killed him and now he's planning on eating him like if he were nothing but steak. He's not. He was a person. A living breathing person, and he did not deserve that, someone has to make sure that justice is given.

But if I do anything, if I were to hurt him, then I would be just like him. Hurting people because I want to, even if I have some reason for it. I would be hurting him. Coming from a person that has been hurt by others my whole life, I don't want to become that person that hurts others. I want to be better. "Just so you know, before we start dinner, I would like to point out that the camera over there records everything that you do and is streaming it live to the police as well as Steel" He says to me and I look up at him with a shocked face.

"Though there are no sounds so you can't call for help, and they can't hear my voice nor can they see me. I ain't about to let the police ruin my perfect evening and on my birthday too. Still I need them to see us. See you. After all Steel has not stopped looking for you since I made you mine. But don't worry, he will be out of our lives soon when I get rid of him, and we aren't in any danger" He speaks and my shocked look grows.

Steel is looking for me? Is still looking for me? Hasn't it been a month or longer? And he's still looking? Why? I don't get it yet at the same time I find something that I thought that I had lost forever. Hope is starting to resurface inside me. He hasn't found a new girl to call his. He's still looking for me. The fact that he's still looking for me brings forth a new purpose inside my heart and it helps it beat as my heart was on the verge of just giving up, like me.

I know inside my heart that he's coming for me, and he's coming soon. He's going to find me and it will be over, all of it will be over. Steel will drive away the darkness, and he will become the light that I need, the light that shows me the way of life. I need it. Somehow just hearing the fact that he's still looking for me makes me want to fight back and it makes me want to stay alive. If not for myself then for him because he's doing so much to find me.

Wait... did he say he's going to get rid of Steel? He can't do that. I won't allow him to hurt him. Steel is my boyfriend. I lift my hand and take the glass of water and stare down at it. Trying to see if there is something in it other than water, some poison or something. I have already been poisoned once and I think twice and I will not let that happen again. Perhaps that is the purpose of this dinner. He's going to kill me and make everyone watch as he does, so they will stop looking for me.

After some time I take a sip and I love how the cold water feels in my throat and how wonderful this feeling is. Soon every last drop of the glass has been drunk by me and I still need more. Now more than ever I feel my throat begging for water. I clear my throat and lift my head to look at him. "What would I have to do to make sure that you don't hurt Steel?" I ask him. My voice is just a whisper and it's hoarse and it's barely my own voice.

Hearing myself talk is something that I'm not used to hearing now and my own voice sounds so strange to me and I wonder if this is even my voice at all. He looks stunned for a moment and I can almost see the gears turning in his head. However, he's also angry and I can see it in his eyes, but his eyes are also filled with darkness and evil and so much cruelty that makes me wonder how I never saw it before. His eyes are dark and twisted, and they hold a horrible look to them which brings shivers down my spine.

His face studies mine for a moment before he clears his throat and smirks at me. My face nearly falls but I try to keep up appearances. I must keep Steel safe. I need to. He's coming for me and I need to make sure that he gets here alive and gets me out of here alive. "Nothing" He speaks and I give him a confused look. "Nothing?" I ask since I don't think that I hear him correctly, but he nods his head and leans back on the chair. "Absolutely nothing" He then adds.