It's been four weeks since she was taken. A whole month since I've last held her in my arms and since the last time since I was near her. She is my girlfriend and I will do whatever it takes to get her back. That sicko has been sending videos of him taking advantages of her while she's slowly losing herself. He sends notes and letters to either me or the police every single day and there is nothing that we have on this guy, unless we count the fact that he could be anyone in the world and I would not care but I would beat him up until he's not even breathing anymore.

For weeks the police as well as the people that I've hired to find her and that sicko, have been finding leads which lead to nothing. He's playing with us like we are some dolls which he can control but I'm about to break that circle as soon as I find him. He's going to wish that he was never even born. Oh, that would be the best day of my life. Not only will I have avenged what he has done to Lila but I will also have her back into my arms which is all that I can ask for.

Sitting in my apartment with a sprained wrist because I've been hitting so many things and so many people. Just beating them at the gym, they asked for it and I have more anger inside me now than ever since she's not here to calm me down. My coach has been avoiding me to not get another beating as I nearly broke two of his bones and I fractured his nose. He knew what he signed up for when he's targeted to coach me in the first place so there is no one that he can blame but himself.

Also he told me that his brother has gone missing, and he's taking that really hard. His brother Mark is Lila's best friend, but he left some weeks ago and most likely just took off with someone or something. I don't know and don't care. I'm far too busy trying to find the girl that matters to me which is missing. Watching the news nearly breaks me apart as they're still showing pictures of her and asking people if they have seen her or know what happened to her.

Even her dead-beat faster who I wish I could beat has offered a large sum to anyone who can find her. But that is now what motivates me to find Lila, not the money for the only reward that I need is when I find her, and she is safe is my arms, and she is with me once again and I will kill the one that had her locked away. Knowing about her past makes all of this whole lot worse and as much as I would like to hunt down each one of those men and beat them up, I can only deal with one sicko at a time.

The pain in my wrist is nothing compared to the pain inside my heart. Losing her is the worst feeling in the whole world and I can't be without her anymore. I can't seem to be able to function when she's not here with me and not in my arms. It's been so long since I've held her and it's been so long since she knew that she was loved, and she needs it now more than ever. When I find her she will know every day how much I love her and how much she means to me.

Because it would be the truth. She means more to me than the whole human population put together, now and from the past. She is my world and without her I'm not here. I'm lost and I'm alone. She is the reason for my existence. The anger of losing her is slowly consuming me and it leaves me wanting to hurt someone, mainly the one that took her. I swear I will rip him apart for the things that he has done to Lila and to me.

And when I find him, he will be sorry. Even if they are a hundred of them that have done this, I will destroy them all and I will kill them with my bare hands to rescue her and love her and treat her the way that she is meant to be loved and treated. I would never lay a hand on her and never would I treat her horribly. She is my little dancer and she is mine. She belongs to me and I will make sure that she stays with me for the rest of our lives.

I can feel myself grow angrier the longer that I stare at the news and watch as they are talking about her. They don't care about her, all they care about is the money that her father has been offered to them to talk about her and to offer reward and things like that. No one really cares about her. They don't even know her past anything, I know her. I truly know her and I care about her, deeper than anyone has ever done and it makes me sick that people are trying to profit of her suffering and her capture.

It makes me disgusted how greedy the world has become. The police are doing a lousy job at finding her with only that Detective that is trying to find her but only pinpointing one person; me. I'm the only one that is truly doing anything to actually find Lila and make sure that she is brought safe home. To me of course. She is mine and I will have her. One way or another she will be back in my arms, and she will be mine. Forever. Even if I have to shield her from the rest of the world.