Groggily I open my eyes only to be met with the darkness. Pain is running throughout my whole body as I try to move but it shoots up like never before. With a sigh of pain I go back to the lying position that I was in. The confusion present inside my mind as I desperately try to see anything but the darkness doesn't allow me to and it is taking forever for my eyes to get used to it, but perhaps it won't. The cool air around me brings the shivers running up and down my entire body and I find that I'm shaking and my clothes are wet.

I have no clue where I am nor how I get here, I don't even know what is happening. The last thing that I remember is that I was standing in the rain holding that umbrella but I saw a man which gave it to me after I had been standing there for some time. That does explain why I'm soaking wet and freezing cold but that does not help me at all knowing where I am, how I got here and why I'm feeling this intense pain everywhere. It's like my bones are on fire and it's only getting worse.

Every second that passes the pain increases and ti takes everything inside me to not scream out in pure agony, My fists are clenched and I grit my teeth. Each movement that I make makes the pain worse. The tears are forming in my eyes and I can't stop them from leaking down the sides of my face and landing on the hard ground that I'm lying on. Though I have realized or I think that I'm lying down on a dirt ground but I'm not outside. In the darkness I'm starting to see walls.

Or that is what I think it is. My brain is having a hard time even thinking at the moment as all I can focus on is the pain. It's more agony than I have ever felt in my life. It's worse than all the bruises and cuts and wounds that I had on my feet because of dancing, it's worse than anything. I have been beaten and assaulted in ways that I can't even speak about but this is way worse than that ever was and the pain is everywhere inside. Wanting nothing more than to tear me from the inside out.

My bones wanting to break free of everything and welcome the world but if they do that than I will die. I close my eyes as I silently cry. I taste the metallic crimson liquid as I bite down hard on my tongue and inner cheeks to stop myself from screaming which is getting harder and harder with every second. This pain is so bad and I can't take it anymore. My body shakes from the pain as well as the cold that has started to dig itself deep down into my bones.

It's getting harder to breathe in here and while the air is not heavy it's my lungs that are feeling an intense amount of agony and breathing is hard and it burns me. Like if I were breathing in glass shards and with each breath that I take they dig themselves deeper into my lungs and body. My eyes snap open when I hear a loud thud and then a door opens. Light enters the room and I try to see but the light blinds me, yet I can see the silhouette of a person standing there by the threshold.

I open my mouth to speak to the person and ask for help but no words come out of me, not even a sound comes out. The pain is too much for me that I can't even scream, no matter how much I try to. My body doesn't allow me to. With blurry vision I'm able to see that the person walks over to me with heavy footsteps but perhaps it feels like that because my head is killing me. Like if there is someone inside my brain and hacking on it with a hammer from the inside trying to break out.

The piercing headache makes it hard to even think and all of my thoughts are kind of muddy and either all over the place or just silent. My eyes try to see the person fully but I can't see them. All I can see is how tall they are but I believe that is just because I'm lying down on the ground, and they are standing. I let out a breath but my lungs are getting worse and worse with each breath and the pain continues. It truly feels like I'm dying, and there is nothing that I can do about it.

The person just stands there for some time looking down at me. Why? I don't know. My head is screaming at me to ask for help or at least speak but I can't. My lips can't form the words from the pain and this frustration comes into me as I can barely move and my body is failing me in everything. It truly does feel like I have been stabbed by a thousand knives then run over by a truck at least a dozen times and even then I don't know if it can match the pain.

The hot salty tears are streaming down the sides of my face and they blurry my vision even greater to the point where I almost miss where the person has turned around and walked back to the door and is blinded by the light and soon the light starts to disappear as the door starts to close. Once again I'm met with the pitch black darkness that threatens to pull me deep down to its depths and swallow me whole and the fight with my body is telling me to give up. The black spots that have been dancing on top of my vision grow and soon they take over me and the blackness takes me away.